AND IT FUCKING SUCKS.
SORRY :)
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Monday, December 28, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
I Want So Badly
to have the courage to actually confront you. Buuuuuut i can't. All my anger can easily be turned around with a kiss or a simple "i love you".I hate that. I completely lose my ground and fall for you even harder. There's clearly something wrong with me if i can't speak up to the person i love. I can tell anyone my problem, except for the person involved in it. Ughh. I'm afraid that if I tell you, you might think I'm trying to change you. Truth is, that's exactly what I'm trying to do. But i don't think you'd understand that I'm doing it for the better...
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
A Lot Like Love
I had a good weekend, but this week is going by dreadfully slow. I just want winter break to be here! I like new people, new things, good vibes. I like being over the past and being stoked on the future. I like plans, coffee and music. I like being happy and free. I like kissing and cuddling and feeling warm. I like that Christmas is in less than two weeks; the idea of ugly Christmas sweater parties and New Years parties, presents, and Christmas movies. Some of my family from Canada is coming to visit and it's going to be splendid. Boyfriend's spending a few days with me in my new house. I'm excited. Life is good. I feel sexy and confident. I want a passionate New Years kiss though! (hint hint Dominic)
p.s. Oh! And i got new glasses that make me look hot plus the female lead in Aida. Got the fucking reaaadddd on that one! I'm the shit. Admit it. JOKES >=]
p.s. Oh! And i got new glasses that make me look hot plus the female lead in Aida. Got the fucking reaaadddd on that one! I'm the shit. Admit it. JOKES >=]
30 Days
by Never Shout Never
30 days of Christmas and all I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show
One more month
And all I need is a sign from you that you think of me
If you don't
Then please just say so
Cause all I do
Is think of you
(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you
Who would have thought that someone like me
Could of fall in love so easily.
I know that you know that i know what i want
I know I cant have it but give it a thought.
I know that it sounds crazy baby
but all I do is think of you.
(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love everything you throw my way
I know it's hard to say
But it's a crying shame that I came all this way
With so much to say
But all that came out was “Happy Holiday”
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody to love
A place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and I'm gonna make ‘em count
Cause I cant call it Christmas without someone to smile about
30 days of Christmas and all I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show
One more month
And all I need is a sign from you that you think of me
If you don't
Then please just say so
Cause all I do
Is think of you
(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you
Who would have thought that someone like me
Could of fall in love so easily.
I know that you know that i know what i want
I know I cant have it but give it a thought.
I know that it sounds crazy baby
but all I do is think of you.
(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love everything you throw my way
I know it's hard to say
But it's a crying shame that I came all this way
With so much to say
But all that came out was “Happy Holiday”
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody to love
A place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and I'm gonna make ‘em count
Cause I cant call it Christmas without someone to smile about
Sunday, December 13, 2009
12/13/09
Thoughts:
- My eyes are swollen from all the crying i've done this past weekend, but i can honestly say that it was worth it.
- I still haven't tied all the loose ends, i'm still a hot mess, and i still don't know what's number one on my priority list. But for some reason, i feel a lot better now that i've talked about my teenage issues.
- I wish I had the courage to tell you how i REALLY feel about certain things. I don't know what i'm afraid of. Maybe that you'll leave?
- So, my parents aren't perfect. But I've realized that they eventually come around. I love how I have a better understanding with them now.
- Aida auditions are taking forever. The anxiety is killing me.
- I want this week to go by as fast as possible.
- Don't have a lot of thoughts, i'll probably update with a long rant tomorrow.
Goodnight <3
- My eyes are swollen from all the crying i've done this past weekend, but i can honestly say that it was worth it.
- I still haven't tied all the loose ends, i'm still a hot mess, and i still don't know what's number one on my priority list. But for some reason, i feel a lot better now that i've talked about my teenage issues.
- I wish I had the courage to tell you how i REALLY feel about certain things. I don't know what i'm afraid of. Maybe that you'll leave?
- So, my parents aren't perfect. But I've realized that they eventually come around. I love how I have a better understanding with them now.
- Aida auditions are taking forever. The anxiety is killing me.
- I want this week to go by as fast as possible.
- Don't have a lot of thoughts, i'll probably update with a long rant tomorrow.
Goodnight <3
Friday, November 20, 2009
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Isolation time.
I'm having an emotional breakdown. I'm exhausted, crying, and i'm unhappy with myself. I'm going to spend the next few days away from things that keep me connected to the world. So, goodbye internet, phone, aim, msn. Cell is off, signed out of aim/msn, aaand won't be signing on facebook or myspace or youtube. If you really wanna reach me, call my house phone (this is to you sheila. You're basically the only person i feel like talking to). I need time to myself to think about what the fuck i want and how i really feel about certain people and things around me. I don't know what's important anymore because of what's been going on and the crazy shit that people tell me about. I don't even know who the fuck i am anymore. It's like everything i've been doing, is for someone else, but me. I'm never fully happy because something or someone brings me down at the end of the day. I know that i'm a really sensitive person, but i dont think that's the problem. I'm just so frustrated with people. I'm not saying i'm perfect. I'm far from perfect. I'm saying that others need to open up their eyes and realize that they're not all that and to stop being so fucking ignorant of other's feelings. Grow the fuck up and realize how IMMATURE you actually are. Because in all honesty, i don't find half of the people i know mature. Sure, i can be a total annoying bitch who always wants to get their way, but when i feel that something is just totally uncalled for and wrong, then it probably is. shit, i'm going to sleep.
thanks.
p.s this rant was just so all over the place and half of it probably didn't make sense, but it makes sense to me. Also, this isn't directed to just one person, it's directed to a few. I'm a bitch, i know.
p.p.s I hate friends who are assholes and once they realize they're assholes, they suck up to you. Stfu, bitch. Don't take me for granted.
thanks.
p.s this rant was just so all over the place and half of it probably didn't make sense, but it makes sense to me. Also, this isn't directed to just one person, it's directed to a few. I'm a bitch, i know.
p.p.s I hate friends who are assholes and once they realize they're assholes, they suck up to you. Stfu, bitch. Don't take me for granted.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Quote Of The Day
"I'm losing myself trying to compete with everyone else, instead of just being me"-Demi Lovato
Monday, November 16, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Days Like These.
I miss Dominic. I want him around all the time, am i obsessed? I don't think so. Just really in love with him. I wish that he could just cuddle and sleep with me every night. I'd be a lot happier falling asleep in someone's arms. I love / hate stumbling upon words that make you go "woah" and make your head rush with nostalgia, realization or wonder. I like the point when you finally realize that one chapter has ended and a new has began. It's sad, but it gives you some peace of mind. Putting on new dresses and clothes makes me feel like a princess. I like winter hats. My hair is tangly and needs a trim. My body's in pain from the cold (and possibly, pms). I want to be warm, and cuddly and giggly. I'm exciteed for the week of no school thats coming very soon. I'm definitely going to catch up on sleep and spend more time with the fambam in la. And of course my boyfriend! I have no homework this weekend. It's amazing. I really hope tomorrow will be good. Barbeque at Danielle's. Gonna be a good ending to the weekend :) Hopefully, I don't cry tomorrow. Cheer up =D
p.s. That's what really happened.
Baby It's You
Can somebody explain to me
Why everybody is trying to be
Living like a celebrity doing what they see on MTV
Ice is cool but I'm looking for more
Simple things is what my heart beats for
I don't ask for much
Baby having you is enough.
You ain't got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We don't got to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, i know you got a lot
No matter what you do, your're always getting hot
Its you, its you, baby all i want is you.
It don't matter that your car is fly
And your rims are spinning on the side
And it don't matter where we go tonight
Cause if I'm with you it'll be alright
That's cool but I'm looking for more
It's your love that my heart beats for
Don't have to spend a dime
Baby i just want your time
You ain't got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We don't got to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, i know you got a lot
No matter what you do, your'e always getting hot
Its you, its you, baby all i want is you.
Why everybody is trying to be
Living like a celebrity doing what they see on MTV
Ice is cool but I'm looking for more
Simple things is what my heart beats for
I don't ask for much
Baby having you is enough.
You ain't got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We don't got to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, i know you got a lot
No matter what you do, your're always getting hot
Its you, its you, baby all i want is you.
It don't matter that your car is fly
And your rims are spinning on the side
And it don't matter where we go tonight
Cause if I'm with you it'll be alright
That's cool but I'm looking for more
It's your love that my heart beats for
Don't have to spend a dime
Baby i just want your time
You ain't got to buy nothing, its not what i want baby its you
We don't got to go no where, its not what i want baby its you
Its not for what you got, i know you got a lot
No matter what you do, your'e always getting hot
Its you, its you, baby all i want is you.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
I just can't make you love me.
Thoughts:
-I just want to spend the rest of my night watching all episodes of the O.C. I don't care how many people are annoyed by that show, i fucking love it.
- I'd have to say my favorite on screen couple would be Ryan and Taylor. Also, Seth and Summer.
-I'm gonna start straightening my hair again because it's always in a bun. I feel cuter when my hairs down and i have curled up lashes and rosey cheeks.
-Once i end this feeling of paranoia and I know for a fact i'm okay, I'll be on a mission to start new and make change in my life for the better
-So, no more blaming myself for situations I cannot control. No more feeling guilty for things that I have no business feeling guilty for. No more saying sorry for things I shouldn't be sorry for. No more feeling intimidated by people that don't even matter anymore.
-I need to find the fine line between "Nice Kc" and "Strong Kc" - They really are two different people.
-I sound like a schizo, but that's okay!
-I need to find positivity in everything that I possibly can.
-I want to smile for no reason, giggle for no reason and enjoy.
- It's been so fucking cold. Luckily I have the heater on high. Now it's like a fucking sauna in my room.
- Football game tmrw. Wish the boys luck :)
- Procrastination has a hold on me.
- I don't like it when my mom is out of town and she extends her stay in Canada for a longer period of time than expected. Now my dad is going to be lonely and even more cranky. He's going to blame most things on me.
-I just want to spend the rest of my night watching all episodes of the O.C. I don't care how many people are annoyed by that show, i fucking love it.
- I'd have to say my favorite on screen couple would be Ryan and Taylor. Also, Seth and Summer.
-I'm gonna start straightening my hair again because it's always in a bun. I feel cuter when my hairs down and i have curled up lashes and rosey cheeks.
-Once i end this feeling of paranoia and I know for a fact i'm okay, I'll be on a mission to start new and make change in my life for the better
-So, no more blaming myself for situations I cannot control. No more feeling guilty for things that I have no business feeling guilty for. No more saying sorry for things I shouldn't be sorry for. No more feeling intimidated by people that don't even matter anymore.
-I need to find the fine line between "Nice Kc" and "Strong Kc" - They really are two different people.
-I sound like a schizo, but that's okay!
-I need to find positivity in everything that I possibly can.
-I want to smile for no reason, giggle for no reason and enjoy.
- It's been so fucking cold. Luckily I have the heater on high. Now it's like a fucking sauna in my room.
- Football game tmrw. Wish the boys luck :)
- Procrastination has a hold on me.
- I don't like it when my mom is out of town and she extends her stay in Canada for a longer period of time than expected. Now my dad is going to be lonely and even more cranky. He's going to blame most things on me.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
**
'Cause I'm not your paper doll
You can't keep undressing me
I don't fit in to what you see
I won't fall just cause you're touching me
I'm not cut out for what you need.
You can't keep undressing me
I don't fit in to what you see
I won't fall just cause you're touching me
I'm not cut out for what you need.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
The Morning After ft. Jess
If you found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
KC: fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Jess: -__________-
What does your most recent text message say?
KC: "Love you too! hmmm I'm sorry I'm hella horny." AAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Jess: "Playing games but not like our kings cup!"
Do you currently have a crush on someone? Or any feelings at all?
KC: Yessss
Jess: Mhmmmm
What would you do if you walked in on your best friend having sex?
KC: MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
Jess: O____O
Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
KC: UHHH, no not really.
Jess: WTF ?!
What do you miss most about the past?
KC: A lottaah things
Jess: Nothing reallly
Did you kiss anyone this summer?
KC: Yess
Jess: Not that I can recall.
Are you listening to music right now?
KC: When will it be me
Jess: ^Saamme
Is any part of you sad at all?
KC: Noooo n_______n
Jess: Naah
Do you miss someone right now?
KC: Nope
Jess: Naaahh
Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
KC: Yes
Jess: Mhmm
Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
KC: Mmmm, dont know
Jess: Uhhhh, I dont know either
Which friend are you most similar to you?
KC: I dont know
Jess: I dont know either
What would be the first thing you would do with 100,000 dollars?
KC: An Iphone and alcohol
Jess: EVERYTHING!
Can you commit to one person?
KC: Yeaahh so far
Jess: As of the moment, nooo -__-
Are you a mean person?
KC: Yes
Jess: Duhh
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
KC: No, i told them not to text back. HAHAH
Jess: Yeah
How bad are heartbreaks?
KC: Worse than what people say
Jess: Bad enough
Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?
KC: No, but I fear that
Jess: Mmm, guesss not.
Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
KC: Ohyeaahh
Jess: Usually
Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mhmm
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
KC: Boypreenndd
Jess: Cous Cousss
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
KC: The fact I have school the next day
Jess: Practice -______-
Is your room ever clean?
KC: Sometimes
Jess: Not after the morning
Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
KC: Depends on my mood
Jess: Either or
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
KC: I would put it on repeat but not live it forever
Jess: Mmmmm definitely but not the forever part.
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
KC: Just Dominic
Jess: I dont recall
Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mhmmm
Are you ticklish?
KC: Yes
Jess: Only on the neck
How often do you listen to music?
KC: Quiet fuckin often
Jess: Always
Do you trust all your friends?
KC: Nope
Jess: Nuh huh
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
KC: Sometimes
Jess: Usually
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
KC: Probably not
Jess: Doubbt itt
Did you say "f---" today?
KC: Yess
Jess: Mhmm
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails ?
KC: Lips
Jess: His lipsss! MUAHAHAHA
Look to the left. What catches your eye first?
KC: Dreeaamm catcher
Jess: Bob Marley
What was the last thing you ordered at Mcdonalds?
KC: I dont remember
Jess: Double cheese burger & Coffee
Are you thinking about someone right now?
KC: Naahh
Jess: Naww
Would you introduce the last person you kissed to your parents?
KC: I already did
Jess: WTF? Noooo, nigga you tripping.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mos def
Can you ever see yourself and your ex back together?
KC: Definitely not
Jess: Nooope
If the last person you kissed, saw you kissing someone else, would they be mad?
KC: You have no fuckin idea
Jess: Umm, doubt it.
Are any of your close friends virgins?
KC: >=]
Jess: Mhmmm
What are your plans for tomorrow?
KC: School & Piano annnndd if I can make an appointment
Jess: Going back to the normal days -__-
Do you have anger problems?
KC: Yeah definitely
Jess: Moooss definitely
Why do you even have a MySpace?
KC: I figured it would make me more American when I moved here. HAHAHA.
Jess: Keep contact
How much money's in your bank account?
KC: 58 dollars
Jess: My piggy bank ? maybe 80 cents
you ever think that "lol" meant "lots of love"?
KC: Well NOW I DO!
Jess: No
Do you think someone likes you?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mmmm, still trying figure that one out
you know anyone who has AIDS?
KC: Fcking hope not
Jess: I hope not
Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
KC: Yeah
Jess: mhmmm
Are you hurt about anything right now?
KC: Noo
Jess: As in my back & legs, suuuree.
Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't?
KC: No
Jess: Noo
When was the last time you threw up?
KC: On ralph's birthday
Jess: Friday night/Saturday morning -__-
Would you rather be given flowers or chocolate?
KC: Flowers
Jess: How bout those chocolate flowers? AHAHA
Do you have a long term or short term memory?
KC: Long term memory loss right now
Jess: Sammeeee
What can you hear right now?
KC: Silennccee
Jess: Saammmee
Do you use the word 'epic' daily?
KC: Well, last night was epic
Jess: I WILL NOW!
Do you remember who you had a crush on in the 7th grade?
KC: -______-
Jess: Not at all
Do you care if your bf/gf drinks?
KC: Nope
Jess: Nahhh breh
What was the first thing to annoy you this morning?
KC: The gospel songs
Jess: The radio
Is there anyone you couldn't live without?
KC: I can but i dont want to
Jess: Mmmm, i'll get back to you on that.
Have you ever dated someone you weren't even attracted to?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Uhh, yeah
If you could change one thing right now, it would be?
KC: The fact that it's Sunday
Jess: Mmmm, same
Do you like to make the first move?
KC: Never
Jess: When I'm intoxicated, yeaaahh
Looking back did you ever waste your time on a certain boy or girl?
KC: Yeah, definitely
Jess: -_______-
Is life good?
KC: Life's amazing
Jess: HELL YEAH
When was the last time you stared at someone and wanted them dead?
KC: Friday
Jess: Uhhhh, Friday ?
your hair longer than your shoulder?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mhmmm
Do you like to walk in the rain?
KC: Hate it
Jess: Not exactly
Do people asking you too many questions in a row bother you?
KC: If they're stupid questions
Jess: Not when it's King's cup! Muahaha
Do you like looking up at the stars?
KC: Yeaahh
Jess: Mhmm
Like anyone?
KC: Yeaahh
Jess: -___- Mhm
Last missed call?
KC: Mom
Jess: Her mom
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
KC: Hell yeah
Jess: Eugh, can't really say.
KC: fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Jess: -__________-
What does your most recent text message say?
KC: "Love you too! hmmm I'm sorry I'm hella horny." AAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Jess: "Playing games but not like our kings cup!"
Do you currently have a crush on someone? Or any feelings at all?
KC: Yessss
Jess: Mhmmmm
What would you do if you walked in on your best friend having sex?
KC: MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
Jess: O____O
Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
KC: UHHH, no not really.
Jess: WTF ?!
What do you miss most about the past?
KC: A lottaah things
Jess: Nothing reallly
Did you kiss anyone this summer?
KC: Yess
Jess: Not that I can recall.
Are you listening to music right now?
KC: When will it be me
Jess: ^Saamme
Is any part of you sad at all?
KC: Noooo n_______n
Jess: Naah
Do you miss someone right now?
KC: Nope
Jess: Naaahh
Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
KC: Yes
Jess: Mhmm
Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
KC: Mmmm, dont know
Jess: Uhhhh, I dont know either
Which friend are you most similar to you?
KC: I dont know
Jess: I dont know either
What would be the first thing you would do with 100,000 dollars?
KC: An Iphone and alcohol
Jess: EVERYTHING!
Can you commit to one person?
KC: Yeaahh so far
Jess: As of the moment, nooo -__-
Are you a mean person?
KC: Yes
Jess: Duhh
Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
KC: No, i told them not to text back. HAHAH
Jess: Yeah
How bad are heartbreaks?
KC: Worse than what people say
Jess: Bad enough
Ever given your ALL to someone who walked away?
KC: No, but I fear that
Jess: Mmm, guesss not.
Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
KC: Ohyeaahh
Jess: Usually
Has a guy ever let you wear his jacket?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mhmm
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
KC: Boypreenndd
Jess: Cous Cousss
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
KC: The fact I have school the next day
Jess: Practice -______-
Is your room ever clean?
KC: Sometimes
Jess: Not after the morning
Do you like being around a large group of friends, or a best friend?
KC: Depends on my mood
Jess: Either or
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
KC: I would put it on repeat but not live it forever
Jess: Mmmmm definitely but not the forever part.
Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?
KC: Just Dominic
Jess: I dont recall
Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mhmmm
Are you ticklish?
KC: Yes
Jess: Only on the neck
How often do you listen to music?
KC: Quiet fuckin often
Jess: Always
Do you trust all your friends?
KC: Nope
Jess: Nuh huh
When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
KC: Sometimes
Jess: Usually
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
KC: Probably not
Jess: Doubbt itt
Did you say "f---" today?
KC: Yess
Jess: Mhmm
What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails ?
KC: Lips
Jess: His lipsss! MUAHAHAHA
Look to the left. What catches your eye first?
KC: Dreeaamm catcher
Jess: Bob Marley
What was the last thing you ordered at Mcdonalds?
KC: I dont remember
Jess: Double cheese burger & Coffee
Are you thinking about someone right now?
KC: Naahh
Jess: Naww
Would you introduce the last person you kissed to your parents?
KC: I already did
Jess: WTF? Noooo, nigga you tripping.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mos def
Can you ever see yourself and your ex back together?
KC: Definitely not
Jess: Nooope
If the last person you kissed, saw you kissing someone else, would they be mad?
KC: You have no fuckin idea
Jess: Umm, doubt it.
Are any of your close friends virgins?
KC: >=]
Jess: Mhmmm
What are your plans for tomorrow?
KC: School & Piano annnndd if I can make an appointment
Jess: Going back to the normal days -__-
Do you have anger problems?
KC: Yeah definitely
Jess: Moooss definitely
Why do you even have a MySpace?
KC: I figured it would make me more American when I moved here. HAHAHA.
Jess: Keep contact
How much money's in your bank account?
KC: 58 dollars
Jess: My piggy bank ? maybe 80 cents
you ever think that "lol" meant "lots of love"?
KC: Well NOW I DO!
Jess: No
Do you think someone likes you?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mmmm, still trying figure that one out
you know anyone who has AIDS?
KC: Fcking hope not
Jess: I hope not
Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
KC: Yeah
Jess: mhmmm
Are you hurt about anything right now?
KC: Noo
Jess: As in my back & legs, suuuree.
Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't?
KC: No
Jess: Noo
When was the last time you threw up?
KC: On ralph's birthday
Jess: Friday night/Saturday morning -__-
Would you rather be given flowers or chocolate?
KC: Flowers
Jess: How bout those chocolate flowers? AHAHA
Do you have a long term or short term memory?
KC: Long term memory loss right now
Jess: Sammeeee
What can you hear right now?
KC: Silennccee
Jess: Saammmee
Do you use the word 'epic' daily?
KC: Well, last night was epic
Jess: I WILL NOW!
Do you remember who you had a crush on in the 7th grade?
KC: -______-
Jess: Not at all
Do you care if your bf/gf drinks?
KC: Nope
Jess: Nahhh breh
What was the first thing to annoy you this morning?
KC: The gospel songs
Jess: The radio
Is there anyone you couldn't live without?
KC: I can but i dont want to
Jess: Mmmm, i'll get back to you on that.
Have you ever dated someone you weren't even attracted to?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Uhh, yeah
If you could change one thing right now, it would be?
KC: The fact that it's Sunday
Jess: Mmmm, same
Do you like to make the first move?
KC: Never
Jess: When I'm intoxicated, yeaaahh
Looking back did you ever waste your time on a certain boy or girl?
KC: Yeah, definitely
Jess: -_______-
Is life good?
KC: Life's amazing
Jess: HELL YEAH
When was the last time you stared at someone and wanted them dead?
KC: Friday
Jess: Uhhhh, Friday ?
your hair longer than your shoulder?
KC: Yeah
Jess: Mhmmm
Do you like to walk in the rain?
KC: Hate it
Jess: Not exactly
Do people asking you too many questions in a row bother you?
KC: If they're stupid questions
Jess: Not when it's King's cup! Muahaha
Do you like looking up at the stars?
KC: Yeaahh
Jess: Mhmm
Like anyone?
KC: Yeaahh
Jess: -___- Mhm
Last missed call?
KC: Mom
Jess: Her mom
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
KC: Hell yeah
Jess: Eugh, can't really say.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Fragile Heart
When it comes to love
I know that pain
Comes with a territory
I been here before
Can't take one more
To end like a sad love story
Now that you're here I'm hesitating
Just need a little understanding
Baby I don't wanna wonder
How you got close to my heart
Say you'll never leave me lonely
Say that I'm your one and only
Tell me baby if I let you hold me
That I'll be safe in your arms
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
It seems that we
Were meant to be
In love this way forever
Give me what I need
Now baby I see
That you are a treasure
Gotta know you're dedicated
To see it through you gotta be patient
Baby I'm so glad I waited
For you to come along
Say you'll never leave me lonely
Say that I'm your one and only
Tell me baby if I let you hold me
That I'll be safe in your arms
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
After all that's said and done
After all the rain is gone
It feels so good to know
You're the sun to help me grow
After all the stars have fallen
You'll be there to hear my calling
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
I know that pain
Comes with a territory
I been here before
Can't take one more
To end like a sad love story
Now that you're here I'm hesitating
Just need a little understanding
Baby I don't wanna wonder
How you got close to my heart
Say you'll never leave me lonely
Say that I'm your one and only
Tell me baby if I let you hold me
That I'll be safe in your arms
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
It seems that we
Were meant to be
In love this way forever
Give me what I need
Now baby I see
That you are a treasure
Gotta know you're dedicated
To see it through you gotta be patient
Baby I'm so glad I waited
For you to come along
Say you'll never leave me lonely
Say that I'm your one and only
Tell me baby if I let you hold me
That I'll be safe in your arms
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
After all that's said and done
After all the rain is gone
It feels so good to know
You're the sun to help me grow
After all the stars have fallen
You'll be there to hear my calling
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
Monday, October 26, 2009
Golden Train
I'm sick. It could be the early symptoms of swine flu or just a regular cold. Either way, I don't plan on going to school until 3rd period tomorrow. RFI Questions are pretty much kicking my ass right now. So much for being on top of things. I feel pretty gross. I want: sleep, cough drops, emergen-c. My weekend sucked. It was filled with fighting, crying, more crying, and losing my voice. I'm getting along with people a lot better lately, I'm really trying to change things that I don't like about myself. It seems to be working progressively so far. School's boring, I haven't really started my English project nor have I read my ORB, shiaat. I think the only good part of the day was spending time with Dominic. I have a super awesome boyfriend who puts up with a lot of my shit so I should probably give him credit more often because he's amazing. Just saw a video of my nephew playing with his papa. Cutest thing ever. I just really wish I could go back home to see my nephew and niece grow up. Damn, I just really wish I could stay in Canada for a few weeks. I wanna go to Fright Night at the PNE just like I used to. I wanna go to thrift stores with Sheila and look for dumbass halloween costumes and wear them with pride. I wanna be able to give Rei his hat in person instead of sending it to him. Btw, Happy early birthday Rei. We've both been really busy and we haven't had a real conversation in a while, but I still count on you to be my big brother and kick anyones ass if needed. Anyways, I'm done with my pointless blog. Bye.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Anything related to The Lion King is the shit.
Today, my parents got a new yellow lab puppy. The first thing my 23 year old brother did when he saw her was to lift her up and sing the Circle of Life song from The Lion King. My parents thought he was weird. I was just pissed he thought of it first. MLIA
p.s Sheila, this one was for you.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
10/17/09
Thoughts.
- I think this was the kind of situation I needed for me to fall out of this obsession of having you as a friend.
- Hand-washing bras are tiring.
- My boyfriend cooked me dinner last night. My favourite, too! I am in looove.
- All I ever want to do with Dom dom is lie around and cuddle.I'm pretty sure he's super sick of it which makes me feel like a lame girlfriend.
- The book "Top tips for girls" = real life made easier.
- I complain sooo much! I'm annoying myself.
- I just sneezed. It felt amazing.
- I'm running super low on Farmville coins. It's depressing me. I can't imagine running low on real money once I grow older and have to live on my own.
- I need: a new bag, new shoes, new makeup, new clothes, a bag of pretzels.
- Is there something wrong with me if I can express my feelings easier through a blog? Or that I write better than I talk?
- I think this was the kind of situation I needed for me to fall out of this obsession of having you as a friend.
- Hand-washing bras are tiring.
- My boyfriend cooked me dinner last night. My favourite, too! I am in looove.
- All I ever want to do with Dom dom is lie around and cuddle.I'm pretty sure he's super sick of it which makes me feel like a lame girlfriend.
- The book "Top tips for girls" = real life made easier.
- I complain sooo much! I'm annoying myself.
- I just sneezed. It felt amazing.
- I'm running super low on Farmville coins. It's depressing me. I can't imagine running low on real money once I grow older and have to live on my own.
- I need: a new bag, new shoes, new makeup, new clothes, a bag of pretzels.
- Is there something wrong with me if I can express my feelings easier through a blog? Or that I write better than I talk?
Let it be
I'm not a fighter. I never was and I never will be. If being passive, forgiving and open-minded to my own mistakes enough to apologize and repent proves to be the biggest flaw in my personality, so be it. For the most part (besides a few tweaks that I still have to work on and a few mistakes that I've made in the last few months) I'm happy with the person that I am. Sure, I'm still analytical as fuck. Sure, I can be super indecisive, a bit conceited, egotistical and proud when I want to be. But I'm also passionate, determined, honest and loving. Sure, maybe my teeth are too big for my face, or my legs aren't perfect, and maybe my boobs could have grown a bit more. But overall, I've become a person that I like: mentally, physically and emotionally. Sure, I still go on long rants sometimes when life gets boring, I blog too much, I'm too open. I am a lot of things and I do a lot of things. However, none of these things include being a fighter or starting a pointless war. I fight for what I believe in at my own cost, but not at anyone else's. So, from now on I'm definitely going to try harder to be the person that I pride myself on being. I don't want to drop names, start drama, talk shit, or lie. So, in the general point of things; "koodos" to those who win their insignificant battles, I'm happy for you, great. But next time you want to add a new battle to this never ending war, don't bring me into it, I do not give a fuck anymore. New mindset, new insight. Hey, everything's a learning experience, right? Peace and love, as cliche and lame as it sounds.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
1,2,3! I don't need you and me!
Let's start off with something different, if you found a baby turtle on the side of the road would you pick it up and keep it?
uhh, YEAHH!
Did you and your mom ever have a big fight that caused you to move out?
No. Caused me to get kicked out though
Have you had a good day today or was yesterday better?
Yesterday and today sucked.
The upcoming weekend, have you got plans?
Yes :)
What would you do if Jesse McCartney rang you up and asked you on a date?
I'd say yes, but i can't. Sooorryy!
Let's say your best friend or closest friend kissed the last person you kissed, what would you do? That's okay. I probably made her do it as a dare or something.
Have you ever thought about a teacher naked?
are you retarded? hell no.
When and why did you last say, apples?
I havent said apple in a while. I don't remember.
What are you listening to right now?
Make love - Keri Hilson
Who did you see last shirtless?
Probably Dominic...
How would you feel if you got the person you like?
I do have him.
Do you like to make the first move?
No, ahahahah.
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Cantaloupe Juice. AHHHH! >=]
What were you doing at 11 last night?
Talking to my baby.
Where were you the last time you cried really hard?
By my desk on the phone.
What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?
Fruit, chicken, noodles, steak. any one of them.
Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
Yes.
Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say?
WHAT THE FUCK. I'M SLEEPING.
Do you have any plans for this weekend?
Yes, i do.
How many people have you had STRONG feelings for in the year of 2009?
One.
Would you change yourself for the person you love?
If it's for the better.
Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
It was.
Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
Yeah.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Cleaning my room.
Do you find smoking unattractive?
Cigarettes are gross.
When was the last time something bothered you?
Likeee, last weekend.
When is the last time you attended a church service?
Last sunday. That's what's upppp
Do you know how to work a computer well?
Yeah.
Would you have sex with the 5th person on your contacts?
No.
To who did you last give the finger to?
I don't remember.
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah, hahaha.
Do you think you've ever been in love?
I know for a fact that i am right now.
Are you happier now than you were three months ago?
UHmm, yupp.
Think back to April, who did you like?
sda;fdgjkhs/lkfj
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yes.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes -_____-
Things you envy from the opposite sex.
They don't get blood pouring out of their privates and they can stand when they pee.
Have you ever had a drug problem?
No.
When was the last time you did cocaine?
Never.
Do you think girls deserve more respect just cause they are girls?
No.
Are you angry with someone right now?
No.
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
hell yeah.
Ever been involved with the police?
Yes.
Do you talk in your sleep?
No.
Ever been given a ring?
No.
Can you cook?
A little hahaha
Most hated food:
That filipino pig blood thing. and that egg thingy they eat.
Favorite Nonalcoholic drink:
Water.
How many kids do you want to have?
eight.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Sometimes :)
What time did you wake up today?
7 am
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Falling asleep with Dom over the phone.
Last person to make you sad?
It's paaassed
Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
A lot happier.
Have you ever done your makeup in class?
Yes.
Is there anything currently hurting on your body?
No.
Did you get to see your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush yesterday?
Yes :)
Ever kissed someone with blue eyes?
hmm. No, i haven't
Who was the last person you hugged?
Dominic.
If you were in the hospital, would your number one come see you?
This isn't myspace.
Will you be in bed within the next 20 minutes?
No.
Is your hair wavy or straight?
Straight.
Do you listen to music everyday?
Yes.
Are you a jealous person?
hahahaha , yes. It' bad.
Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
Hell yeah.
When you are home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
Yes.
List three things that make you the most happy in life?
Music, sleep, dominic.
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Put that shit hellla loud.
Can you watch scary movies?
I looove scary movies.
Kissed someone under a mistletoe?
Nope.
Are you a loud person?
hahahaha, yes.
Is there anyone you need right now?
I waaaaaaant it.
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out your life?
Yeah.
Who on your top friends list do you know in real life?
All of them.
Last thing someone bought you?
Pizza.
Last person that sent you a text message?
Guy.
What are you excited for?
The weeeekend.
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 72 hours?
Yes :)
Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Oh yes.
Do you think age matters in relationships?
Maturity matters.
Who did you last cry in front of?
Maria.
When's the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
Today.
Are you happy?
Yeah.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yeah.
Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
There are peopleeee.
Wearing any bracelets?
No.
Are any of your friends taller than you?
All of them -_______-
How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
a lot.
Did you copy and paste this survey?
No, i typed out every individual fucking question. -_________-
Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
There will always be something pink within 10 feet of me.
Where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere close by Dom
How late did you stay up last night and why?
like 1130ish
Are you planning on having a kid?
That's the plan.
Do you consider yourself a study freak?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, no.
If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
oh my god.
Are you LEGALLY able to drive?
Nope.
Next time you'll see your closest friend?
Tomorrow.
Who is your favorite person to have long conversations with?
I don't have a favorite.
Will you be in a relationship next month?
That's the plan.
Do you trust all of your friends?
No.
Are you any good at math?
HAHHHAHA.
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
No, but i'm still pretty chill haha.
Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
Uhmm, Maria.
Last picture comment was from?
Megan.
Ever sleep on a couch with the opposite sex?
Not on a couch.
Does sex mean love?
Not always, but in my case.. ;) <3>
Yes.
Would you kill someone if you knew there would be NO repercussions to it?
I would like to, but i'd feel super guilty after.
How dependable of a friend are you?
Pretty dependable.
Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
Yeah.
Are you a stressed out person?
Yes.
Are your parents over the age of 40?
Yes.
What is your favorite thing to shop for?
Clothes, bags, shoes!
Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
Yeah.
Are you ready to get out of this town?
Weeelll, i've only lived here for a year and a few months. I don't mind staying here a bit longer.
How important is trust?
Extremely important.
Are you the youngest of your siblings?
Yes.
The best feature about the opposite sex?
Cute smile, his hair, and his butt ;) mmm
What are you listening to right now?
The Call by Regina Spektor.
Where do you think your number one is right now?
Not close by :(
I bet someone's on your mind right now?
Yes.
Whats more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know it's coming?
Out of nowhere. It's quite sexy.
Are girls confusing?
Yeah, but so are guys!
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes, i honestly can.
Have you ever slapped someone?
hahahaha, yes.
Will tomorrow be better than today?
hope so.
Are you a naturally happy person? Or is the happiness forced?
I never force it. You'll know when i'm not happy >=]
Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
hahahahaha, yes
When's the last time you deliberately skipped a class?
Junior year.
What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
I call him my brother.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yes. It definitely helped me.
Are you happy with the choices you've made?
Yes.
Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
hahaha, yes. But i look bad in aalll of them.
Are you someone who's an asshole because you're so honest?
HAHAHAHA, yes.
At your best friend's house, do you know where they keep their cups?
In one of the cupboards.
What would you do if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
fuck, that's all bad. I don't know.
Bests
1. male friend: my niggas, rei, thomas, and eric!
2. female friend: Sheilaa,jess,mariaaa.
3. Vacation: Flloooridaaa & Cruise.
4. age: I haven't had my best yet. I'd have to say 17 for now.
5. memory: All my past summers.
Worst
1. Time of day: Morning.
2. Day of the week: Thursdays and Sundays.
3. Food: Filipino pig blood.
4. Memory: Last year beginnig of school.
5. Boyfriend or girlfriend: hahahah, Alex.
Lasts
1. Person you saw: Mom.
2. Talk on the phone with: Dom.
3. Hugged: Papa.
4. IM: Maria.
Firsts
1. Kiss: Thomas Ungerer.
2. Serious bf or gf: 8th grade.
3. Car: Pass.
4. First school: Saint Miiiiichael's
5. Job: Children's choir assistant director. yeeeeeeh.
Today
1. What are you doing now: this thing.
2. Tonight: Glee.
3. Wearing: Shirt, sweats.
4. What did you eat for lunch: Sammich.
5: Better than yesterday: Yes.
Tomorrow
1. Is: Thursday -_________-
2. Got any plans: School, hang out with the boyfriend.
3. Goal: Get through the the school day.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Worst classes.
5. Do you have work: Nope.
Fav's
1. Number: 3 and 9
2: Song: Too many.
3. Color: Pink.
4. Season: Summer.
5. State: californiaaa
Currently
1. Are you in love?: You bet your ass i am.
2. Dating someone: Oui.
4. Mood: Lazy.
5. Wanting: Dominic.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Fuck yes.
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah, shit happens.
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yeah, hahahaha.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Yeah.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah.
Talk to any of your exes?
Yeah.
Think any of your exes feel the same?
No.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I try.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.
Do you want to get married?
Yes.
Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
hahahahaha, yes.
How many times have you really truly been in love?
I feel like i'm lying when i say two. I think the first time i wasn't in love with him, but i was in love with the idea of having a serious boyfriend. Did that make any sense? hahaha.
Do you think you'll wind up with the person your dating now?
Wait, what?
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Kinda.
Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner?
I don't knoww. I would like to. We'll see.
uhh, YEAHH!
Did you and your mom ever have a big fight that caused you to move out?
No. Caused me to get kicked out though
Have you had a good day today or was yesterday better?
Yesterday and today sucked.
The upcoming weekend, have you got plans?
Yes :)
What would you do if Jesse McCartney rang you up and asked you on a date?
I'd say yes, but i can't. Sooorryy!
Let's say your best friend or closest friend kissed the last person you kissed, what would you do? That's okay. I probably made her do it as a dare or something.
Have you ever thought about a teacher naked?
are you retarded? hell no.
When and why did you last say, apples?
I havent said apple in a while. I don't remember.
What are you listening to right now?
Make love - Keri Hilson
Who did you see last shirtless?
Probably Dominic...
How would you feel if you got the person you like?
I do have him.
Do you like to make the first move?
No, ahahahah.
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Cantaloupe Juice. AHHHH! >=]
What were you doing at 11 last night?
Talking to my baby.
Where were you the last time you cried really hard?
By my desk on the phone.
What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?
Fruit, chicken, noodles, steak. any one of them.
Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
Yes.
Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say?
WHAT THE FUCK. I'M SLEEPING.
Do you have any plans for this weekend?
Yes, i do.
How many people have you had STRONG feelings for in the year of 2009?
One.
Would you change yourself for the person you love?
If it's for the better.
Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
It was.
Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
Yeah.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Cleaning my room.
Do you find smoking unattractive?
Cigarettes are gross.
When was the last time something bothered you?
Likeee, last weekend.
When is the last time you attended a church service?
Last sunday. That's what's upppp
Do you know how to work a computer well?
Yeah.
Would you have sex with the 5th person on your contacts?
No.
To who did you last give the finger to?
I don't remember.
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah, hahaha.
Do you think you've ever been in love?
I know for a fact that i am right now.
Are you happier now than you were three months ago?
UHmm, yupp.
Think back to April, who did you like?
sda;fdgjkhs/lkfj
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yes.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes -_____-
Things you envy from the opposite sex.
They don't get blood pouring out of their privates and they can stand when they pee.
Have you ever had a drug problem?
No.
When was the last time you did cocaine?
Never.
Do you think girls deserve more respect just cause they are girls?
No.
Are you angry with someone right now?
No.
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
hell yeah.
Ever been involved with the police?
Yes.
Do you talk in your sleep?
No.
Ever been given a ring?
No.
Can you cook?
A little hahaha
Most hated food:
That filipino pig blood thing. and that egg thingy they eat.
Favorite Nonalcoholic drink:
Water.
How many kids do you want to have?
eight.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Sometimes :)
What time did you wake up today?
7 am
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Falling asleep with Dom over the phone.
Last person to make you sad?
It's paaassed
Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
A lot happier.
Have you ever done your makeup in class?
Yes.
Is there anything currently hurting on your body?
No.
Did you get to see your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush yesterday?
Yes :)
Ever kissed someone with blue eyes?
hmm. No, i haven't
Who was the last person you hugged?
Dominic.
If you were in the hospital, would your number one come see you?
This isn't myspace.
Will you be in bed within the next 20 minutes?
No.
Is your hair wavy or straight?
Straight.
Do you listen to music everyday?
Yes.
Are you a jealous person?
hahahaha , yes. It' bad.
Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
Hell yeah.
When you are home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
Yes.
List three things that make you the most happy in life?
Music, sleep, dominic.
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Put that shit hellla loud.
Can you watch scary movies?
I looove scary movies.
Kissed someone under a mistletoe?
Nope.
Are you a loud person?
hahahaha, yes.
Is there anyone you need right now?
I waaaaaaant it.
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out your life?
Yeah.
Who on your top friends list do you know in real life?
All of them.
Last thing someone bought you?
Pizza.
Last person that sent you a text message?
Guy.
What are you excited for?
The weeeekend.
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 72 hours?
Yes :)
Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Oh yes.
Do you think age matters in relationships?
Maturity matters.
Who did you last cry in front of?
Maria.
When's the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
Today.
Are you happy?
Yeah.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yeah.
Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
There are peopleeee.
Wearing any bracelets?
No.
Are any of your friends taller than you?
All of them -_______-
How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
a lot.
Did you copy and paste this survey?
No, i typed out every individual fucking question. -_________-
Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
There will always be something pink within 10 feet of me.
Where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere close by Dom
How late did you stay up last night and why?
like 1130ish
Are you planning on having a kid?
That's the plan.
Do you consider yourself a study freak?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, no.
If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
oh my god.
Are you LEGALLY able to drive?
Nope.
Next time you'll see your closest friend?
Tomorrow.
Who is your favorite person to have long conversations with?
I don't have a favorite.
Will you be in a relationship next month?
That's the plan.
Do you trust all of your friends?
No.
Are you any good at math?
HAHHHAHA.
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
No, but i'm still pretty chill haha.
Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
Uhmm, Maria.
Last picture comment was from?
Megan.
Ever sleep on a couch with the opposite sex?
Not on a couch.
Does sex mean love?
Not always, but in my case.. ;) <3>
Yes.
Would you kill someone if you knew there would be NO repercussions to it?
I would like to, but i'd feel super guilty after.
How dependable of a friend are you?
Pretty dependable.
Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
Yeah.
Are you a stressed out person?
Yes.
Are your parents over the age of 40?
Yes.
What is your favorite thing to shop for?
Clothes, bags, shoes!
Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
Yeah.
Are you ready to get out of this town?
Weeelll, i've only lived here for a year and a few months. I don't mind staying here a bit longer.
How important is trust?
Extremely important.
Are you the youngest of your siblings?
Yes.
The best feature about the opposite sex?
Cute smile, his hair, and his butt ;) mmm
What are you listening to right now?
The Call by Regina Spektor.
Where do you think your number one is right now?
Not close by :(
I bet someone's on your mind right now?
Yes.
Whats more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know it's coming?
Out of nowhere. It's quite sexy.
Are girls confusing?
Yeah, but so are guys!
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes, i honestly can.
Have you ever slapped someone?
hahahaha, yes.
Will tomorrow be better than today?
hope so.
Are you a naturally happy person? Or is the happiness forced?
I never force it. You'll know when i'm not happy >=]
Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
hahahahaha, yes
When's the last time you deliberately skipped a class?
Junior year.
What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
I call him my brother.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yes. It definitely helped me.
Are you happy with the choices you've made?
Yes.
Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
hahaha, yes. But i look bad in aalll of them.
Are you someone who's an asshole because you're so honest?
HAHAHAHA, yes.
At your best friend's house, do you know where they keep their cups?
In one of the cupboards.
What would you do if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
fuck, that's all bad. I don't know.
Bests
1. male friend: my niggas, rei, thomas, and eric!
2. female friend: Sheilaa,jess,mariaaa.
3. Vacation: Flloooridaaa & Cruise.
4. age: I haven't had my best yet. I'd have to say 17 for now.
5. memory: All my past summers.
Worst
1. Time of day: Morning.
2. Day of the week: Thursdays and Sundays.
3. Food: Filipino pig blood.
4. Memory: Last year beginnig of school.
5. Boyfriend or girlfriend: hahahah, Alex.
Lasts
1. Person you saw: Mom.
2. Talk on the phone with: Dom.
3. Hugged: Papa.
4. IM: Maria.
Firsts
1. Kiss: Thomas Ungerer.
2. Serious bf or gf: 8th grade.
3. Car: Pass.
4. First school: Saint Miiiiichael's
5. Job: Children's choir assistant director. yeeeeeeh.
Today
1. What are you doing now: this thing.
2. Tonight: Glee.
3. Wearing: Shirt, sweats.
4. What did you eat for lunch: Sammich.
5: Better than yesterday: Yes.
Tomorrow
1. Is: Thursday -_________-
2. Got any plans: School, hang out with the boyfriend.
3. Goal: Get through the the school day.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Worst classes.
5. Do you have work: Nope.
Fav's
1. Number: 3 and 9
2: Song: Too many.
3. Color: Pink.
4. Season: Summer.
5. State: californiaaa
Currently
1. Are you in love?: You bet your ass i am.
2. Dating someone: Oui.
4. Mood: Lazy.
5. Wanting: Dominic.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Fuck yes.
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah, shit happens.
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yeah, hahahaha.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Yeah.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah.
Talk to any of your exes?
Yeah.
Think any of your exes feel the same?
No.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I try.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.
Do you want to get married?
Yes.
Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
hahahahaha, yes.
How many times have you really truly been in love?
I feel like i'm lying when i say two. I think the first time i wasn't in love with him, but i was in love with the idea of having a serious boyfriend. Did that make any sense? hahaha.
Do you think you'll wind up with the person your dating now?
Wait, what?
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Kinda.
Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner?
I don't knoww. I would like to. We'll see.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
10/13/09
Thoughts:
- I'm really glad I have someone like you to show me what love is. yenno?
- I know it's really cold right now, but this popsicle is fucking delicious.
- Things are turning up for me this week. Looove itt.
- It made me really happy that you called me last night and made the effort to talk to me like a friend instead of someone who liked me more than that. Thank you :)
- Tomorrow's already Wednesday? fuck yes.
- I'm super excited to hang out with you on Saturday night....sober =p Hopefully it'll go as well as we planned, hahaha.
- I love brushing my teeth.
- It is definitely time to clean my room. It's so dirty that I can't even sleep in there.
- Period is one of the most annoying things a girl has to experience.
- I love the rain.
- Time for me to buy some warmer clooothess :)
- I'm really glad I have someone like you to show me what love is. yenno?
- I know it's really cold right now, but this popsicle is fucking delicious.
- Things are turning up for me this week. Looove itt.
- It made me really happy that you called me last night and made the effort to talk to me like a friend instead of someone who liked me more than that. Thank you :)
- Tomorrow's already Wednesday? fuck yes.
- I'm super excited to hang out with you on Saturday night....sober =p Hopefully it'll go as well as we planned, hahaha.
- I love brushing my teeth.
- It is definitely time to clean my room. It's so dirty that I can't even sleep in there.
- Period is one of the most annoying things a girl has to experience.
- I love the rain.
- Time for me to buy some warmer clooothess :)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Finally
Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth
I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
And on another phase
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made
Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally
Finally, Finally
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth
I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
And on another phase
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made
Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally
Finally, Finally
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
Sunday, October 4, 2009
It's Already Sunday
But I'm going to pretend it's still Saturday while writing this blog. Boredom is lame. I had a pretty solid day today. Woke up and made myself some breakfast. I went to bench building with Juan, Shannon, and Sandy. We painted and made tie dye shirts. Mine looks like shit. Then my parents and I went to my cousin's 7th birthday. Food was delicious. I went crazy screaming at the tv while playing a variety of video games. God, i truly love family events. After such a busy day, I saw my wonderful boyfriend and we watched Haunting in Connecticut. I love my boyfriend. I kicked his ass in our on going thumb war battle. It's because I practice. Church in about 7 hours and I'm not asleep yet. Shopping with Maria for a cheap homecoming dress later in the day. Excited? Fuck yes. Hopefully, I get to see my boyfriend again tomorrow. I'll leave my shit load of homework and piano practicing for the end of the day. Cool beans. Goodnight.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Katherine needs:
to stop playing games, for her own good.
to know what she really wants.
to stop being so goddamn needy.
to stop hitting her boyfriend when she's mad.
to go dress shopping.
some time to herself.
some time with other friends that she doesn't regularly hang out with.
to stop thinking about it.
to stop being a moody bitch.
to get her life on track.
to study for SATS.
to stop complaining.
needs to understand that it's high school and shit happens.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
09/24/09
Thoughts:
- I hate having a stuffy nose
- Fame tomorrow with Camille.
- Fuck, still gotta practice pianoooo.
- I hate how i always stretch out my hairties. I need to thin out my hairrr.
- You know, I often wonder how I get myself into such intense situations. Maybe, if I listened to signs and people yelling at me, I'd get some useful information through my thick skull.
- I hate having a stuffy nose
- Fame tomorrow with Camille.
- Fuck, still gotta practice pianoooo.
- I hate how i always stretch out my hairties. I need to thin out my hairrr.
- You know, I often wonder how I get myself into such intense situations. Maybe, if I listened to signs and people yelling at me, I'd get some useful information through my thick skull.
- Sorry by Marie Mena is beautiful.
- Also, Ordinary Day by Emilie Mover
- I think i've finally let go of what's happened in the past. Thank you for making me realize how much of an ass you are and how much I should appreciate what I have now.
- Sheila Wesa needs to stop being busy. I miss her.
- I need a job. holy fuck.
-I think my future goal is to play the role of Elpheba in Wicked. I want to be painted green and sing all those super powerful songs >=]
- TGIF tomorrow. hahahah.
- Also, Ordinary Day by Emilie Mover
- I think i've finally let go of what's happened in the past. Thank you for making me realize how much of an ass you are and how much I should appreciate what I have now.
- Sheila Wesa needs to stop being busy. I miss her.
- I need a job. holy fuck.
-I think my future goal is to play the role of Elpheba in Wicked. I want to be painted green and sing all those super powerful songs >=]
- TGIF tomorrow. hahahah.
p.s I miss my best friend, rei. We haven't had a real conversation in a long ass time. Fucker
Sunday, September 20, 2009
**
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs,
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you,
You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you,
You don't care a bit, you don't care a bit.
Friday, September 18, 2009
asdlgkhadsg;klh Random Post Alert
I seriously feel like the people I shouldn't be getting close with are the ones who are extremely caring for me when the ones I want to be close with are the biggest assholes in the world who take me for granted. I'm fed up. I'm at the point where I don't give a fuck about what I do anymore. Let it be.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Not a lot makes me laugh anymore; but you did.
You intimidate, yet fascinate me. You're simple to talk to, yet I never really know what to say. There's so much I still don't know about you and vice versa. One thing’s for sure. I love you.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
In All Honesty,
Suppressing my feelings for you was an okay process, but YOUR own feelings still affect me so much and it's difficult to get over them. I wish I didn't care about you so much, but i do. It hurts to know that you say you'll wait for me, but what exactly are you waiting for? I'm sorry about not being able to do anything about how I feel, but I only see you as a friend. I love you, but in a much different way than I love him. I'm actually IN love with him. I feel horrible for what I've done because never would I ever want anyone to lead me on as bad as I did to you. I should have told you the truth from the start. I guess I just didn't want to lose you and the affection you gave me. It's obvious we both know what we tried to forget isn't completely behind us yet. We BOTH got what we wanted at one point, although, I know you're still not satisfied, but I can't do anything about that anymore...I'm head over heels for him and I've never felt so happy with a guy before. He's definitely the highlight of my life, and I won't risk losing him.
I'm sorry.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Wicked.
Is soooo amazing that I plan to watch it again. It ties in so well with the story of the Wizard of Oz, like a puzzle! I suggest you go find where it's playing in your location and watch it!
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!
It's time to try Defying gravity
I think I'll try Defying gravity
And you can't pull me down! <3
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!
It's time to try Defying gravity
I think I'll try Defying gravity
And you can't pull me down! <3
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Cramps are a pain in my ass.
Thoughts:
- My cramps are somehow making me dizzy. I'm in desperate need of midol.
- Autumn, autumn, autumn!
- I have no regrets moving to Cali. Now I can go back to Canada and fall in love with it all over again.
- If my blog were ever to be erased, it'd be equivalent to a long-term relationship ending.
- I really want to visit Thailand.
- It's time to get my license. No, let's start with getting my permit.
- It's weird when boys come to me and ask me how they should break up with their girlfriends. I always give them the worst answers, the answers I generally get when people break up with me, ahahahahahaha.
- I can't accept compliments, nor can I accept criticism. It pisses me off.
- There is no one holding me back but myself. I'm stopping myself from being great because I'm afraid that if I reach my full potential, it still won't be good enough to be somebody. It'll crush my dreams.
- Wicked the musical this Thursday with the parents! Yes, I'm fucking stoked. I'll probably blog about it once I get home.
- My cramps are somehow making me dizzy. I'm in desperate need of midol.
- Autumn, autumn, autumn!
- I have no regrets moving to Cali. Now I can go back to Canada and fall in love with it all over again.
- If my blog were ever to be erased, it'd be equivalent to a long-term relationship ending.
- I really want to visit Thailand.
- It's time to get my license. No, let's start with getting my permit.
- It's weird when boys come to me and ask me how they should break up with their girlfriends. I always give them the worst answers, the answers I generally get when people break up with me, ahahahahahaha.
- I can't accept compliments, nor can I accept criticism. It pisses me off.
- There is no one holding me back but myself. I'm stopping myself from being great because I'm afraid that if I reach my full potential, it still won't be good enough to be somebody. It'll crush my dreams.
- Wicked the musical this Thursday with the parents! Yes, I'm fucking stoked. I'll probably blog about it once I get home.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
**
Life doesn't give you the people you want. It gives you the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you, and to make you into the person you were meant to be.
Secret #17
I know for a fact that things are going to change this year. I believe it's for the better, even though it won't seem like it at the exact moment...
Sunday, August 30, 2009
B-B-B-BUZZZEDDD ft. Jess Bess
Whats your relationship status?
KC: Takkeen & In love
Jess: FUCK BOYS!
Do you like it when someone kisses your neck?
KC: Oui
Jess: n__________n
Who was last person in/on your bed besides you?
KC: jess says: DOMINIC! kc says: you said it broski
Jess: Cous cous
What's your mood?
KC: salfjagdsaklghsdalblah blah blah!
Jess: HOLY FUCK! LAST SATURDAY! I ammmmm buuuzzzeedd
Have you ever kissed someone who's name starts with D?
KC: Whaatthhaa? It's like the survey knew it was for me
Jess: No
Do you have any pets?
KC: Yuki
Jess: One's gay & the other's adorable
Are you hungry?
KC: I want my adobo
Jess: The chicken's calling my name!
Have you had sex today?
KC: THE SURVEY KNOOOOWWSSS ME!
Jess: Naaaahh
Do you like ice cream?
KC: LOVE IT
Jess: Ube & Buko Pandan
Has anyone on your top friends seen you naked?
KC: Naahh
Jess: My sister ?
Do you have a best friend?
KC: Yeah they're the best. i have something to say. JESSELIN BRO! negro.
Jess: She's beside me, the other one's outside, the other's are having a "boys" day
Are you happy with your life?
KC: Mmm, yess
Jess: A few hours ago, I wasnt buuut at the moment, LIFE IS THE SHIIIIITTT!
anndd Ralph: IS FUUCCKKEDD UP! YAAAAAY
What color is your hair?
KC: Blacckk with a bit of brown
Jess: Blaaccckk with teal & blonde streak
Ralph: Nothinnngg
Think back. Who did you like last year at this time?
KC: Manuel >=]
Jess: Yo' mamma
What time is it?
KC: 11:32
Jess: Too early to be this buuzzzeedd
What's the date?
KC: I dont know, take it away jesselin
Jess: Fuck the date.
Are you cold at this very moment?
KC: *silent* NO
Jess: Naaahhhh
Is there anyone in the room with you?
KC: Jesssee
Jess: She's beside me
Have you ever been out of state?
KC: Nigga, i lived in Canada
Jess: Mhmmmmmmmm
Do you like cross word puzzles?
KC: *silence* NO
Jess: If they're easy
Name someone who's name starts with a F.
KC: Fucker
Jess: Franchesca
What 'color eyes do you prefer in the opposite sex?
KC: blues kinda cool. but my opposite sex has brown eyes. :)
Jess: Mmmm, I like every color :DDDDDDDDDDD
When was the last time you looked at the stars with someone?
KC: Pass
Jess: Just like an hour ago
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
KC: *nod*
Jess: Not tonight
Have you ever woke up crying from a bad dream?
KC: *nod*
Jess: O________________________O yeah
Have you ever played spin the bottle?
KC: Oui
Jess: -____-
Are you currently online?
KC: No
Jesss: Obviously DUMBAAAASS!
Do you have kids?
KC: In the future, eight!
Jess: My cousin called me Mommy.
Do you want kids?
KC: No shit
Jess: I want SEVEN!
What are your plans for tomorrow?
KC: Probably get fucked up again
Jess: Wake up, probably not go to church, ummm..dinner then get FUCKKKEDDD UP before schoool starts BIITTCHHHESS!
Do you cuss often?
KC: I am queen potty mouth
Jess: When I feel like it.
Are you a mean person?
KC: Yess, at times
Jess: Usually, then when I'm high & drunk.
Does anyone hate you?
KC: Yeah
Jess: FUUUCCK THEM
Do you think relationships are even worth it?
KC: If your the right person
Jess: Mm, as of the moment, I could care less.
If something was wrong, who is the first person you would go to?
KC: Jess & Sheila
Jess: I thought he was gonna be there for me and make me forget all the drama, but he somewhat left me "/
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
KC: *silence* No
Jess: Naaahhh, I'm concentrated on different shit.
Could you go out in public looking like you do right now?
KC: yes
Jess: I'm down for it
Do you usually tell people when you're mad at them?
KC: *silence* uhhhh, if they're worth discussing with
Jess: Mmmmm, not today buuuut yeah usually
Are you in a good mood right now?
KC: I'm in a great mood
Jess: HOOLLLYY FUCK! I LOOOOVEEE THIIIISSS!
Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
KC: no. because i broke up with him because he was too far away and i just lost interest in the fijian boy.
Jess: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, NO
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
KC: All the fuckin time!
Jess: Tattoo can wait, but the piercing's are calling my name!
Do you miss anyone?
KC: Do i miss dominic right now ? Kinda but i'm having soo much fun
Jess: FUUUUUCCCKKK THEM!
What is stressing you out most right now?
KC: The fact that school is coming up
Jess: Don't even bring it up. I'm here to forget shit & and get fuuuccckkeed up!
Have you ever been called a tease?
KC: ive been called many things but that. :D
Jess: *silence* yes
Are you waiting for a phone call?
KC: no
Jess: why should i? -________________-
Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?
KC: my seestar
Jess: i hate it
What hurts right now?
KC: not my vagina.
Jess: My heart.
If you were kicked out of your house, where would you go first?
KC: Jesselins or ralphies
Jess: EEVERYWHEREE. & kc's
Do you wish you could ever hug yourself to see if you're a good hugger?
KC: I'm not that fucked up, k?
Jess: I know i am n___n
Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you liked them?
KC: aaalll the time.
Jess: Screw him
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
KC: Jess Bess
Jess: Raaaaaaalph
Did the last person who hurt you, ever apologize?
KC: No. he bitched about how i ruined his fucking life. WHEN I DIDN'T DO SHIT
Jess: I don't think he realizes it
Can you commit to one person?
KC: so far i can. theres something about Domo
Jess: as of the moment, NO n_________________________________n
Whats the first thing you heard this morning?
KC: Cable guy
Jess: uhm my alarm
Do you prefer people who talk a lot or are quiet?
KC: I don't fucking know, dude
Jess: As of this moment, LLLOUUUUDDDDDDD
Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
KC: do you want me to commit suicide?
Jess: I would die
Are there any bruises on your body that are the result of your own stupidity?
KC: nope.
Jess: Missed a step resulting my shin hitting the edge of the stairs
Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?
KC: that's what you get when you let your heart win WHOAAAA OH AH OHHHH OHHHH. my heart
Jess: Mmmmm, as of the moment, nothing. I am emotionally drained
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
KC: yess, i have
Jess: I hope tonight :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
KC: Yes, i actually do all the time
Jess: Once in a while
When was the last time you completely broke down?
KC: Ummmmmm, liiikkee uuh a few weeks ago
Jess: Today annnnnddd the alcohol & stoggs are my bestfriends right now n_______________n
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
KC: Not anymore cause that bitch is stupppiiidd and a assshole!
Jess: Today.................................................yeah
How bad are heartbreaks?
KC: *singing* veerryyy bad
Jess: As of the moment, it's hard to absorb his way of me being a "homegirl"
Have you ever taken a long trip alone?
KC: No
Jess: Excluding my auntie & uncle, my mind was somewhere far.
If you were to have a baby girl right now, what would you name her?
KC: Athena
Jess: Mmmmm, it would have to be Page
If you were to have a baby boy right now, what would you name him?
KC: Jeff or Kale
Jess: Jayden
Should you really be doing homework right now?
KC: What fucking homework
Jess: NOO, but I'm supposely home locked inside my room. AHAHAHHA I LOOOVVEE BEING REBELIOUS!
What triggered your last kiss?
KC: Hornyness
Jess: I dont fucking remember
What's something you're currently looking forward to?
KC: Getting fucked up again
Jess: Not only that, buuut school so my mind is focused on more shit than him
Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
KC: Non
Jess: Naahh niiggaa
Do you ever let your parents know how much you appreciate them?
KC: I should more often
Jess: They wouldn't care, AHHAHA
If you could spend a summer anywhere in the world, where'd you go?
KC: Somewhere in fuckin Europe
Jess: LA & San Diego, I like them cuuuttee So Cal duuudddess ;] and the beach!
Do you enjoy buying things for yourself or for others more?
KC: Bootthh
Jess: Don't matter
Does your family have a close relationship?
KC: Yeaahhh
Jess: Usuallhy
Does being in love make you nervous?
KC: HELL YEAH! Cause i dont wanna screw anything up
Jess: AS OF THE MOMENT, I DONT GIVE A SHIT!
Would you do your own surgery to keep yourself alive?
KC: If i knew I was doing
Jess: If it kept me alive, yeaaahh!
Do people that are ungrateful for everything bother you?
KC: Hell yeah, they need to shut the fuck up sometimes
Jess: They're idiots (period)
Have you ever cussed in front of kids?
KC: Guilty as charge
Ralph: Yeah
Jess: YEAAHH
If your enemy lost almost everything, would you be willing to help them?
KC: Of course
Jess: I'm a mean person
Ralph: JESSELIN'S AN ASSHOLE!
Have you ever prayed for your enemies?
KC: Ummmmmm, if murder and rapiest count
Jess: Never thought of that
Do you lie in order to tell people what they want to hear?
KC: HELL YEAH! If I have to
Jess: No
Are you angry about something?
KC: Naahh
Jess: Don't bring that shit up NIIGGGAA! I'm having such a good time, don't kill my buzzed
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
KC: Indeeed
Jess: Naahh, not tripping
Do you smoke weed everyday?
Ralph: Try to
KC: I wish
Jess: SOON
Would you ever live with any of your best friends?
KC: FUCK YEAH, that's the plan
Jess: Right now, it feels like it breeezy!
Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
KC: Do you know anyone who DOESNT smoke weed
Jess: I DOOOOOOOOO!
Would you like to put any night on repeat, and live it forever?
KC: I would like to put in on repeat but numerous times
Jess: Yesss but the forever part's just neeeds to leave
Are you mad at someone right now?
KC: No
Jess: Should i be ? As matter of fact, they should eat my shit for not being there for me except for these two broskiessss sitting next to me
Do you prefer to call or text?
KC: Text
Jess: Which ever
Who did you last text?
KC: Eric
Jess: KC
What is missing in your life right now?
KC: Ummmm, nothing
Jess: Schoool -_____________-
Are your parents overprotective?
KC: YOU HAVE NO IDEA
Jess: FUCK THAT SHIT, it's the last week of school, bout to be hellaa bad assssss
How was this week?
KC: aiiiiigghhhtt
Jess: SO MUCH UPS AND DOWNS. Stop bringing my hopes down
Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
KC: Yuuupp
Jess: FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly?
KC: I was a blonde, am i dumb?'
Jess: Naaahh.
Who are the past three people to send you a text?
KC: Jess bess, Domdom & Eric
Jess: KC, ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm Derek ? aannnd Tim?
Duck duck goose or hide and seek?
KC: Hide and seek all the way
Jess: As of the moment, KINNGGSSS CUP!
How much has changed since a year ago today?
KC: Soo much
Jess: I smoke weed more, thaatts how much
Were you happier now or then?
KC: Noooww
Jess: RIGHT NOW BITTCHHH!
Are you still trying to find happiness?
KC: I found it in a jeigerbommmmmmbs
Jess: I found that tooo & in weed annndd sneaking out annnd stogging annnndd more sneaking out annnnd eating. LOOOVEEE IT
Has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?
KC: Yea
Jess: Liiikkkee 3 of them ?
Do you get along with guys?
KC: they're my homeboys, i cant get along with girls except for Jess bess
Jess: As of the moment, likkkee 3of them I cant because one just literally left me hanging, one didnt really care about me crying annd the other fucked me over but the rest, I LOVE
Do you enjoy being single?
KC: Yeaahh
Jess: HELLLAA FUN NIGGA!
Are you satisfied with what you have in life?
KC: yeah, cant complain
Jess: I could care less on what I dont have. I'm buzzed and that's all i care about
KC: Takkeen & In love
Jess: FUCK BOYS!
Do you like it when someone kisses your neck?
KC: Oui
Jess: n__________n
Who was last person in/on your bed besides you?
KC: jess says: DOMINIC! kc says: you said it broski
Jess: Cous cous
What's your mood?
KC: salfjagdsaklghsdalblah blah blah!
Jess: HOLY FUCK! LAST SATURDAY! I ammmmm buuuzzzeedd
Have you ever kissed someone who's name starts with D?
KC: Whaatthhaa? It's like the survey knew it was for me
Jess: No
Do you have any pets?
KC: Yuki
Jess: One's gay & the other's adorable
Are you hungry?
KC: I want my adobo
Jess: The chicken's calling my name!
Have you had sex today?
KC: THE SURVEY KNOOOOWWSSS ME!
Jess: Naaaahh
Do you like ice cream?
KC: LOVE IT
Jess: Ube & Buko Pandan
Has anyone on your top friends seen you naked?
KC: Naahh
Jess: My sister ?
Do you have a best friend?
KC: Yeah they're the best. i have something to say. JESSELIN BRO! negro.
Jess: She's beside me, the other one's outside, the other's are having a "boys" day
Are you happy with your life?
KC: Mmm, yess
Jess: A few hours ago, I wasnt buuut at the moment, LIFE IS THE SHIIIIITTT!
anndd Ralph: IS FUUCCKKEDD UP! YAAAAAY
What color is your hair?
KC: Blacckk with a bit of brown
Jess: Blaaccckk with teal & blonde streak
Ralph: Nothinnngg
Think back. Who did you like last year at this time?
KC: Manuel >=]
Jess: Yo' mamma
What time is it?
KC: 11:32
Jess: Too early to be this buuzzzeedd
What's the date?
KC: I dont know, take it away jesselin
Jess: Fuck the date.
Are you cold at this very moment?
KC: *silent* NO
Jess: Naaahhhh
Is there anyone in the room with you?
KC: Jesssee
Jess: She's beside me
Have you ever been out of state?
KC: Nigga, i lived in Canada
Jess: Mhmmmmmmmm
Do you like cross word puzzles?
KC: *silence* NO
Jess: If they're easy
Name someone who's name starts with a F.
KC: Fucker
Jess: Franchesca
What 'color eyes do you prefer in the opposite sex?
KC: blues kinda cool. but my opposite sex has brown eyes. :)
Jess: Mmmm, I like every color :DDDDDDDDDDD
When was the last time you looked at the stars with someone?
KC: Pass
Jess: Just like an hour ago
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
KC: *nod*
Jess: Not tonight
Have you ever woke up crying from a bad dream?
KC: *nod*
Jess: O________________________O yeah
Have you ever played spin the bottle?
KC: Oui
Jess: -____-
Are you currently online?
KC: No
Jesss: Obviously DUMBAAAASS!
Do you have kids?
KC: In the future, eight!
Jess: My cousin called me Mommy.
Do you want kids?
KC: No shit
Jess: I want SEVEN!
What are your plans for tomorrow?
KC: Probably get fucked up again
Jess: Wake up, probably not go to church, ummm..dinner then get FUCKKKEDDD UP before schoool starts BIITTCHHHESS!
Do you cuss often?
KC: I am queen potty mouth
Jess: When I feel like it.
Are you a mean person?
KC: Yess, at times
Jess: Usually, then when I'm high & drunk.
Does anyone hate you?
KC: Yeah
Jess: FUUUCCK THEM
Do you think relationships are even worth it?
KC: If your the right person
Jess: Mm, as of the moment, I could care less.
If something was wrong, who is the first person you would go to?
KC: Jess & Sheila
Jess: I thought he was gonna be there for me and make me forget all the drama, but he somewhat left me "/
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
KC: *silence* No
Jess: Naaahhh, I'm concentrated on different shit.
Could you go out in public looking like you do right now?
KC: yes
Jess: I'm down for it
Do you usually tell people when you're mad at them?
KC: *silence* uhhhh, if they're worth discussing with
Jess: Mmmmm, not today buuuut yeah usually
Are you in a good mood right now?
KC: I'm in a great mood
Jess: HOOLLLYY FUCK! I LOOOOVEEE THIIIISSS!
Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
KC: no. because i broke up with him because he was too far away and i just lost interest in the fijian boy.
Jess: MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, NO
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
KC: All the fuckin time!
Jess: Tattoo can wait, but the piercing's are calling my name!
Do you miss anyone?
KC: Do i miss dominic right now ? Kinda but i'm having soo much fun
Jess: FUUUUUCCCKKK THEM!
What is stressing you out most right now?
KC: The fact that school is coming up
Jess: Don't even bring it up. I'm here to forget shit & and get fuuuccckkeed up!
Have you ever been called a tease?
KC: ive been called many things but that. :D
Jess: *silence* yes
Are you waiting for a phone call?
KC: no
Jess: why should i? -________________-
Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?
KC: my seestar
Jess: i hate it
What hurts right now?
KC: not my vagina.
Jess: My heart.
If you were kicked out of your house, where would you go first?
KC: Jesselins or ralphies
Jess: EEVERYWHEREE. & kc's
Do you wish you could ever hug yourself to see if you're a good hugger?
KC: I'm not that fucked up, k?
Jess: I know i am n___n
Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you liked them?
KC: aaalll the time.
Jess: Screw him
Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
KC: Jess Bess
Jess: Raaaaaaalph
Did the last person who hurt you, ever apologize?
KC: No. he bitched about how i ruined his fucking life. WHEN I DIDN'T DO SHIT
Jess: I don't think he realizes it
Can you commit to one person?
KC: so far i can. theres something about Domo
Jess: as of the moment, NO n_________________________________n
Whats the first thing you heard this morning?
KC: Cable guy
Jess: uhm my alarm
Do you prefer people who talk a lot or are quiet?
KC: I don't fucking know, dude
Jess: As of this moment, LLLOUUUUDDDDDDD
Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
KC: do you want me to commit suicide?
Jess: I would die
Are there any bruises on your body that are the result of your own stupidity?
KC: nope.
Jess: Missed a step resulting my shin hitting the edge of the stairs
Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?
KC: that's what you get when you let your heart win WHOAAAA OH AH OHHHH OHHHH. my heart
Jess: Mmmmm, as of the moment, nothing. I am emotionally drained
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
KC: yess, i have
Jess: I hope tonight :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
KC: Yes, i actually do all the time
Jess: Once in a while
When was the last time you completely broke down?
KC: Ummmmmm, liiikkee uuh a few weeks ago
Jess: Today annnnnddd the alcohol & stoggs are my bestfriends right now n_______________n
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
KC: Not anymore cause that bitch is stupppiiidd and a assshole!
Jess: Today.................................................yeah
How bad are heartbreaks?
KC: *singing* veerryyy bad
Jess: As of the moment, it's hard to absorb his way of me being a "homegirl"
Have you ever taken a long trip alone?
KC: No
Jess: Excluding my auntie & uncle, my mind was somewhere far.
If you were to have a baby girl right now, what would you name her?
KC: Athena
Jess: Mmmmm, it would have to be Page
If you were to have a baby boy right now, what would you name him?
KC: Jeff or Kale
Jess: Jayden
Should you really be doing homework right now?
KC: What fucking homework
Jess: NOO, but I'm supposely home locked inside my room. AHAHAHHA I LOOOVVEE BEING REBELIOUS!
What triggered your last kiss?
KC: Hornyness
Jess: I dont fucking remember
What's something you're currently looking forward to?
KC: Getting fucked up again
Jess: Not only that, buuut school so my mind is focused on more shit than him
Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
KC: Non
Jess: Naahh niiggaa
Do you ever let your parents know how much you appreciate them?
KC: I should more often
Jess: They wouldn't care, AHHAHA
If you could spend a summer anywhere in the world, where'd you go?
KC: Somewhere in fuckin Europe
Jess: LA & San Diego, I like them cuuuttee So Cal duuudddess ;] and the beach!
Do you enjoy buying things for yourself or for others more?
KC: Bootthh
Jess: Don't matter
Does your family have a close relationship?
KC: Yeaahhh
Jess: Usuallhy
Does being in love make you nervous?
KC: HELL YEAH! Cause i dont wanna screw anything up
Jess: AS OF THE MOMENT, I DONT GIVE A SHIT!
Would you do your own surgery to keep yourself alive?
KC: If i knew I was doing
Jess: If it kept me alive, yeaaahh!
Do people that are ungrateful for everything bother you?
KC: Hell yeah, they need to shut the fuck up sometimes
Jess: They're idiots (period)
Have you ever cussed in front of kids?
KC: Guilty as charge
Ralph: Yeah
Jess: YEAAHH
If your enemy lost almost everything, would you be willing to help them?
KC: Of course
Jess: I'm a mean person
Ralph: JESSELIN'S AN ASSHOLE!
Have you ever prayed for your enemies?
KC: Ummmmmm, if murder and rapiest count
Jess: Never thought of that
Do you lie in order to tell people what they want to hear?
KC: HELL YEAH! If I have to
Jess: No
Are you angry about something?
KC: Naahh
Jess: Don't bring that shit up NIIGGGAA! I'm having such a good time, don't kill my buzzed
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
KC: Indeeed
Jess: Naahh, not tripping
Do you smoke weed everyday?
Ralph: Try to
KC: I wish
Jess: SOON
Would you ever live with any of your best friends?
KC: FUCK YEAH, that's the plan
Jess: Right now, it feels like it breeezy!
Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
KC: Do you know anyone who DOESNT smoke weed
Jess: I DOOOOOOOOO!
Would you like to put any night on repeat, and live it forever?
KC: I would like to put in on repeat but numerous times
Jess: Yesss but the forever part's just neeeds to leave
Are you mad at someone right now?
KC: No
Jess: Should i be ? As matter of fact, they should eat my shit for not being there for me except for these two broskiessss sitting next to me
Do you prefer to call or text?
KC: Text
Jess: Which ever
Who did you last text?
KC: Eric
Jess: KC
What is missing in your life right now?
KC: Ummmm, nothing
Jess: Schoool -_____________-
Are your parents overprotective?
KC: YOU HAVE NO IDEA
Jess: FUCK THAT SHIT, it's the last week of school, bout to be hellaa bad assssss
How was this week?
KC: aiiiiigghhhtt
Jess: SO MUCH UPS AND DOWNS. Stop bringing my hopes down
Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
KC: Yuuupp
Jess: FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly?
KC: I was a blonde, am i dumb?'
Jess: Naaahh.
Who are the past three people to send you a text?
KC: Jess bess, Domdom & Eric
Jess: KC, ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm Derek ? aannnd Tim?
Duck duck goose or hide and seek?
KC: Hide and seek all the way
Jess: As of the moment, KINNGGSSS CUP!
How much has changed since a year ago today?
KC: Soo much
Jess: I smoke weed more, thaatts how much
Were you happier now or then?
KC: Noooww
Jess: RIGHT NOW BITTCHHH!
Are you still trying to find happiness?
KC: I found it in a jeigerbommmmmmbs
Jess: I found that tooo & in weed annndd sneaking out annnd stogging annnndd more sneaking out annnnd eating. LOOOVEEE IT
Has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?
KC: Yea
Jess: Liiikkkee 3 of them ?
Do you get along with guys?
KC: they're my homeboys, i cant get along with girls except for Jess bess
Jess: As of the moment, likkkee 3of them I cant because one just literally left me hanging, one didnt really care about me crying annd the other fucked me over but the rest, I LOVE
Do you enjoy being single?
KC: Yeaahh
Jess: HELLLAA FUN NIGGA!
Are you satisfied with what you have in life?
KC: yeah, cant complain
Jess: I could care less on what I dont have. I'm buzzed and that's all i care about
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
I Has Been Sooo Out Of It Lately. n___n
I'm thinking of dying my hair back to blonde after senior year for one reason. A haircolor is a reflection of a mood or a personality. Brown hair is doing a lovely job at complementing my quiet personality and mood. Maybe being a blonde kid again will help bring out the part of me that I like, the outgoing, crazy, flamboyant part of me that I've kept hidden for a while. I'm so bored today that I'm almost tired from it. I wish I had seasons of The OC on DVD, I could really go for a marathon right about now, or even someone to come over and watch movies with me. On a lighter note, going shopping was super fun and I got hella shit. It feels sorta good when you spend $250.00 on clothing. Sweet. All I need now are a new pair of kicks and sick shadesss. Oh, and school supplies. hahahaha, I almost forgot about that. I have a feeling that the next few months will go by super fast but super stressful at the same time. September always flies by. I can't believe it will be a year in a few weeks since I first moved here. Time just fucking flies.
When will these pointless blogs ever make sense?
p.s This caught my eye. Oxymoron! It's so beautiful
When will these pointless blogs ever make sense?
p.s This caught my eye. Oxymoron! It's so beautiful
In All Honesty,
I've been sadder in the past few days than I have been since I was a little kid. Gah, I need a miracle or something. I'm bored. I just want to be happy. I just want excitement.
I'm In Such An Emotional State, Gtfo.
Thoughts:
- I was reading the texts between me and you and I can't help but wonder, what the fuck happened? We were so close and you helped me with almost everything I've been through this past year. I miss you a lot and I hope you come around.
- I always bitch about school starting, but in truth, I'm excited to go back to school (sort of) so that I can focus on something whole-heartedly that is productive.
- Part of me can't wait for fall. What's more beautiful than boots, scarves, layers, crisp air and a rainbow of dead leaves on the pavement? Nothing, that's what.
- My visit in Canada was too short. I miss my Grandma and I would do anything to go back because it hurts to know that she cries when I'm away. And to my friends, you guys will always be the originals. hahaha, don't forget that. Drinks when i get back, k?
- My boyfriend's hot. Just saying. It's amazing how the butterflies in my stomach are still there just fluttering around for you.
- I miss long talks at random hours of the night with the boys and Jess filled with humor, depth, and compliments.
- My nails need to be done badly. But what's the point? I always fuck them up anyway.
- I was reading the texts between me and you and I can't help but wonder, what the fuck happened? We were so close and you helped me with almost everything I've been through this past year. I miss you a lot and I hope you come around.
- I always bitch about school starting, but in truth, I'm excited to go back to school (sort of) so that I can focus on something whole-heartedly that is productive.
- Part of me can't wait for fall. What's more beautiful than boots, scarves, layers, crisp air and a rainbow of dead leaves on the pavement? Nothing, that's what.
- My visit in Canada was too short. I miss my Grandma and I would do anything to go back because it hurts to know that she cries when I'm away. And to my friends, you guys will always be the originals. hahaha, don't forget that. Drinks when i get back, k?
- My boyfriend's hot. Just saying. It's amazing how the butterflies in my stomach are still there just fluttering around for you.
- I miss long talks at random hours of the night with the boys and Jess filled with humor, depth, and compliments.
- My nails need to be done badly. But what's the point? I always fuck them up anyway.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
<3
I know not where I'm going,
for the ocean will decide.
It's not the destination,
it's the glory of the ride.
for the ocean will decide.
It's not the destination,
it's the glory of the ride.
Lame-O
CONFESSION 101
1. Are you in love? oui.
2. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a B? uhhh, yes. If the last name counts.
3. Are you watching TV? nope.
4. If you were given a drug test right now would you pass? yess.
5. Do you know anyone in jail/prison? Nope.
6. Do you like the color green? Love it.
7. Who were the last 3 people to send you a message? Emily, Sheila, Dominic
8. Ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs? nawww.
9. Do you have a crush? Yes.
10. Last restaurant you went to? Ricky's. Good ass mo fucking steak and pasta.
11. Last message you received? "hoy me heartee. where are you?" from Sheilaaa
12. What did you do yesterday? Drive to Canadaa and paaartyyy
13. What's the first thing you would do with five million dollars? Give some to charity.
14. How many hours did you sleep the night before last? 4.
15. Who was the last person that you felt was stalking you? Some weird guy at the hotel i'm staying at.
16. Have you ever been on your school's track team? 4th grade, BIIIITTTCCHH.
17. Do you have any pets? Yuki.
18. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you go? Yesss.
19. Do you swear at your parents? Not AT them, just...with them.
20. Is your phone right beside you? oui!
21. Have you cried today? non!
22. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? hmmm, maybe!
23. What is the color of your bedsheets? Red.
24. Have you ever crawled through a window? Oui.
25. Are you photogenic? Sometimes.
26. What do you spend most of your money on? Food.
27. What was the last thing you did? Before this, read Breaking Dawn.
28. Do you have a tattoo? Where words fail, music speaks.
29. Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends? Some.
30. Ever told someone you love them and didn't mean it? Yeeees.
32. Are your parents married/divorced/separated? marrrried.
33. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? it's whatever i guess. I'm just not into that.
34. What objects are around you right now? Dog, cell, lamp, water, phone, sunglasses, keys.
35. What's on the walls of your room? Nooothing.
36. Are you genuinely happy? I guess.
37. Do you have trust issues? Yes, i do.
38. What are you looking forward to tomorrow? Seeing my sisterrr. Eating breakfast at the hotel, HAHAHAH.
39. What are you not looking forward to tomorrow? 4 hours in the car without an ipod.
40. Where's the last place you went? Ricky's
41. What's your favorite thing to do? That's a tough one. Sing, cuddle, read, EAT, sleep.
42. What do you miss right now? Boyfriend.
43. Lyrics stuck in your head? "but youu're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing while i sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep"
44. What are you doing this weekend? kelownaaa
45. Two emotions you're having now? tired, loved.
FRIEND CONFESSIONS
1. Are you jealous of one or more of your friends? hell naw.
2. Have you known any of your friends your whole life? No, but it seems like it.
3. Are any of your friends taller than you? All of them.
4. Have you ever been ditched by a friend? Hell yes. It sucks, asshole.
5. Do you have your friend's phone number's memorized? oui.
6. Have you lost or forgotten a friends phone number? Yupp.
7. Have you been to most of your friends' houses? Hmmm, i think so.
HABIT CONFESSIONS
1. Do you play with things when nervous? Yupp.
2. Do you have an odd obsession with knives? No.
3. Do you sleep with the door open or closed? Closed.
4. Is there at least one sound you can't stand? Duct tape in use.
5. What is your worst habit? Pick at my nails.
8. Do you love most of your friends? Of course.
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
1. Do you think abortions are horrible? ugghh, yes.
2. Are you against or think gay marriage is bad? Not at all.
3. Needles aren't so horrible? They aiiight.
4. You have plenty of secrets? Yes.
HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
1. Have you ever fallen UP the stairs? hahahahahahahah, gtfo.
2. Have you ever had a nail fall off? eughhh, the thought. Nope.
3. Have you ever slapped someone across the face? Yes.
4. Have you ever killed anyone? Pierre =[ my pet ant.
5. Worn the same clothes for a week straight? naaw.
OTHER CONFESSIONS
1. Do you enjoy drama? A little, but i do not enjoy excessive drama.
2. Have you ever gotten in a fist fight? hahahahahaha, no.
3. Who would you like to hit right now? Miley Cyrus. But that's like all the time.
4. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? Probably.
1. Are you in love? oui.
2. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a B? uhhh, yes. If the last name counts.
3. Are you watching TV? nope.
4. If you were given a drug test right now would you pass? yess.
5. Do you know anyone in jail/prison? Nope.
6. Do you like the color green? Love it.
7. Who were the last 3 people to send you a message? Emily, Sheila, Dominic
8. Ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs? nawww.
9. Do you have a crush? Yes.
10. Last restaurant you went to? Ricky's. Good ass mo fucking steak and pasta.
11. Last message you received? "hoy me heartee. where are you?" from Sheilaaa
12. What did you do yesterday? Drive to Canadaa and paaartyyy
13. What's the first thing you would do with five million dollars? Give some to charity.
14. How many hours did you sleep the night before last? 4.
15. Who was the last person that you felt was stalking you? Some weird guy at the hotel i'm staying at.
16. Have you ever been on your school's track team? 4th grade, BIIIITTTCCHH.
17. Do you have any pets? Yuki.
18. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you go? Yesss.
19. Do you swear at your parents? Not AT them, just...with them.
20. Is your phone right beside you? oui!
21. Have you cried today? non!
22. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? hmmm, maybe!
23. What is the color of your bedsheets? Red.
24. Have you ever crawled through a window? Oui.
25. Are you photogenic? Sometimes.
26. What do you spend most of your money on? Food.
27. What was the last thing you did? Before this, read Breaking Dawn.
28. Do you have a tattoo? Where words fail, music speaks.
29. Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends? Some.
30. Ever told someone you love them and didn't mean it? Yeeees.
32. Are your parents married/divorced/separated? marrrried.
33. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? it's whatever i guess. I'm just not into that.
34. What objects are around you right now? Dog, cell, lamp, water, phone, sunglasses, keys.
35. What's on the walls of your room? Nooothing.
36. Are you genuinely happy? I guess.
37. Do you have trust issues? Yes, i do.
38. What are you looking forward to tomorrow? Seeing my sisterrr. Eating breakfast at the hotel, HAHAHAH.
39. What are you not looking forward to tomorrow? 4 hours in the car without an ipod.
40. Where's the last place you went? Ricky's
41. What's your favorite thing to do? That's a tough one. Sing, cuddle, read, EAT, sleep.
42. What do you miss right now? Boyfriend.
43. Lyrics stuck in your head? "but youu're so hypnotizing, you've got me laughing while i sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep"
44. What are you doing this weekend? kelownaaa
45. Two emotions you're having now? tired, loved.
FRIEND CONFESSIONS
1. Are you jealous of one or more of your friends? hell naw.
2. Have you known any of your friends your whole life? No, but it seems like it.
3. Are any of your friends taller than you? All of them.
4. Have you ever been ditched by a friend? Hell yes. It sucks, asshole.
5. Do you have your friend's phone number's memorized? oui.
6. Have you lost or forgotten a friends phone number? Yupp.
7. Have you been to most of your friends' houses? Hmmm, i think so.
HABIT CONFESSIONS
1. Do you play with things when nervous? Yupp.
2. Do you have an odd obsession with knives? No.
3. Do you sleep with the door open or closed? Closed.
4. Is there at least one sound you can't stand? Duct tape in use.
5. What is your worst habit? Pick at my nails.
8. Do you love most of your friends? Of course.
PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
1. Do you think abortions are horrible? ugghh, yes.
2. Are you against or think gay marriage is bad? Not at all.
3. Needles aren't so horrible? They aiiight.
4. You have plenty of secrets? Yes.
HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
1. Have you ever fallen UP the stairs? hahahahahahahah, gtfo.
2. Have you ever had a nail fall off? eughhh, the thought. Nope.
3. Have you ever slapped someone across the face? Yes.
4. Have you ever killed anyone? Pierre =[ my pet ant.
5. Worn the same clothes for a week straight? naaw.
OTHER CONFESSIONS
1. Do you enjoy drama? A little, but i do not enjoy excessive drama.
2. Have you ever gotten in a fist fight? hahahahahaha, no.
3. Who would you like to hit right now? Miley Cyrus. But that's like all the time.
4. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? Probably.
**
Hey jude, dont make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
Hey jude, dont be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
Hey jude, dont be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Nutshell
I enjoy new steeze, new shoes, new make-up, and nice nails. I do not enjoy complication and confessions, although they do add a bit of craved drama in my life. I miss my dog. I don't like sleeping alone. I like affection. I like how the ends of my hair are super fried, although I miss blonde hair. I like folding laundry. I wish people would tell me what I wanted to hear, but at the same time I like honesty. I wish my phone rang. I enjoy the comfort of talking to old friends who I've known for years and years who know the ins and outs of me. It feels like there isn't a lot to really look forward to now that school is coming up. I mean, I'm sure there are things that I could look forward to, but getting my hopes up for things does me no good. It seems that every time I get smacked down, it takes a bit less time to get up. But that scares me, because one day I'll just stop caring. I'm stuck in this indifferent, monotone-like mood. Oh wait, it's because I have a stiff neck. The only thing I'm severely looking forward to is seeing my best friend's pretty little face next week. I'd really just like to make a pot of tea and sit outside and sip as much caffeine as I can. Once September comes, I won't have time to think about any of this. It'll be an 'all or nothing' thing. Everything will be okay in the end, and if it's not okay, I guess it's not the end.
p.s. twinkle twinkle little staaarrrrrr. >=]
p.s. twinkle twinkle little staaarrrrrr. >=]
Sunday, August 9, 2009
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, ouch. It hurts to laugh
(519): and then she said I drew a line on her forehead with my cum and whispered "Simba"
Secret #16
When i was younger, I used to think sharks could swim out of drains and eat people. n____n
Thursday, August 6, 2009
ATTENTION!
I will be M.I.A for a while due to the fact that I will be starting fresh to be a better person, taking on life's adventures, and working my ass off....
AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH okay, i lied. My computer's busted and it'll remain that way until i tell my father about this unfortunate situation. My computer holds everything and it's a bit of a bummer that it won't turn on. -_____- I fucked up, so what? stfu. I've been feeling like a failure this past week soo this isn't all that new to me. Hmm, at least this will force me to start reading again (including my drivers ed booklet thingy) and working on SATs and all that other grown up stuff. This is also a chance for me to vacuum the apartment. greeeeeaatt. So, basically, i'm in an emo stage when i know i could be super happy buuuuttt i don't feel like it because I SUCK. Let me dread. I'll be back on track in a couple of days.
xoxo,
Kcdelacruzz
AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH okay, i lied. My computer's busted and it'll remain that way until i tell my father about this unfortunate situation. My computer holds everything and it's a bit of a bummer that it won't turn on. -_____- I fucked up, so what? stfu. I've been feeling like a failure this past week soo this isn't all that new to me. Hmm, at least this will force me to start reading again (including my drivers ed booklet thingy) and working on SATs and all that other grown up stuff. This is also a chance for me to vacuum the apartment. greeeeeaatt. So, basically, i'm in an emo stage when i know i could be super happy buuuuttt i don't feel like it because I SUCK. Let me dread. I'll be back on track in a couple of days.
xoxo,
Kcdelacruzz
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
I'm on patron, tequila, I'm drunk on margarita
Thoughts:
- Karma seems to be working itself out for once, score.
- I miss how close we were. Haven't we been through a lot as friends and now all of a sudden it feels like it's gone?
- You're the most incredible boy ever. I want you. It's baaaaddd
-Everything we do together is fun. I love the respect that we have for one another.
- I'm also quite lame -______-
- I wanna get fucked up soo bad. Birthday coming up soon. Sheila, you better help me make it happen.
- I need to get back to reading. It was a super relaxing thing for me to do.
- I just want contract summer school to be over.
- I've been debating on whether to cut my bangs or not. I'm so indecisive.
- I better pass this mother fucking math test.
- Overall, I've become a person that I like: mentally, physically and emotionally.
- Karma seems to be working itself out for once, score.
- I miss how close we were. Haven't we been through a lot as friends and now all of a sudden it feels like it's gone?
- You're the most incredible boy ever. I want you. It's baaaaddd
-Everything we do together is fun. I love the respect that we have for one another.
- I'm also quite lame -______-
- I wanna get fucked up soo bad. Birthday coming up soon. Sheila, you better help me make it happen.
- I need to get back to reading. It was a super relaxing thing for me to do.
- I just want contract summer school to be over.
- I've been debating on whether to cut my bangs or not. I'm so indecisive.
- I better pass this mother fucking math test.
- Overall, I've become a person that I like: mentally, physically and emotionally.
In all honesty,
I'm that sort of person that needs to be told something straight up. No sugar coating, no beating around the bush, just straight and honest. I'd rather be pissed off for a while about something than wonder and pick it apart for even longer.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
The funniest FML's of the day.
Today, my boyfriend and I were cuddling on his couch when suddenly I tried to get up. Before I could stand, he grabs onto me and says, "I'm a koala and you're my eucalyptus tree!" He then continued to latch onto me for a good five minutes pretending to eat my hair. FML
Today, while in the middle of having sex with my husband, instead of saying something sexy in my ear, he whispered,"We are so gonna make pizza after this!" FML
Today, I was romantically cuddling with my boyfriend. He looked deep into my eyes, stared lovingly at me, and said, "I never noticed, but you have the most adorable freckles on your face..." Blushing, I tilted my head to the side. He then said, "Oh, nevermind, those are just your blackheads." FML
Today, I decided to make a place in my house for my friends to sign called "The Friend Wall." By sign I meant sign, not draw body parts. This afternoon I ate lunch next to a basketball-sized vagina and a monumentally large blue and purple penis. FML
Today, my husband and I got a new stainless steel microwave. When we took it out of the package we noticed it was blue and got angry. We were about to return it, but we called in our 12 year old daughter to see what she thought of the microwave. She then took off the blue protective plastic. FML
Today, while in the middle of having sex with my husband, instead of saying something sexy in my ear, he whispered,"We are so gonna make pizza after this!" FML
Today, I was romantically cuddling with my boyfriend. He looked deep into my eyes, stared lovingly at me, and said, "I never noticed, but you have the most adorable freckles on your face..." Blushing, I tilted my head to the side. He then said, "Oh, nevermind, those are just your blackheads." FML
Today, I decided to make a place in my house for my friends to sign called "The Friend Wall." By sign I meant sign, not draw body parts. This afternoon I ate lunch next to a basketball-sized vagina and a monumentally large blue and purple penis. FML
Today, my husband and I got a new stainless steel microwave. When we took it out of the package we noticed it was blue and got angry. We were about to return it, but we called in our 12 year old daughter to see what she thought of the microwave. She then took off the blue protective plastic. FML
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