"I remember more than you think"

These are the words I will NEVER hear from you. Ughh, I want a relationship like Haley and Nathan Scott from One Tree Hill. At least Nathan knows what he wants, and it's her. He does whatever he can to keep her and not only when SHE'S MAD OR THREATENING TO LEAVE. He does nice things because he constantly thinks about her and doesn't want to regret not doing something he knows she would have loved. Why waste a moment like that? Maybe I need to hear WHY you love me a little more often. AND NOT THIS "YOU MAKE ME HAPPY" SHIT. I want specific things that you notice! Things that define ME.  THINGS THAT ONLY I DO AND ARE CUTE. LITTLE OR BIG. You are the only person I actually open up to and show every side of! Why are you not taking advantage of that? This rant is all over the place and I'm sure that throughout the day I'll be adding a little more here and there.