Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Fragile Heart
When it comes to love
I know that pain
Comes with a territory
I been here before
Can't take one more
To end like a sad love story
Now that you're here I'm hesitating
Just need a little understanding
Baby I don't wanna wonder
How you got close to my heart
Say you'll never leave me lonely
Say that I'm your one and only
Tell me baby if I let you hold me
That I'll be safe in your arms
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
It seems that we
Were meant to be
In love this way forever
Give me what I need
Now baby I see
That you are a treasure
Gotta know you're dedicated
To see it through you gotta be patient
Baby I'm so glad I waited
For you to come along
Say you'll never leave me lonely
Say that I'm your one and only
Tell me baby if I let you hold me
That I'll be safe in your arms
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
After all that's said and done
After all the rain is gone
It feels so good to know
You're the sun to help me grow
After all the stars have fallen
You'll be there to hear my calling
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
I know that pain
Comes with a territory
I been here before
Can't take one more
To end like a sad love story
Now that you're here I'm hesitating
Just need a little understanding
Baby I don't wanna wonder
How you got close to my heart
Say you'll never leave me lonely
Say that I'm your one and only
Tell me baby if I let you hold me
That I'll be safe in your arms
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
It seems that we
Were meant to be
In love this way forever
Give me what I need
Now baby I see
That you are a treasure
Gotta know you're dedicated
To see it through you gotta be patient
Baby I'm so glad I waited
For you to come along
Say you'll never leave me lonely
Say that I'm your one and only
Tell me baby if I let you hold me
That I'll be safe in your arms
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
After all that's said and done
After all the rain is gone
It feels so good to know
You're the sun to help me grow
After all the stars have fallen
You'll be there to hear my calling
So baby be gentle
Hold on don't let go
If we fall apart
You'll break my fragile heart
Promise you'll always be there
To handle it with care
Love me from the start
Don't break my fragile heart
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
Don't break my fragile heart [x3]
(Don't break my heart)
Monday, October 26, 2009
Golden Train
I'm sick. It could be the early symptoms of swine flu or just a regular cold. Either way, I don't plan on going to school until 3rd period tomorrow. RFI Questions are pretty much kicking my ass right now. So much for being on top of things. I feel pretty gross. I want: sleep, cough drops, emergen-c. My weekend sucked. It was filled with fighting, crying, more crying, and losing my voice. I'm getting along with people a lot better lately, I'm really trying to change things that I don't like about myself. It seems to be working progressively so far. School's boring, I haven't really started my English project nor have I read my ORB, shiaat. I think the only good part of the day was spending time with Dominic. I have a super awesome boyfriend who puts up with a lot of my shit so I should probably give him credit more often because he's amazing. Just saw a video of my nephew playing with his papa. Cutest thing ever. I just really wish I could go back home to see my nephew and niece grow up. Damn, I just really wish I could stay in Canada for a few weeks. I wanna go to Fright Night at the PNE just like I used to. I wanna go to thrift stores with Sheila and look for dumbass halloween costumes and wear them with pride. I wanna be able to give Rei his hat in person instead of sending it to him. Btw, Happy early birthday Rei. We've both been really busy and we haven't had a real conversation in a while, but I still count on you to be my big brother and kick anyones ass if needed. Anyways, I'm done with my pointless blog. Bye.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Anything related to The Lion King is the shit.
Today, my parents got a new yellow lab puppy. The first thing my 23 year old brother did when he saw her was to lift her up and sing the Circle of Life song from The Lion King. My parents thought he was weird. I was just pissed he thought of it first. MLIA
p.s Sheila, this one was for you.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
10/17/09
Thoughts.
- I think this was the kind of situation I needed for me to fall out of this obsession of having you as a friend.
- Hand-washing bras are tiring.
- My boyfriend cooked me dinner last night. My favourite, too! I am in looove.
- All I ever want to do with Dom dom is lie around and cuddle.I'm pretty sure he's super sick of it which makes me feel like a lame girlfriend.
- The book "Top tips for girls" = real life made easier.
- I complain sooo much! I'm annoying myself.
- I just sneezed. It felt amazing.
- I'm running super low on Farmville coins. It's depressing me. I can't imagine running low on real money once I grow older and have to live on my own.
- I need: a new bag, new shoes, new makeup, new clothes, a bag of pretzels.
- Is there something wrong with me if I can express my feelings easier through a blog? Or that I write better than I talk?
- I think this was the kind of situation I needed for me to fall out of this obsession of having you as a friend.
- Hand-washing bras are tiring.
- My boyfriend cooked me dinner last night. My favourite, too! I am in looove.
- All I ever want to do with Dom dom is lie around and cuddle.I'm pretty sure he's super sick of it which makes me feel like a lame girlfriend.
- The book "Top tips for girls" = real life made easier.
- I complain sooo much! I'm annoying myself.
- I just sneezed. It felt amazing.
- I'm running super low on Farmville coins. It's depressing me. I can't imagine running low on real money once I grow older and have to live on my own.
- I need: a new bag, new shoes, new makeup, new clothes, a bag of pretzels.
- Is there something wrong with me if I can express my feelings easier through a blog? Or that I write better than I talk?
Let it be
I'm not a fighter. I never was and I never will be. If being passive, forgiving and open-minded to my own mistakes enough to apologize and repent proves to be the biggest flaw in my personality, so be it. For the most part (besides a few tweaks that I still have to work on and a few mistakes that I've made in the last few months) I'm happy with the person that I am. Sure, I'm still analytical as fuck. Sure, I can be super indecisive, a bit conceited, egotistical and proud when I want to be. But I'm also passionate, determined, honest and loving. Sure, maybe my teeth are too big for my face, or my legs aren't perfect, and maybe my boobs could have grown a bit more. But overall, I've become a person that I like: mentally, physically and emotionally. Sure, I still go on long rants sometimes when life gets boring, I blog too much, I'm too open. I am a lot of things and I do a lot of things. However, none of these things include being a fighter or starting a pointless war. I fight for what I believe in at my own cost, but not at anyone else's. So, from now on I'm definitely going to try harder to be the person that I pride myself on being. I don't want to drop names, start drama, talk shit, or lie. So, in the general point of things; "koodos" to those who win their insignificant battles, I'm happy for you, great. But next time you want to add a new battle to this never ending war, don't bring me into it, I do not give a fuck anymore. New mindset, new insight. Hey, everything's a learning experience, right? Peace and love, as cliche and lame as it sounds.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
1,2,3! I don't need you and me!
Let's start off with something different, if you found a baby turtle on the side of the road would you pick it up and keep it?
uhh, YEAHH!
Did you and your mom ever have a big fight that caused you to move out?
No. Caused me to get kicked out though
Have you had a good day today or was yesterday better?
Yesterday and today sucked.
The upcoming weekend, have you got plans?
Yes :)
What would you do if Jesse McCartney rang you up and asked you on a date?
I'd say yes, but i can't. Sooorryy!
Let's say your best friend or closest friend kissed the last person you kissed, what would you do? That's okay. I probably made her do it as a dare or something.
Have you ever thought about a teacher naked?
are you retarded? hell no.
When and why did you last say, apples?
I havent said apple in a while. I don't remember.
What are you listening to right now?
Make love - Keri Hilson
Who did you see last shirtless?
Probably Dominic...
How would you feel if you got the person you like?
I do have him.
Do you like to make the first move?
No, ahahahah.
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Cantaloupe Juice. AHHHH! >=]
What were you doing at 11 last night?
Talking to my baby.
Where were you the last time you cried really hard?
By my desk on the phone.
What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?
Fruit, chicken, noodles, steak. any one of them.
Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
Yes.
Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say?
WHAT THE FUCK. I'M SLEEPING.
Do you have any plans for this weekend?
Yes, i do.
How many people have you had STRONG feelings for in the year of 2009?
One.
Would you change yourself for the person you love?
If it's for the better.
Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
It was.
Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
Yeah.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Cleaning my room.
Do you find smoking unattractive?
Cigarettes are gross.
When was the last time something bothered you?
Likeee, last weekend.
When is the last time you attended a church service?
Last sunday. That's what's upppp
Do you know how to work a computer well?
Yeah.
Would you have sex with the 5th person on your contacts?
No.
To who did you last give the finger to?
I don't remember.
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah, hahaha.
Do you think you've ever been in love?
I know for a fact that i am right now.
Are you happier now than you were three months ago?
UHmm, yupp.
Think back to April, who did you like?
sda;fdgjkhs/lkfj
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yes.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes -_____-
Things you envy from the opposite sex.
They don't get blood pouring out of their privates and they can stand when they pee.
Have you ever had a drug problem?
No.
When was the last time you did cocaine?
Never.
Do you think girls deserve more respect just cause they are girls?
No.
Are you angry with someone right now?
No.
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
hell yeah.
Ever been involved with the police?
Yes.
Do you talk in your sleep?
No.
Ever been given a ring?
No.
Can you cook?
A little hahaha
Most hated food:
That filipino pig blood thing. and that egg thingy they eat.
Favorite Nonalcoholic drink:
Water.
How many kids do you want to have?
eight.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Sometimes :)
What time did you wake up today?
7 am
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Falling asleep with Dom over the phone.
Last person to make you sad?
It's paaassed
Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
A lot happier.
Have you ever done your makeup in class?
Yes.
Is there anything currently hurting on your body?
No.
Did you get to see your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush yesterday?
Yes :)
Ever kissed someone with blue eyes?
hmm. No, i haven't
Who was the last person you hugged?
Dominic.
If you were in the hospital, would your number one come see you?
This isn't myspace.
Will you be in bed within the next 20 minutes?
No.
Is your hair wavy or straight?
Straight.
Do you listen to music everyday?
Yes.
Are you a jealous person?
hahahaha , yes. It' bad.
Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
Hell yeah.
When you are home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
Yes.
List three things that make you the most happy in life?
Music, sleep, dominic.
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Put that shit hellla loud.
Can you watch scary movies?
I looove scary movies.
Kissed someone under a mistletoe?
Nope.
Are you a loud person?
hahahaha, yes.
Is there anyone you need right now?
I waaaaaaant it.
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out your life?
Yeah.
Who on your top friends list do you know in real life?
All of them.
Last thing someone bought you?
Pizza.
Last person that sent you a text message?
Guy.
What are you excited for?
The weeeekend.
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 72 hours?
Yes :)
Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Oh yes.
Do you think age matters in relationships?
Maturity matters.
Who did you last cry in front of?
Maria.
When's the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
Today.
Are you happy?
Yeah.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yeah.
Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
There are peopleeee.
Wearing any bracelets?
No.
Are any of your friends taller than you?
All of them -_______-
How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
a lot.
Did you copy and paste this survey?
No, i typed out every individual fucking question. -_________-
Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
There will always be something pink within 10 feet of me.
Where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere close by Dom
How late did you stay up last night and why?
like 1130ish
Are you planning on having a kid?
That's the plan.
Do you consider yourself a study freak?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, no.
If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
oh my god.
Are you LEGALLY able to drive?
Nope.
Next time you'll see your closest friend?
Tomorrow.
Who is your favorite person to have long conversations with?
I don't have a favorite.
Will you be in a relationship next month?
That's the plan.
Do you trust all of your friends?
No.
Are you any good at math?
HAHHHAHA.
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
No, but i'm still pretty chill haha.
Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
Uhmm, Maria.
Last picture comment was from?
Megan.
Ever sleep on a couch with the opposite sex?
Not on a couch.
Does sex mean love?
Not always, but in my case.. ;) <3>
Yes.
Would you kill someone if you knew there would be NO repercussions to it?
I would like to, but i'd feel super guilty after.
How dependable of a friend are you?
Pretty dependable.
Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
Yeah.
Are you a stressed out person?
Yes.
Are your parents over the age of 40?
Yes.
What is your favorite thing to shop for?
Clothes, bags, shoes!
Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
Yeah.
Are you ready to get out of this town?
Weeelll, i've only lived here for a year and a few months. I don't mind staying here a bit longer.
How important is trust?
Extremely important.
Are you the youngest of your siblings?
Yes.
The best feature about the opposite sex?
Cute smile, his hair, and his butt ;) mmm
What are you listening to right now?
The Call by Regina Spektor.
Where do you think your number one is right now?
Not close by :(
I bet someone's on your mind right now?
Yes.
Whats more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know it's coming?
Out of nowhere. It's quite sexy.
Are girls confusing?
Yeah, but so are guys!
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes, i honestly can.
Have you ever slapped someone?
hahahaha, yes.
Will tomorrow be better than today?
hope so.
Are you a naturally happy person? Or is the happiness forced?
I never force it. You'll know when i'm not happy >=]
Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
hahahahaha, yes
When's the last time you deliberately skipped a class?
Junior year.
What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
I call him my brother.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yes. It definitely helped me.
Are you happy with the choices you've made?
Yes.
Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
hahaha, yes. But i look bad in aalll of them.
Are you someone who's an asshole because you're so honest?
HAHAHAHA, yes.
At your best friend's house, do you know where they keep their cups?
In one of the cupboards.
What would you do if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
fuck, that's all bad. I don't know.
Bests
1. male friend: my niggas, rei, thomas, and eric!
2. female friend: Sheilaa,jess,mariaaa.
3. Vacation: Flloooridaaa & Cruise.
4. age: I haven't had my best yet. I'd have to say 17 for now.
5. memory: All my past summers.
Worst
1. Time of day: Morning.
2. Day of the week: Thursdays and Sundays.
3. Food: Filipino pig blood.
4. Memory: Last year beginnig of school.
5. Boyfriend or girlfriend: hahahah, Alex.
Lasts
1. Person you saw: Mom.
2. Talk on the phone with: Dom.
3. Hugged: Papa.
4. IM: Maria.
Firsts
1. Kiss: Thomas Ungerer.
2. Serious bf or gf: 8th grade.
3. Car: Pass.
4. First school: Saint Miiiiichael's
5. Job: Children's choir assistant director. yeeeeeeh.
Today
1. What are you doing now: this thing.
2. Tonight: Glee.
3. Wearing: Shirt, sweats.
4. What did you eat for lunch: Sammich.
5: Better than yesterday: Yes.
Tomorrow
1. Is: Thursday -_________-
2. Got any plans: School, hang out with the boyfriend.
3. Goal: Get through the the school day.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Worst classes.
5. Do you have work: Nope.
Fav's
1. Number: 3 and 9
2: Song: Too many.
3. Color: Pink.
4. Season: Summer.
5. State: californiaaa
Currently
1. Are you in love?: You bet your ass i am.
2. Dating someone: Oui.
4. Mood: Lazy.
5. Wanting: Dominic.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Fuck yes.
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah, shit happens.
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yeah, hahahaha.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Yeah.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah.
Talk to any of your exes?
Yeah.
Think any of your exes feel the same?
No.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I try.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.
Do you want to get married?
Yes.
Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
hahahahaha, yes.
How many times have you really truly been in love?
I feel like i'm lying when i say two. I think the first time i wasn't in love with him, but i was in love with the idea of having a serious boyfriend. Did that make any sense? hahaha.
Do you think you'll wind up with the person your dating now?
Wait, what?
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Kinda.
Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner?
I don't knoww. I would like to. We'll see.
uhh, YEAHH!
Did you and your mom ever have a big fight that caused you to move out?
No. Caused me to get kicked out though
Have you had a good day today or was yesterday better?
Yesterday and today sucked.
The upcoming weekend, have you got plans?
Yes :)
What would you do if Jesse McCartney rang you up and asked you on a date?
I'd say yes, but i can't. Sooorryy!
Let's say your best friend or closest friend kissed the last person you kissed, what would you do? That's okay. I probably made her do it as a dare or something.
Have you ever thought about a teacher naked?
are you retarded? hell no.
When and why did you last say, apples?
I havent said apple in a while. I don't remember.
What are you listening to right now?
Make love - Keri Hilson
Who did you see last shirtless?
Probably Dominic...
How would you feel if you got the person you like?
I do have him.
Do you like to make the first move?
No, ahahahah.
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Cantaloupe Juice. AHHHH! >=]
What were you doing at 11 last night?
Talking to my baby.
Where were you the last time you cried really hard?
By my desk on the phone.
What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?
Fruit, chicken, noodles, steak. any one of them.
Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?
Yes.
Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say?
WHAT THE FUCK. I'M SLEEPING.
Do you have any plans for this weekend?
Yes, i do.
How many people have you had STRONG feelings for in the year of 2009?
One.
Would you change yourself for the person you love?
If it's for the better.
Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
It was.
Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?
Yeah.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Cleaning my room.
Do you find smoking unattractive?
Cigarettes are gross.
When was the last time something bothered you?
Likeee, last weekend.
When is the last time you attended a church service?
Last sunday. That's what's upppp
Do you know how to work a computer well?
Yeah.
Would you have sex with the 5th person on your contacts?
No.
To who did you last give the finger to?
I don't remember.
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah, hahaha.
Do you think you've ever been in love?
I know for a fact that i am right now.
Are you happier now than you were three months ago?
UHmm, yupp.
Think back to April, who did you like?
sda;fdgjkhs/lkfj
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yes.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yes -_____-
Things you envy from the opposite sex.
They don't get blood pouring out of their privates and they can stand when they pee.
Have you ever had a drug problem?
No.
When was the last time you did cocaine?
Never.
Do you think girls deserve more respect just cause they are girls?
No.
Are you angry with someone right now?
No.
Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
hell yeah.
Ever been involved with the police?
Yes.
Do you talk in your sleep?
No.
Ever been given a ring?
No.
Can you cook?
A little hahaha
Most hated food:
That filipino pig blood thing. and that egg thingy they eat.
Favorite Nonalcoholic drink:
Water.
How many kids do you want to have?
eight.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Sometimes :)
What time did you wake up today?
7 am
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Falling asleep with Dom over the phone.
Last person to make you sad?
It's paaassed
Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
A lot happier.
Have you ever done your makeup in class?
Yes.
Is there anything currently hurting on your body?
No.
Did you get to see your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush yesterday?
Yes :)
Ever kissed someone with blue eyes?
hmm. No, i haven't
Who was the last person you hugged?
Dominic.
If you were in the hospital, would your number one come see you?
This isn't myspace.
Will you be in bed within the next 20 minutes?
No.
Is your hair wavy or straight?
Straight.
Do you listen to music everyday?
Yes.
Are you a jealous person?
hahahaha , yes. It' bad.
Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
Hell yeah.
When you are home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
Yes.
List three things that make you the most happy in life?
Music, sleep, dominic.
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Put that shit hellla loud.
Can you watch scary movies?
I looove scary movies.
Kissed someone under a mistletoe?
Nope.
Are you a loud person?
hahahaha, yes.
Is there anyone you need right now?
I waaaaaaant it.
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out your life?
Yeah.
Who on your top friends list do you know in real life?
All of them.
Last thing someone bought you?
Pizza.
Last person that sent you a text message?
Guy.
What are you excited for?
The weeeekend.
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 72 hours?
Yes :)
Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Oh yes.
Do you think age matters in relationships?
Maturity matters.
Who did you last cry in front of?
Maria.
When's the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
Today.
Are you happy?
Yeah.
Did you sleep alone last night?
Yeah.
Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
There are peopleeee.
Wearing any bracelets?
No.
Are any of your friends taller than you?
All of them -_______-
How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
a lot.
Did you copy and paste this survey?
No, i typed out every individual fucking question. -_________-
Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
There will always be something pink within 10 feet of me.
Where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere close by Dom
How late did you stay up last night and why?
like 1130ish
Are you planning on having a kid?
That's the plan.
Do you consider yourself a study freak?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, no.
If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
oh my god.
Are you LEGALLY able to drive?
Nope.
Next time you'll see your closest friend?
Tomorrow.
Who is your favorite person to have long conversations with?
I don't have a favorite.
Will you be in a relationship next month?
That's the plan.
Do you trust all of your friends?
No.
Are you any good at math?
HAHHHAHA.
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
No, but i'm still pretty chill haha.
Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
Uhmm, Maria.
Last picture comment was from?
Megan.
Ever sleep on a couch with the opposite sex?
Not on a couch.
Does sex mean love?
Not always, but in my case.. ;) <3>
Yes.
Would you kill someone if you knew there would be NO repercussions to it?
I would like to, but i'd feel super guilty after.
How dependable of a friend are you?
Pretty dependable.
Do you have both a loud side and a quiet side?
Yeah.
Are you a stressed out person?
Yes.
Are your parents over the age of 40?
Yes.
What is your favorite thing to shop for?
Clothes, bags, shoes!
Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
Yeah.
Are you ready to get out of this town?
Weeelll, i've only lived here for a year and a few months. I don't mind staying here a bit longer.
How important is trust?
Extremely important.
Are you the youngest of your siblings?
Yes.
The best feature about the opposite sex?
Cute smile, his hair, and his butt ;) mmm
What are you listening to right now?
The Call by Regina Spektor.
Where do you think your number one is right now?
Not close by :(
I bet someone's on your mind right now?
Yes.
Whats more attractive: when someone kisses you out of nowhere, or when you know it's coming?
Out of nowhere. It's quite sexy.
Are girls confusing?
Yeah, but so are guys!
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Yes, i honestly can.
Have you ever slapped someone?
hahahaha, yes.
Will tomorrow be better than today?
hope so.
Are you a naturally happy person? Or is the happiness forced?
I never force it. You'll know when i'm not happy >=]
Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
hahahahaha, yes
When's the last time you deliberately skipped a class?
Junior year.
What's your relationship with the last person you texted?
I call him my brother.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yes. It definitely helped me.
Are you happy with the choices you've made?
Yes.
Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
hahaha, yes. But i look bad in aalll of them.
Are you someone who's an asshole because you're so honest?
HAHAHAHA, yes.
At your best friend's house, do you know where they keep their cups?
In one of the cupboards.
What would you do if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
fuck, that's all bad. I don't know.
Bests
1. male friend: my niggas, rei, thomas, and eric!
2. female friend: Sheilaa,jess,mariaaa.
3. Vacation: Flloooridaaa & Cruise.
4. age: I haven't had my best yet. I'd have to say 17 for now.
5. memory: All my past summers.
Worst
1. Time of day: Morning.
2. Day of the week: Thursdays and Sundays.
3. Food: Filipino pig blood.
4. Memory: Last year beginnig of school.
5. Boyfriend or girlfriend: hahahah, Alex.
Lasts
1. Person you saw: Mom.
2. Talk on the phone with: Dom.
3. Hugged: Papa.
4. IM: Maria.
Firsts
1. Kiss: Thomas Ungerer.
2. Serious bf or gf: 8th grade.
3. Car: Pass.
4. First school: Saint Miiiiichael's
5. Job: Children's choir assistant director. yeeeeeeh.
Today
1. What are you doing now: this thing.
2. Tonight: Glee.
3. Wearing: Shirt, sweats.
4. What did you eat for lunch: Sammich.
5: Better than yesterday: Yes.
Tomorrow
1. Is: Thursday -_________-
2. Got any plans: School, hang out with the boyfriend.
3. Goal: Get through the the school day.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Worst classes.
5. Do you have work: Nope.
Fav's
1. Number: 3 and 9
2: Song: Too many.
3. Color: Pink.
4. Season: Summer.
5. State: californiaaa
Currently
1. Are you in love?: You bet your ass i am.
2. Dating someone: Oui.
4. Mood: Lazy.
5. Wanting: Dominic.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Fuck yes.
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah, shit happens.
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yeah, hahahaha.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Yeah.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah.
Talk to any of your exes?
Yeah.
Think any of your exes feel the same?
No.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I try.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No.
Do you want to get married?
Yes.
Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
hahahahaha, yes.
How many times have you really truly been in love?
I feel like i'm lying when i say two. I think the first time i wasn't in love with him, but i was in love with the idea of having a serious boyfriend. Did that make any sense? hahaha.
Do you think you'll wind up with the person your dating now?
Wait, what?
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Kinda.
Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner?
I don't knoww. I would like to. We'll see.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
10/13/09
Thoughts:
- I'm really glad I have someone like you to show me what love is. yenno?
- I know it's really cold right now, but this popsicle is fucking delicious.
- Things are turning up for me this week. Looove itt.
- It made me really happy that you called me last night and made the effort to talk to me like a friend instead of someone who liked me more than that. Thank you :)
- Tomorrow's already Wednesday? fuck yes.
- I'm super excited to hang out with you on Saturday night....sober =p Hopefully it'll go as well as we planned, hahaha.
- I love brushing my teeth.
- It is definitely time to clean my room. It's so dirty that I can't even sleep in there.
- Period is one of the most annoying things a girl has to experience.
- I love the rain.
- Time for me to buy some warmer clooothess :)
- I'm really glad I have someone like you to show me what love is. yenno?
- I know it's really cold right now, but this popsicle is fucking delicious.
- Things are turning up for me this week. Looove itt.
- It made me really happy that you called me last night and made the effort to talk to me like a friend instead of someone who liked me more than that. Thank you :)
- Tomorrow's already Wednesday? fuck yes.
- I'm super excited to hang out with you on Saturday night....sober =p Hopefully it'll go as well as we planned, hahaha.
- I love brushing my teeth.
- It is definitely time to clean my room. It's so dirty that I can't even sleep in there.
- Period is one of the most annoying things a girl has to experience.
- I love the rain.
- Time for me to buy some warmer clooothess :)
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Finally
Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth
I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
And on another phase
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made
Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally
Finally, Finally
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth
I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
And on another phase
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I have made
Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul
[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally
Finally, Finally
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally
Sunday, October 4, 2009
It's Already Sunday
But I'm going to pretend it's still Saturday while writing this blog. Boredom is lame. I had a pretty solid day today. Woke up and made myself some breakfast. I went to bench building with Juan, Shannon, and Sandy. We painted and made tie dye shirts. Mine looks like shit. Then my parents and I went to my cousin's 7th birthday. Food was delicious. I went crazy screaming at the tv while playing a variety of video games. God, i truly love family events. After such a busy day, I saw my wonderful boyfriend and we watched Haunting in Connecticut. I love my boyfriend. I kicked his ass in our on going thumb war battle. It's because I practice. Church in about 7 hours and I'm not asleep yet. Shopping with Maria for a cheap homecoming dress later in the day. Excited? Fuck yes. Hopefully, I get to see my boyfriend again tomorrow. I'll leave my shit load of homework and piano practicing for the end of the day. Cool beans. Goodnight.
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