Nutshell

I enjoy new steeze, new shoes, new make-up, and nice nails. I do not enjoy complication and confessions, although they do add a bit of craved drama in my life. I miss my dog. I don't like sleeping alone. I like affection. I like how the ends of my hair are super fried, although I miss blonde hair. I like folding laundry. I wish people would tell me what I wanted to hear, but at the same time I like honesty. I wish my phone rang. I enjoy the comfort of talking to old friends who I've known for years and years who know the ins and outs of me. It feels like there isn't a lot to really look forward to now that school is coming up. I mean, I'm sure there are things that I could look forward to, but getting my hopes up for things does me no good. It seems that every time I get smacked down, it takes a bit less time to get up. But that scares me, because one day I'll just stop caring. I'm stuck in this indifferent, monotone-like mood. Oh wait, it's because I have a stiff neck. The only thing I'm severely looking forward to is seeing my best friend's pretty little face next week. I'd really just like to make a pot of tea and sit outside and sip as much caffeine as I can. Once September comes, I won't have time to think about any of this. It'll be an 'all or nothing' thing. Everything will be okay in the end, and if it's not okay, I guess it's not the end.






p.s. twinkle twinkle little staaarrrrrr. >=]