Monday, July 20, 2009

**

"Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. How on earth can you explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That's relativity."— Albert Einstein

Saturday, July 18, 2009

I'm only cute at 4am.

I'm going to make a pointless blog, because I can. There are not enough dresses and shoes in my closet. My hair has grown very much in length since I last cut it in November, and I'm hoping it grows a lot more before the summer ends. I don't understand why pre-ripped jeans are more expensive than regular, non-ripped jeans. I need to get back in touch with my musical/opera side. I strongly feel that it's slowly being withdrawn from my life. I don't like when people are unnecessarily rude over the telephone. Wal-mart has some pretty kick ass tops for under 10 dollars. Fuck expensive clothes. Finally, I need a job.

Wishlist:

- A new pair of kicks.
- Dresses galore.
- A music audition of some sort.
- Employment.
- Longer hair.
- My parents' trust.
- My boyfriend to come back home.
- You, and only you for as long as I can have you.
- Sleep.





p.s I love you. :)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

**

Boy, you got me twisted
I must admit it, I just can't resist
I can't get you off my senses
You make me feel brand new
The things you do, oh, you know that I'm feeling for you.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Why can't i sleep?

This survey gets a little personal, can you handle it?
Bring ittttt!

Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Taken.

Do you get along with girls?
It depends on the female.

Do you think somebody loves you?
My friends and family love me.

Is it easy to make you cry?
For the most part, I'm a crybaby.

How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
It depends who that someone is. For the most part though, I love forehead kisses.

Do you find it hard to trust others?
Yes.

Do you like using big words?
I don't 'like' using them, but sometimes I have no choice. I gotta sound smart on those essays, yenno?

Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Too much/not at all/just enough.

Do you get jealous easily?
With good reason.

What about mad?
No.

What about upset?
With good reason.

How fast does your mood change?
It really depends on the situation.

How often do you cry?
Not too often usually. But once a month I have a good cry-session for no reason, just because.

Ever found out the person you care most about doesn't care about you?
Yes, I have. It's one of the worst feelings in the world, thank-you very much.

Has anyone new called you lately?
No.

Ever been told "its not you, it's me?
HAHAHAHAHA. Oh yes.

How does it feel to be heartbroken?
It feels pretty horrible. (Understatement)

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
It depends on the situation. I'm usually very honest and blunt but there are times when i'm super shy.

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I can honestly say i'm more than okay.

Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
I do.

Why do you think so many people cheat on their boyfriend/girlfriends?
They're not truly happy and are looking for an escape without having to deal with the real issues while creating more.

Why do you think so many people lie to their boyfriend/girlfriend?
I don't exactly know. Maybe the truth hurts sometimes.

Have you ever felt worthless?
For sure.

Tell me what's on your mind?
Sleep.

Do you take compliments well?
Sometimes.

What was the last thing you cried about?
Father issues.

What's the last picture you received on your cell phone?
Don't remember.

When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
Yesterday. :)

Are you good at persuading?
For the most part.

Do you know anyone that drinks?
The question should be, "Do you know anyone who doesn't drink?"

You’re thinking about someone, aren’t you?
Yes.

Last awkward moment?
I don't remember.

What does your hair look like?
It looks gross right now. It's just tied up in a high ponytail.

Are you happy with your life?
For the most part.

If you could go back in time, would you?
Never.

Last thing you did before bed last night?
Saying goodnight to Jesselin.

Anything bothering you?
Nope.

If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
It would be my boyfriend.

What’s your favorite place you’ve been to?
Besides my bed, i don't know. I'm just really sleepy i can't function too well right now.

Is green your favorite color?
It's one of my favourites.

Do you text or call more?
Text.

Do you have a friend that you’ve known since you were little?
Thomas Ungerer. I think he's mad at me right now. :(

Plans for tomorrow?
Go with my papa to pick my mama up and then probably see Dom dom!

Favorite thing to shop for?
Shoes, sweaters, purses.

Is being single fun?
It can be, but I personally prefer being in a relationship, to be honest.

What color are your eyes?
Brown.

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
Nope.

Was today a good day?
Well, it's 1:28 AM. My day today hasn't started yet. Let me sleep first.

Ever liked someone older than you?
Yes, i have. I still do.

If your last ex said they hate you, you say?
..WHY?!

How did your day go yesterday?
Super fun.

Who was the last person you saw that wasn’t family?
My neighbor.

Anything you want to tell someone?
Nope.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
Webcamming with Jesselin. I miss you, boo boo.

How many letters are in your last name?
8.

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
Yes, but i would go crazy.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Oui.

Who do you tell almost everything to?
Shee lah wee suh.

Do you think you’ve made a difference in anyone’s life?
For sure.

There’s a burgler behind you, what would you grab to hit them with?
A pillow..

What item that needs batteries is nearest to you?
Camera.

Cream Soda/Root Beer:
Oh baby, they both sound delicious right now.

Your phone rings…What’s your first thought?
"It's Jesselin!"

What did you have for breakfast today?
Nothing yet.

Did you do anything crazy today?
Not yet.

How did your first crush turn out?
He's my best friend now. We laugh at the fact that we had crushes on each other in kindergarten. But as i said before, he's probably super pissed at me right now. :( Bad friend, kc. Bad friend.

Your first plane ride was to where?
Seattle.

Just in case you're wondering.

Thoughts:

- It's been way too long since I've been this happy. I'm praying that this feeling doesn't go away anytime soon and that life just keeps on getting better and better.
- My momma is coming to visit tomorrow. Super excited for that :)
- Gonna say it again, my boyfriend is the shit.
- I wish my hair would grow faster, so it would be super long and pretty.
- It's been two months. Talk about being irregular. =/
- I complain way too much. I just need to shut up sometimes.
- I also apologize too much. Sorry.
- Pet names are my favourite.
- Not once did my dad call me today when I was out with Bryana. If it was anyone else, he would call every hour or so.
- I love Bryana.
- I have this strong urge to make a little fort with someone and live inside it for a day with nothing but body heat and good conversation to keep us busy.
- Gosh, way to sound like a little dork with that one.
- Having lack of sleep is extremely unhealthy.
- I'm really hoping you call or text me in the morning. That always wakes me up with a smile on my face.
- Goodnight :)



Monday, July 6, 2009

**


But we keep this thing alive.

The past few days back in Cali have been pretty good. I've missed all of my friends so fucking much and I finally got to see some of them. They're still the usual goof balls that make me laugh at whatever they do. It was also very nice to see Dominic. He's fucking cute and I always feel so safe when i'm with him. It was nice to have him hold and kiss me again. He treats me right and makes me happy. I would do anything for him just so I could be a better girlfriend. Jesselin's not home yet, but i wish for her to be home soon. I don't talk a lot when i'm alone with the boys. I just listen to their conversations and smile. I need her in my presence to be talkative. I miss her so much. My dad's been on my ass about certain stuff and I really just wanna call my mother and vent to her. She's a lot more open minded and chill so she would understand everything that's going on in my mind. I just hate the fact that my dad has to bitch about how I'm living my summer. I'm just having more fun because I have more time. I'm not putting my singing or anything else on hold if that's what you're thinking, but what more can I do when i've just come back only two days ago? I'm working on it at my own pace. I'm happy with where I'm at, so why bring me down? Gah, new topic. I have this strong urge to get pretty, but I'm lazy and I have nobody here to get pretty for. I'm probably just going to read Breaking Dawn until I get sleepy. I need less down time. I need a job.


p.s I could go anywhere with you and I'd probably be happy.
p.p.s Shit, I gotta go to school and get a textbook >=[ FUCK MATH.

UPDATE: I just finished curling my hair and it's quite cute . It's different looking. :) Good job, kc.

Are you ready for me?

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
On occasion.

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
No, ew.

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
I'd rather sleep with someone else. It makes me feel safe.

4. Do you enjoy drama?
Not particularly.

5. Are you a girly girl?
When it comes to some things.

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Dominic!

7. Small or large purses?
On the larger side.

8. Are you short?
I'm pretty fuckin short.

9. Do you like somebody?
I like them a lot.

10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Nope.

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Yes.

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
In all honesty, sometimes yeah :)

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Yes.

14. Are you double jointed?
Pinky.

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
I don't even know.

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
hahahahah, yes.

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
I have no idea.

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yupp.

19. How many guys will read this just because it says- Girl Confessions?
N/A.

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1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
Black

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark.

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Nope.

4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
Give me butterflies in my tummy and tingles down my spine.

5. Do you have a best friend?
I do.

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeaaah. It's whatever.

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
No.

8. Do you like your life?
Yes.

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Actually, yes.

11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No thanks.

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Boys.

13. How long have you had a facebook?
A year or two, I don't even know.

14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yeah.

15. What are your biggest fears?
Balloons, rejection.

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah.

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
hahahhaah ,yes.

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
Yeah, probably. But i always like to give out second chances.

19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
.... Are you new?

20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Not gonna lie, all the time. It's gonna happen one day.

21. Are you currently missing someone?
Yes.
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THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE!

Cowboy or Gangster?
A G on a horse?

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
fuck these questions.

Face or Body?
I don't care.

Good cook or take you out a lot?
I don't care.

Sweet or Sexy?
Well both of them already apply to my boyfriend.

Armani or Abercrombie?
Neither. I guess leaning more towards abercrombie though.

Contacts or Glasses?
I don't care.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Rei's Jungle Bed.

Rei

i want you to experience

the comfiness

of my jungle bed

3:08amKatherine

seriously

okay

when you say jungle bed

i think of you

in a bed

with like palm trees all around it

and its humid

3:09amRei

well

well

3:09amKatherine

and some black guy is beside you

3:09amRei

HAHAHAHAHA

WTF

3:09amKatherine

and you guys are making love

3:09amRei

WHY

....

ok

too far

>:[

3:09amKatherine

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAH

3:09amRei

grrr

jungle man angry

wtf though

black

come on

3:10amKatherine

im blogging that shit dude

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Secret #14

I can't eat apples but i can drink apple juice.
One bite of an apple and my face swells and my tongue gets itchy.