Dear Kc,

You need to create more hang out time. I know you want to hang out, so do it! Starting next week, you're going to hang out with people you love and haven't seen in a long time. Call up Jenny! It's a good start :)

I want these shoes

Very, very badly.

"I remember more than you think"

These are the words I will NEVER hear from you. Ughh, I want a relationship like Haley and Nathan Scott from One Tree Hill. At least Nathan knows what he wants, and it's her. He does whatever he can to keep her and not only when SHE'S MAD OR THREATENING TO LEAVE. He does nice things because he constantly thinks about her and doesn't want to regret not doing something he knows she would have loved. Why waste a moment like that? Maybe I need to hear WHY you love me a little more often. AND NOT THIS "YOU MAKE ME HAPPY" SHIT. I want specific things that you notice! Things that define ME.  THINGS THAT ONLY I DO AND ARE CUTE. LITTLE OR BIG. You are the only person I actually open up to and show every side of! Why are you not taking advantage of that? This rant is all over the place and I'm sure that throughout the day I'll be adding a little more here and there.

You Can Have A Pebbles Party!

Things are looking up! It's been a stressful yet fun week. Annie auditions were last Saturday and tomorrow will be the day they post up the cast list. I'm super excited for rehearsals to start. I feel that if I continue working with them I'll become a stronger actress/singer/dancer. mmhm TRIPLE THREAT. College is quite chill. I like it a lot better than high school because I'm not spending 6 hours of my fucking day in one place with people I wanna punch in the face. That's kinda mean, but true. It's a lot easier for me to have fewer classes a day and more time to excel in whatever I'm learning outside of a classroom. Plus, I get to spend more time doing normal teenager shit. Like hanging out with friends,canoodling with my boyfriend,and getting starbucks. eeeheheheheheh.

Life is going preeeeettty swell except for the fact that I am a shitty driver. I hope it's only because I'm new at it. That's what everyone's telling me but GAHH! why is it so hard for me to fucking park?! I lack self-confidence. The more I doubt myself when parking, the more sideways my car goes between the lines. I MUST BELIEVE IN MYSELF. Just like how my boyfriend believes in me n__n

p.s Cupcake Pebbles is the best cereal you will ever have in your life. It's a Pebbles party in your stomach. True story.

Strip Me

La-la-la-la-la la
lala la la-la la lala
(repeat)

Everyday I fight for all my future somethings
A thousand little wars I have to choose between
I could spend a lifetime earning things I don’t need
That’s like chasing rainbows and coming home empty

And if you strip me, strip it all away
If you strip me, what would you find
If you strip me, strip it all away
I'll be alright

Take what you want steal my pride
Build me up or cut me down to size
Shut me out but I’ll just scream
I'm only one voice in a million
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that !

I don't need a microphone yeah
To say what I've been thinking
My heart is like a loudspeaker
That's always on eleven

And if you strip me, strip it all away
If you strip me, what would you find
If you strip me, 0strip it all away
I’m still the same

Take what you want steal my pride
Build me up or cut me down to size
Shut me out but I’ll just scream
I'm only one voice in a million
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that !

Bridge
Cause when it all boils down at the end of the day
It's what you do and say that makes you who you are
Makes you think about, think about it doesn’t it
Sometimes all it takes is one voice

Take what you want steal my pride
Build me up or cut me down to size
Shut me out but I’ll just scream
I'm only one voice in a million
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that !
(repeat)

SUCK ON THAT BIG FOREHEAD

I don't care how big my forehead is. I can still pull off the "total-babe braid" as seen in Cosmopolitan. I'm really lazy when it comes to doing my hair, but this one was reeeeeaaaall easy so I gave it a try. Tease the top of your head from ear to ear, clip it together with a few bobby pins, then braid the rest. VOILA! You have yourself a simple yet cute hairdo!

Baking Sugar Cookies!

I have days when I wanna bake something delicious and not eat them afterwards :) I used the icing decorators my boyfriend bought me for my birthday. Unfortunately, I messed up by forgetting to wash them and accidentally dropping them down the sink and damaging them :( But, no worries, I bought more.

I heart Katy Perry and Audrey Kitching

They are both so incredible! Can I just have Katy's hair and Audrey's clothes?

Under Construction

I'm gonna be doing a few changes to my blog. I won't explain the change, but I think you'll see for yourself.
New school year, new part of my life :)

okay thanks bye!