30 Day Challenge - Day 2

Day 2

2. A famous person you’ve been compared to.

When I started, three years ago, doing song covers on Youtube, I always got comments saying “YOU LOOK LIKE BRENDA SONG”. I see no resemblance except for the fact that she’s Asian and has long hair down below her boobies. But whatevs, she’s pretty.

I’ve also been compared to a Bollywood dancer, but I couldn’t find a picture. LOL

In all honesty,

I need someone with a mutual addiction for love

**

Now ladies, we really should be mad at ourselves
'Cause see, some women just tolerate way too damn much
Now I know we gotta choose our battles
But damn it, every woman gotta breaking point
And see the next time he’s testin’ your love
You put your finger in his face and you tell him

Say my love has a limit (say my love has a limit)
Say my love has a limit (say my love has a limit)
Said if your love has a limit, girl (said if your love has a limit)
Say my love has a limit, yeah (say my love has a limit)

30 Day Challenge - Day 1

1. The person you like and why you like them

This is my boyfriend, Dominic. I’ve liked him for a year and 4 months. When I first met him, all we did was watch movies, smoke pot, and not do shit with our lives (him more so than me). I can now honestly say that we did a lot of growing up together. I think we’re more mature now than we’ve ever been before. Despite the fact that he is probably the least-romantic man I’ve ever met, he makes up for it by being understanding and patient with me and loving me unconditionally.  He’s not perfect, but neither am I! Sure, we have days when we wanna punch each other in the face. But what couple doesn’t? We fight and that’s okay. The arguments we have are just like tests and as a result we get stronger. We’re both aiming for the big picture; be successful individuals, get married, and have 128305 babies. Jk, probably only 3. And hey, if it doesn’t go as planned and we go our separate ways, I’ll still be happy knowing that I was lucky enough to have him. 

oh, and i also like him because we can fart around each other.

Reblogged from Sheila Wesa

ugh, my favorite blog from her. STORY OF MY LIFE. 

I feel like stuffing my head in a fucking pillow and not coming up for air. I'm drowning in my own miserable pity anyways, so really, what's the difference? People underestimate me, people mistake my kindess for weakness (Mr. Adams quote), my parent's think I'm an untrustworthy lunatic incapable of being safe and my boyfriend considers playing Pokemon a much more important task than listening to me relinquish all of my problems.

I understand that I can sometimes be overbearing, persistent and selfish, but are those not qualities everyone else possess? I truly wish that people would just stop acknowledging me as the pale girl with no backbone. The snide quips that are implied as jokes are getting a little vexing and the anger that's directed towards me for no legitimate reason is beginning to irritate me. I try to look past all the chafe comments but continuing to be the bigger person is becoming a task too difficult to complete. This in turn just leads to a plethora of pent-up anger that is usually let out by detrimental means. I get the urge to scream into my pillow until my insides have been gagged out and cry until my eyes can no longer open. This frustration is only increased when my parents decide to deny me the one privilege I worked and payed so much to attain while using the excuses of "you're not safe" or "you're not familiar with your surroundings." A big "fuck you" goes out to them and and everyone else who thinks that bringing me down should be a past time. Even my own boyfriend, who according to yesterday, "loved me more than anything" deems playing Pokemon more imperative than helping me feel better. I extremely dislike the fact that whenever he is in need of me, I drop everything to be at his side immediately. This seems too impossible for him to attempt and therefor leads to Pokemon-playing.

The jokes thrown my way, the vehicle denial and refusal do to Pokemon would all be very humerus if these things were in fact not happening to me. Alas, the jokes sometimes hurt, the driving abstinence occasionally makes me cry and the guy I'm in love deems a bunch of fictitious creatures on a screen more valuable than my feelings. This all just make me want to become a nun and seclude myself within thick, stone walls.

emotionally drained.

We both need to stop pretending. Lose all the fucking pride, put that shit aside, and be real with each other. Because in the end, i KNOW this is real. I don't think it's real, I know. It all just comes down to being crazy in love. Even if we sometimes don't show it the right way.

Dear Blog,

I hate ignorant people. I hate my parents.

Probably The Best Wedding Invitation I've Ever Seen.

this gives me hope

Thoughts:

-I'm sitting in my math class at 8am on a Friday. My only class of the day. Why the FUCK am I here?!
- This week went by really fast and I was somewhat proactive with my life. Good job kc!
- my house is definitely not a home. I'm so fucking sick of always having to plan my days out instead of winging them because I live an hour away from Fremont. Way to go, mom and dad. I now have no social life. And good job spending all your money on gas when you could have just gotten a house in Fremont for a reasonable price and not worry about the price of a commute.
- I've gotten so obsessed with Glee. However, I don't agree with how much autotune they're using on these already amazing singers.
- sometimes while I'm driving, I like to think about all the reasonS why I love my boyfriend. It makes me happy. This morning, I thought about our first summer being together and how he always made me breakfast before he came over.
- I wanna do something crazy fun this weekend! But knowing myself I'll probaably just stay at home and watch tv
- I need to buy some cute winter clothes. I don't have any :(
-sweeet! Class is over in 10 minutes. More blogging later! Au revoir!

Things that piss me off:

When people boast about things that others really don't give a fuck about!

To all the marijuana users out there,

Yes, I have smoked pot. Yes, I've had a brownie or two. It was something I wanted to experience and enjoy, but it was never something I needed so bad to fit in or make my life interesting. I have no problem with people who get high (except for my boyfriend but that's a totally different story.) Hey, I mean it's your life! But why the FUCK put your shit on blast and post how high you are on your tumblr, facebook status, twitter, etc. I mean, you're obviously not having that much fun if you have enough time/brains to type out your night and post it all over the internet for your friends to see. You're fucking high! You're wasting it by spending 5 minutes updating your status. What's worse is when people talk about it in a way of trying to pass it off as a normal occurrence for them, but you can tell they're secretly so excited to be breaking the rules and talk about it loudly and proudly so everyone can hear how cool they're supposed to be. I bet as soon as it's legal you guys won't think it's as cool, huh? You're probably just gonna be like " Everyone does it, now EVERYONE'S gonna post how high they are on their status. I'm not special anymore :(" OH SHUT THE FUCK UP. If I were on drugs, I'd keep it to myself cause no one else fucking cares to hear about my life stories.

This also applies to people who drink. Once again, I have no problem with people drinking. I do it too! But I'm not one to type "I'm sewww drunk lolz. Havin fun with my girls at the cldub! omgs I cn'at even type properfly!" BITCH, PLEASE. GET REAL! 

Real status updates below:
"and this friday night im the super high person sitting at the park eating cheeezits . :)"
"questions from last night: where the fuck did the jager go, why is the tequila gone and wtf did that really happen? LOL"
" I have a feeling i'm definitely not gonna remember this night ;) i love being a party-goer"

-___- really. REALLY
And that my friends, really grinds my gears.

ATTENTION:

two songs I must put pack in my iPod:

Moving On - Toya
Crazy- 3LW

p.s more blogging tonight :) It's been a while.

RAAAWWRR!

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 

LAWL. I AM SO MONOTONOUS. HAHAHAHAHA.

Music is all around us. All you have to do is listen.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plrDXfhcoa4

Beautiful! I need to watch August Rush again.

I Lol'd inside.

Universal Truths

1. I think part of a best friend’s job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die.
2.  Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong.
3. I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger.
4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.
5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?
6. Was learning cursive really necessary?
7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I’m pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.
8.  Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.
9. I can’t remember the last time I wasn’t at least kind of tired.
10. Bad decisions make good stories.
11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren’t going to do anything productive for the rest of the day
12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don’t want to have to restart my collection…again.
13. I’m always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changes to my ten-page research paper that I swear I did not make any changes to.
14. “Do not machine wash or tumble dry” means I will never wash this - ever.
15. I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring Hello? Hello? Damn it!, but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times then goes to voicemail. What did you do after I didn’t answer? Drop the phone and run away?
16. I hate leaving my house confident and looking good and then not seeing anyone of importance the entire day. What a waste.
17. I keep some people’s phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.
18. I think the freezer deserves a light as well.
19. I disagree with Kay Jewelers. I would bet on any given Friday or Saturday night more kisses begin with Miller Lite than Kay.
20. I wish Google Maps had an “Avoid Ghetto” routing option.
21. Sometimes, I’ll watch a movie that I watched when I was younger and suddenly realize I had no idea what the heck was going on when I first saw it.
22. I would rather try to carry 10 plastic grocery bags in each hand than take 2 trips to bring my groceries in.
23.  The only time I look forward to a red light is when I’m trying to finish a text.
24. I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.
25. How many times is it appropriate to say “What?” before you just nod and smile because you still didn’t hear or understand a word they said?
26. I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars team up to prevent an ass from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers and sisters!
27. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.
28. Is it just me or do high school kids get dumber & dumber every year?
29. There’s no worse feeling than that millisecond you’re sure you are going to die after leaning your chair back a little too far.
30. As a driver I hate pedestrians, and as a pedestrian I hate drivers, but no matter what the mode of transportation, I always hate cyclists.
31. Sometimes I’ll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.
32. Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, finding their cell phone, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey - but I’d bet my behind everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time, every time!

too true.

The Alternate's Death?

You know when you’re falling asleep, and you suddenly get the feeling that you’ve tripped? You’re body lurches forward in an instant, ready to protect you instinctively from injury. You can almost SEE the ground rising to meet you. This occurs when the boundaries between you and the “you” in an alternate universe are weakest. This is the feeling that happens when another “you” dies.


This is scary shit, but it could be true. I love creepypasta.com

We Likey Dreadlocks

Sheila and I want dreadlocks, but we love washing our hair too much. Therefore, extension dreads. We're going to do it.

Okay, the bitch needs to back off

I am a flirt. I have ALWAYS been a flirt. And, hey, there's nothing wrong with that. I have no problem when a woman tries to work her magic on a cute guy. It just goes to show that you're confident in who you are and you know what you like ;) However, I do have a fucking problem when some chick tries to bone a guy who isn't even single. Do you see me trying to hop on a guys dick knowing that he's got a girlfriend who adores and loves the fuck outta him? NO! Because I have CLASS. Trust me, a girl knows when some other chick is trying to get at her boyfriend. And it's not that we're jealous, because we know you have no chance. It's the fact that you have no respect for other women and their boyfriends. Why be a homewrecker? Oh right, it's because you HAVE NO BRAINS. So, do me a favor and stop leaving your number hoping that he'll hit you up. In the end, you're never gonna get what you want because he only likes to eat my pussy :) k thanks.

Dear Kc,

You need to create more hang out time. I know you want to hang out, so do it! Starting next week, you're going to hang out with people you love and haven't seen in a long time. Call up Jenny! It's a good start :)

I want these shoes

Very, very badly.

"I remember more than you think"

These are the words I will NEVER hear from you. Ughh, I want a relationship like Haley and Nathan Scott from One Tree Hill. At least Nathan knows what he wants, and it's her. He does whatever he can to keep her and not only when SHE'S MAD OR THREATENING TO LEAVE. He does nice things because he constantly thinks about her and doesn't want to regret not doing something he knows she would have loved. Why waste a moment like that? Maybe I need to hear WHY you love me a little more often. AND NOT THIS "YOU MAKE ME HAPPY" SHIT. I want specific things that you notice! Things that define ME.  THINGS THAT ONLY I DO AND ARE CUTE. LITTLE OR BIG. You are the only person I actually open up to and show every side of! Why are you not taking advantage of that? This rant is all over the place and I'm sure that throughout the day I'll be adding a little more here and there.

You Can Have A Pebbles Party!

Things are looking up! It's been a stressful yet fun week. Annie auditions were last Saturday and tomorrow will be the day they post up the cast list. I'm super excited for rehearsals to start. I feel that if I continue working with them I'll become a stronger actress/singer/dancer. mmhm TRIPLE THREAT. College is quite chill. I like it a lot better than high school because I'm not spending 6 hours of my fucking day in one place with people I wanna punch in the face. That's kinda mean, but true. It's a lot easier for me to have fewer classes a day and more time to excel in whatever I'm learning outside of a classroom. Plus, I get to spend more time doing normal teenager shit. Like hanging out with friends,canoodling with my boyfriend,and getting starbucks. eeeheheheheheh.

Life is going preeeeettty swell except for the fact that I am a shitty driver. I hope it's only because I'm new at it. That's what everyone's telling me but GAHH! why is it so hard for me to fucking park?! I lack self-confidence. The more I doubt myself when parking, the more sideways my car goes between the lines. I MUST BELIEVE IN MYSELF. Just like how my boyfriend believes in me n__n

p.s Cupcake Pebbles is the best cereal you will ever have in your life. It's a Pebbles party in your stomach. True story.

Strip Me

La-la-la-la-la la
lala la la-la la lala
(repeat)

Everyday I fight for all my future somethings
A thousand little wars I have to choose between
I could spend a lifetime earning things I don’t need
That’s like chasing rainbows and coming home empty

And if you strip me, strip it all away
If you strip me, what would you find
If you strip me, strip it all away
I'll be alright

Take what you want steal my pride
Build me up or cut me down to size
Shut me out but I’ll just scream
I'm only one voice in a million
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that !

I don't need a microphone yeah
To say what I've been thinking
My heart is like a loudspeaker
That's always on eleven

And if you strip me, strip it all away
If you strip me, what would you find
If you strip me, 0strip it all away
I’m still the same

Take what you want steal my pride
Build me up or cut me down to size
Shut me out but I’ll just scream
I'm only one voice in a million
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that !

Bridge
Cause when it all boils down at the end of the day
It's what you do and say that makes you who you are
Makes you think about, think about it doesn’t it
Sometimes all it takes is one voice

Take what you want steal my pride
Build me up or cut me down to size
Shut me out but I’ll just scream
I'm only one voice in a million
But you ain't taking that from me (oh ooh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that from me (oh oh)
You ain't taking that !
(repeat)

SUCK ON THAT BIG FOREHEAD

I don't care how big my forehead is. I can still pull off the "total-babe braid" as seen in Cosmopolitan. I'm really lazy when it comes to doing my hair, but this one was reeeeeaaaall easy so I gave it a try. Tease the top of your head from ear to ear, clip it together with a few bobby pins, then braid the rest. VOILA! You have yourself a simple yet cute hairdo!

Baking Sugar Cookies!

I have days when I wanna bake something delicious and not eat them afterwards :) I used the icing decorators my boyfriend bought me for my birthday. Unfortunately, I messed up by forgetting to wash them and accidentally dropping them down the sink and damaging them :( But, no worries, I bought more.

I heart Katy Perry and Audrey Kitching

They are both so incredible! Can I just have Katy's hair and Audrey's clothes?

Under Construction

I'm gonna be doing a few changes to my blog. I won't explain the change, but I think you'll see for yourself.
New school year, new part of my life :)

okay thanks bye!

Secret #26

fuck, I love Korean pop music.

From now on, I'm going to make you work for it.

1..2...3... small rant: It's come to my attention how little friends I have. I suppose I have a lot of acquaintances, but 1/2 of my best friends aren't close by, one lives in fucking CANADA, the other is always with the boyfriend, and the last one probably just hates my guts (for no fucking reason btw). I'm really stir-crazy and want to go fucking do something. I can't wait 'til college. I need people to do shit with, people to have fun with and people to flirt with. I have amazing friends when they're around, but apparently I'm a needy attention whore.
Fuck.

Another Quote Of The Day

"Drugs are a huge, huge deal breaker. Substance abuse. Lack of ambition. I can’t deal when someone dillydallies through life. You’ve got to have drive - that’s so sexy. I don’t care if someone farts or picks his nose, because that’s going to happen in the long run."

- Katy Perry, to Glamour magazine, on her relationship dos and don't

...i love her. Enough Said.

Quote Of The Day

"I am sensitive to Russell taking the Lord's name in vain and to Lady GaGa putting a rosary in her mouth. I think when you put sex and spirituality in the same bottle and shake it up, bad things happen. Yes, I said I kissed a girl. But I didn't say I kissed a girl while f-ing a crucifix."

- Katy Perry tells the new issue of Rolling Stone

+/-

I'm sleepy. I want to cuddle. I hate when people say they've been in a two-year relationship when they've broken up with the person and dated others within those two years. I like rings. I like memories. I like texting. I like sexual innuendo. I hate over-analyzing. I hate when boys hit on me when they have girlfriends. I hate girlfriends. I like tea. I hate sore throats. I want kisses. I want comfort. I want reliability. I want changes. I like changes. I want college. I want the beach. I want to be pampered. I hate distance. I want the ocean. I like visits. I like dates. I want a date. I want to hold hands. I hate not knowing. I hate the difference between lust and feelings. I hate that what you say and do are two totally different things. I like lust. I like feelings. I like positivity. I hate boys. I hate lying. I hate liars. I miss high school. I want to meet people. I want to playfight. I want to explore the world with someone beautiful. I miss my best friends. I like desire. I like passion. I like fear. I miss you. I love you.

8/16/2010

Thoughts:

- I, uhh, still want my lip pierced
- I, uhh, also want my tattoo. (Picture below)
- 3 hours of Family Guy and a bowl of popcorn. My life is complete.
- Actually, scratch that. Fuck i have no life, nor do i have friends -__-
- I'm so glad I get my license in a week. Now all i need is a job.
- So, I didn't get the role of Marcy Park. But, this means I get to take on other challenges!
- American Idol auditions on Thursday! Wish me luck!
- I'm quite excited for my birthday on Friday. I hope it goes as planned.
- I hate when that 'time of the month' ISN'T ACTUALLY at the time of the month that it's supposed to be. Early or late.
- I wish I wasn't as good as I am at finding out things about people via the internet.
- I wish I was cool enough to write in a Tumblr. Alas, I've become to dependent on my blogspot baby.
- Katy Perry is my idol. She makes me want to be lesbian
-HAIRCUT THIS WEEEK. (Picture below)

Canada,Canada, Canada

That's all I've been thinking about today. I just wanna go home...

**

If we're both not married by twenty-two
Could I be so bold and ask you?
If we're both not married by twenty-three
Will you make my year, and ask me?

If we're both not married by twenty-four
Will you pass me those knee pads and I'll get on the floor
If we're both not married by twenty-five
I hope that there's some childish spark still alive

Cos there are so many lessons
That I just never get to learn
And there are so many questions that still burn, like

Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?

If I get to thirty and I don't have a wife
I'll ask you nicely but I won't ask twice
If I get to forty and I don't have a spouse
I'll fashion you a letter and I'll send it to your house

If I get to sixty will you let me slip away
Into an armchair for the rest of my days
Cos you've got your family and I've got mine
The love that we share is for another time

Cos there are so many lessons
That I just never get to learn
And there are so many questions that still burn, like

Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?
Will you hold my hand when I go?

I drove up in my bone camarrow thinking only about you.

I know I say this at around this time every year, but I'm determined to go to Canada and come back as a fresh person, a revamped, revitalized version of Kc who's better than ever. Maybe I say this every year because I, like everyone else feel too clouded once in a while. I feel like between all of those who are negatively vying for my attention and the fact that I have a tendency to bitch a lot, I get lost sometimes. If it's not a boy, it's always something or other. Don't get me wrong, I'm as happy as can be and have figured myself out more in this past year than I have in a long time. But, it will still be nice to get away from all of my technological vices. I want to be new, fresh, smart, tanned, clean, loved, happy, carefree, rich, musically wealthy and well-dressed.

Secret #25

I still think you lie to me about where you are and what you're doing...

In All Honesty,

it doesn't bother me the least bit that this summer is different. No, I'm not saying last summer was shit. I learned a lot that summer! What sex felt like, what being in love felt like, what tanning felt like, how Sweet Tomatoes tasted like. Most importantly, i learned how amazing and close me and my friends were. Yeah, I do miss them. Hanging out with them almost 7 days a week doing shit-all :) But this summer, i feel more productive and grown up! I'm doing something that I'm extremely passionate about. Something that doesn't bore me. Something that fuels my energy. Something that keeps me away from doing stupid shit. Something that I love. It's just really nice experiencing new things every summer. Yenno, knowing what I like and don't like. I know I'm about to experience moreee :)

**

Hey parents, fuck off and shut up.
Hey you, stop making me feel like an idiot.
Hey Sheila, congrats on grouse grind. I love you.
Hey you, it's nice talking to you once in a while.

7/15/2010

Thoughts:

-I want a lip piercing soo fucking bad.
-I feel unimportant to you at times. Like, the love really isn't mutual. I'm hoping what I feel is wrong.
- I would kill to spend my summer in Canada. I forgot what it was like to use public transportation and how easy it was to meet up with people that way.
- I don't regret moving to California, but the friends I had there were different. A better kind of different. I feel like I make no plans here because friends here wouldn't do what I prefer to be fun.
- Gah! I am so sick and tired of hearing WOWOWEE on my television. It's very irritating hearing loud and obnoxious filipinos yelling at each other over a game and some "pesos"
-Fruits = love
- I need to go thrift store shopping
- Tomorrow is my day off. I'm really hoping everything goes as planned. I get pretty anal when shit goes wrong on my day off. So don't fuck up my day with friends. Thanks.



p.s These are my rants, these are my goals. Let's see if they stick until tomorrow.
I want to have a good day.

Blast from the Past

I'm craving newness. I miss having something to do everyday of the week, other than rehearsal -_- I miss being interesting. I miss when ALL of my best friends lived within 10 minutes of me. I miss Canada.
I just want things to be interesting and exciting again.

I Promise That I'll Actually Write Something The Next Time I Blog

Artist Of The Day

So Cow

A guy from Ireland who makes catchy songs that make me happy :) What more could i want?
LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN.

**

its just been an emotional roller coaster. one where you cant decide if you want the ride to end or for it to last forever

Quote(s) of the day

Paramore's Haley William covers Spin Magazine this month and chats about her band, her boys and her fans!

Here's just a few excerpts from her interview:

On whether she’s Team Edward or Jacob: “Oh God, I don’t really like either. I wish she’d date the guy at the school lunch table. The other two seem a little high maintenance.”

On their wide variety of fans, after a balding man in his 40s asks for a photo: “I guess the demo has changed! I don’t want to be like, ‘This guy doesn’t like our music, he’s just a creep.’ I try not to be judgmental. On one hand, it’s flattering—like wow, sexy doesn’t have to be a tan blonde girl showing off her goodies. Then again, how far are people taking it? I know there’s pictures online that people have done s— to that’d probably make my cry.”

On avoiding alcohol: “I drank when I was younger, but then I had that 10 Things I Hate About You moment when I realized I was doing this for other people and not for myself. It made me mad, and I haven’t really drank since.”


<3

:)

Love and Other Catastrophes: A Mix Tape

All By Myself, Eric Carmen. Looking For Love, Lou Reed. I Wanna Dance with Somebody, Whitney Houston. Let's Dance, David Bowie. Let's Kiss, Beat Happening. Let's talk About Sex, Salt n Pepa. Like A Virgin, Madonna. We've Only Just Begun, The Carpenters. I Wanna Be Your Boyfriend, The Ramones. I'll Tumble 4 Ya, Culture Club. Head Over Heels, The Go-Go's. Nothing Compares To You, Sinead O'Connor. My Girl,The Temptations. Could This Be Love?, Bob Marley. Love and Marriage, Frank Sinatra. White Wedding, Billy Idol. Stuck in the Middle with You, Steelers Wheel. Tempted, The Squeeze. There Goes My Baby, The Drifters. What's Going On? Marvin Gaye. Where Did You Sleep Last Night? Leadbelly. Who's Bed Have Your Boots Been Under? Shania Twain. Jealous Guy, John Lennon. Your Cheatin Heart, Tammy Wynette. Shot Through the Heart, Bon Jovi. Don't Go Breaking My Heart, Elton John and Kiki Dee. My Achy Breaky Heart, Billy Ray Cyrus. Heartbreak Hotel, Elvis Presley. Stop! In the Name of Love, The Supremes. Try a Little Tenderness, Otis Redding. Try (Just a Little Bit Harder), Janis Joplin. All Apologies, Nirvana. Hanging on the Telephone, Blondie. I Just Called to Say I Love You, Stevie Wonder. Love Will Keep Us Together, Captain and Tennille. Let's Stay Together, Al Green. It Ain't Over til It's Over, Lenny Kravitz. What's Love Got to Do With It? Tina Turner. You Don't Bring Me Flowers Anymore, Barbara Streisand and Neil Diamond. I Wish You Wouldn't Say That, Talking Heads. You're So Vain, Carley Simon. Love is a Battlefield, Pat Benatar. Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now, the Smiths. (Can't Get No) Satisfaction, the Rolling Stones. Must Have Been Love (But It's Over Now), Roxette. Breaking Up is Hard To Do, Neil Sedaka. I Will Survive, Gloria Gaynor. Hit the Road Jack, Mary McCaslin and Jim Ringer. These Boots Are Made For Walkin, Nancy Sinatra. All Out of Love, Air Supply. All By Myself, Eric Carmen.

Song Of The Day

Broken Strings by James Morrison featuring Nelly Furtado


the lyrics explain my life right now.

Believe me when I say that I got something for his punk ass.

I feel like Sheila and I resemble these two..

Except, Sheila never turned into a lesbian and shot someone's brother. And I didn't own a toy horse named Princess Sparkle nor did I save bunnies and name one Pancakes. I wish I did, though.

05/24/2010

Thoughts:

- I miss my grandparents.
- This weekends going to be great. Prom + my sister's coming to visit :)
- Birth-control pills were supposed to make m boobs bigger. God dammit, nothing works for me.
- Dear Kc, stop over-analyzing everything. The past is the past. I understand that you've been lied to about the same thing over and over again, but you're just digging yourself a hole that you will not be able to crawl out of. Whatever happens now, happens. Just breathe. Love, Brain.
- I want things with my boyfriend to go back to normal. This is haaarrddd.
- I bought this bathing suit from Pac Sun. It's pretty cute and I can't wait to swim in it.
- Forgive me, for I have sinned.
- I'm so homesick right now. After spending almost 2 years in Fremont, I learned that people in Canada are nicer, classier, less gangster, and white.
- My three day weekend was great, but i learned the lesson of not going to parties that are gonna have people you don't like there.
- I'M GRADUATING VERY SOON.
- I want to go on a date. Like, an adventurous all-day date that's NOT in Fremont
- I know my birthday is in three months, but all I'm asking for are two things: to go back to Canada and THE O.C Season DVDs
- I love music. FUCK! It's just too good.

Quote of the Day

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust noone but yourself, and sometimes... good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -Marilyn Monroe

**

Recounting pages in a book. That I'd torn out ashamed that one day you'd look.
Afraid that once you did you'd really know how it felt to be a sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you'd go.
I'm running around, around and it hurts.
Tempted to tape up the pages I'd ripped.
And although I recognize that we're attached at the lips that you're the one in charge and that the captain's gotta sink with the ship.

Research Of The Day

Want to grow a beard faster? Think about sex.

Facial hair is largely governed by production of testosterone, which is known to be secreted by the testicles in greater quantities during and in anticipation of intercourse. Scientists have also found that increased beard growth was associated with tension, mental fatigue, alcohol and increased shaving. On the other hand, it is apparently curtailed by heavy exercise and high temperatures.



I knew there was a correlation ;)

**

You should have a guy that makes you happy, not upset.
Don't ever think that's too much to ask for.

I deleted this one toooooo

Try your very best to find all of the pictures asked for. Use Facebook or the pictures stored on your computer. If you can't find one, that's okay. But leave all questions in the survey for others to find.

1. A picture of you in your room.



2. A picture of the real you.




HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

3. A picture of a former crush.



-__-

4. A picture of you very drunk.



I miss this.

5. A picture of you with a parent or two.

6. A picture of you on your birthday, or your favorite holiday.

I spy with my little eyes...CLEAVAGE

7. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.

8. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.

I always thought I looked good in that dress.

9. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.

nooottt my goofiest.

10. A picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive.

It worked! Right?

11. A picture of you and a team or club you were in.



GREEEASEE!

12. A picture of a night you regret


it WAS fun. buuut -____-

13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut.

new hairstyle count?

14. A picture of yourself that you hate.



i look like i'm dying

15. The most recent picture of you.

16. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

17. A picture you're tagged in on facebook that you aren't actually in.



18. A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.

19. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.

Don't have one.

20. A picture with your oldest friend.

21. A picture with your newest friend.



Not exactly the newest friend, but the one i care about most :)

22. A picture of you when you were anything but happy... even if you were smiling and did your best to hide it.



Homecoming? Nuff' saaaid.

23. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.



24. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.



25. A picture of you in a fashion "DON'T".

hahahahhahahahahaha

26. A picture of you taking a shot / chugging a beer / downing some sort of mixed drink.



Don't have one, but here's a result of me taking a shot :D

27. A picture of you with someone you love.

28. A picture of how you'd like the world to see you.



29. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend every day.



SING SING SING
30. A picture of a time when everything was changing.



I would do anything to go back to that summer.
Everything was so easy.

31. A picture that makes your heart hurt.

I'd rather not?

32. A picture that makes your heart smile

33. A picture of one of the best nights (or days) of your life


16th birthday. AHHH LEMME GO BACK LEMME GO BAAACCCKK :(