Isolation time.

I'm having an emotional breakdown. I'm exhausted, crying, and i'm unhappy with myself. I'm going to spend the next few days away from things that keep me connected to the world. So, goodbye internet, phone, aim, msn. Cell is off, signed out of aim/msn, aaand won't be signing on facebook or myspace or youtube. If you really wanna reach me, call my house phone (this is to you sheila. You're basically the only person i feel like talking to). I need time to myself to think about what the fuck i want and how i really feel about certain people and things around me. I don't know what's important anymore because of what's been going on and the crazy shit that people tell me about. I don't even know who the fuck i am anymore. It's like everything i've been doing, is for someone else, but me. I'm never fully happy because something or someone brings me down at the end of the day. I know that i'm a really sensitive person, but i dont think that's the problem. I'm just so frustrated with people. I'm not saying i'm perfect. I'm far from perfect. I'm saying that others need to open up their eyes and realize that they're not all that and to stop being so fucking ignorant of other's feelings. Grow the fuck up and realize how IMMATURE you actually are. Because in all honesty, i don't find half of the people i know mature. Sure, i can be a total annoying bitch who always wants to get their way, but when i feel that something is just totally uncalled for and wrong, then it probably is. shit, i'm going to sleep.


thanks.

p.s this rant was just so all over the place and half of it probably didn't make sense, but it makes sense to me. Also, this isn't directed to just one person, it's directed to a few. I'm a bitch, i know.
p.p.s I hate friends who are assholes and once they realize they're assholes, they suck up to you. Stfu, bitch. Don't take me for granted.