Except, Sheila never turned into a lesbian and shot someone's brother. And I didn't own a toy horse named Princess Sparkle nor did I save bunnies and name one Pancakes. I wish I did, though.
Monday, May 24, 2010
I feel like Sheila and I resemble these two..
Except, Sheila never turned into a lesbian and shot someone's brother. And I didn't own a toy horse named Princess Sparkle nor did I save bunnies and name one Pancakes. I wish I did, though.
05/24/2010
Thoughts:
- I miss my grandparents.
- This weekends going to be great. Prom + my sister's coming to visit :)
- Birth-control pills were supposed to make m boobs bigger. God dammit, nothing works for me.
- Dear Kc, stop over-analyzing everything. The past is the past. I understand that you've been lied to about the same thing over and over again, but you're just digging yourself a hole that you will not be able to crawl out of. Whatever happens now, happens. Just breathe. Love, Brain.
- I want things with my boyfriend to go back to normal. This is haaarrddd.
- I bought this bathing suit from Pac Sun. It's pretty cute and I can't wait to swim in it.
- Forgive me, for I have sinned.
- I'm so homesick right now. After spending almost 2 years in Fremont, I learned that people in Canada are nicer, classier, less gangster, and white.
- My three day weekend was great, but i learned the lesson of not going to parties that are gonna have people you don't like there.
- I'M GRADUATING VERY SOON.
- I want to go on a date. Like, an adventurous all-day date that's NOT in Fremont
- I know my birthday is in three months, but all I'm asking for are two things: to go back to Canada and THE O.C Season DVDs
- I love music. FUCK! It's just too good.
- I miss my grandparents.
- This weekends going to be great. Prom + my sister's coming to visit :)
- Birth-control pills were supposed to make m boobs bigger. God dammit, nothing works for me.
- Dear Kc, stop over-analyzing everything. The past is the past. I understand that you've been lied to about the same thing over and over again, but you're just digging yourself a hole that you will not be able to crawl out of. Whatever happens now, happens. Just breathe. Love, Brain.
- I want things with my boyfriend to go back to normal. This is haaarrddd.
- I bought this bathing suit from Pac Sun. It's pretty cute and I can't wait to swim in it.
- Forgive me, for I have sinned.
- I'm so homesick right now. After spending almost 2 years in Fremont, I learned that people in Canada are nicer, classier, less gangster, and white.
- My three day weekend was great, but i learned the lesson of not going to parties that are gonna have people you don't like there.
- I'M GRADUATING VERY SOON.
- I want to go on a date. Like, an adventurous all-day date that's NOT in Fremont
- I know my birthday is in three months, but all I'm asking for are two things: to go back to Canada and THE O.C Season DVDs
- I love music. FUCK! It's just too good.
Quote of the Day
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust noone but yourself, and sometimes... good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -Marilyn Monroe
**
Recounting pages in a book. That I'd torn out ashamed that one day you'd look.
Afraid that once you did you'd really know how it felt to be a sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you'd go.
I'm running around, around and it hurts.
Tempted to tape up the pages I'd ripped.
And although I recognize that we're attached at the lips that you're the one in charge and that the captain's gotta sink with the ship.
Afraid that once you did you'd really know how it felt to be a sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you'd go.
I'm running around, around and it hurts.
Tempted to tape up the pages I'd ripped.
And although I recognize that we're attached at the lips that you're the one in charge and that the captain's gotta sink with the ship.
Research Of The Day
Want to grow a beard faster? Think about sex.
Facial hair is largely governed by production of testosterone, which is known to be secreted by the testicles in greater quantities during and in anticipation of intercourse. Scientists have also found that increased beard growth was associated with tension, mental fatigue, alcohol and increased shaving. On the other hand, it is apparently curtailed by heavy exercise and high temperatures.
I knew there was a correlation ;)
Facial hair is largely governed by production of testosterone, which is known to be secreted by the testicles in greater quantities during and in anticipation of intercourse. Scientists have also found that increased beard growth was associated with tension, mental fatigue, alcohol and increased shaving. On the other hand, it is apparently curtailed by heavy exercise and high temperatures.
I knew there was a correlation ;)
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
**
You should have a guy that makes you happy, not upset.
Don't ever think that's too much to ask for.
Don't ever think that's too much to ask for.
Monday, May 17, 2010
I deleted this one toooooo
Try your very best to find all of the pictures asked for. Use Facebook or the pictures stored on your computer. If you can't find one, that's okay. But leave all questions in the survey for others to find.
1. A picture of you in your room.
2. A picture of the real you.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
3. A picture of a former crush.
-__-
4. A picture of you very drunk.
I miss this.
5. A picture of you with a parent or two.
6. A picture of you on your birthday, or your favorite holiday.
I spy with my little eyes...CLEAVAGE
7. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.
8. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.
nooottt my goofiest.
10. A picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive.
It worked! Right?
11. A picture of you and a team or club you were in.
GREEEASEE!
12. A picture of a night you regret
it WAS fun. buuut -____-
13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut.
new hairstyle count?
14. A picture of yourself that you hate.
i look like i'm dying
15. The most recent picture of you.
16. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
17. A picture you're tagged in on facebook that you aren't actually in.
18. A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.
19. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.
Don't have one.
20. A picture with your oldest friend.
21. A picture with your newest friend.
Not exactly the newest friend, but the one i care about most :)
22. A picture of you when you were anything but happy... even if you were smiling and did your best to hide it.
Homecoming? Nuff' saaaid.
23. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.
24. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.
25. A picture of you in a fashion "DON'T".
hahahahhahahahahaha
26. A picture of you taking a shot / chugging a beer / downing some sort of mixed drink.
Don't have one, but here's a result of me taking a shot :D
27. A picture of you with someone you love.
I'd rather not?
32. A picture that makes your heart smile
33. A picture of one of the best nights (or days) of your life
16th birthday. AHHH LEMME GO BACK LEMME GO BAAACCCKK :(
1. A picture of you in your room.
2. A picture of the real you.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
3. A picture of a former crush.
-__-
4. A picture of you very drunk.
I miss this.
5. A picture of you with a parent or two.
6. A picture of you on your birthday, or your favorite holiday.
I spy with my little eyes...CLEAVAGE
7. The youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form.
8. A picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.
I always thought I looked good in that dress.
9. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.
9. A picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.
nooottt my goofiest.
10. A picture you might have edited to make yourself more attractive.
It worked! Right?
11. A picture of you and a team or club you were in.
GREEEASEE!
12. A picture of a night you regret
it WAS fun. buuut -____-
13. A picture of you showing off a new haircut.
new hairstyle count?
14. A picture of yourself that you hate.
i look like i'm dying
15. The most recent picture of you.
16. A picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
18. A picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish it wasn't.
19. A picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.
Don't have one.
20. A picture with your oldest friend.
21. A picture with your newest friend.
Not exactly the newest friend, but the one i care about most :)
22. A picture of you when you were anything but happy... even if you were smiling and did your best to hide it.
Homecoming? Nuff' saaaid.
23. A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken.
24. A picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.
25. A picture of you in a fashion "DON'T".
hahahahhahahahahaha
26. A picture of you taking a shot / chugging a beer / downing some sort of mixed drink.
Don't have one, but here's a result of me taking a shot :D
27. A picture of you with someone you love.
28. A picture of how you'd like the world to see you.
29. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend every day.
SING SING SING
30. A picture of a time when everything was changing.
I would do anything to go back to that summer.
Everything was so easy.
31. A picture that makes your heart hurt.
29. A picture that describes how you'd like to spend every day.
SING SING SING
30. A picture of a time when everything was changing.
I would do anything to go back to that summer.
Everything was so easy.
I'd rather not?
32. A picture that makes your heart smile
33. A picture of one of the best nights (or days) of your life
16th birthday. AHHH LEMME GO BACK LEMME GO BAAACCCKK :(
Written on February 7, 2010. But I Accidentally Deleted It
I love myself a whole lot more when I'm boring. The fact that I can have a good time being a blogger, a tea-drinker, a movie-watcher and a non-party(er) on a Friday night without feeling bored is really encouraging.
As much as I love being under the influence, going crazy, and being social, I now enjoy being sober, serene, and independent a whole lot more. Things are different when times are different. But for now, in this stressful but boring stage of my life, I'm better off doing my own thing.
I don't like things that I know aren't worth while. I don't like being a drunk, crazy girl anymore. I don't like when people I know hook up with other people and believe they're the shit. And I also don't like drugs - being around it just makes me feel gross, even if I'm NOT the one participating in it.
I know I've been all about changes and turning over a new leaf and becoming a better person and blah blah blah, but it's true. I've let myself get like this and it's up to me to get myself back to normal. I mean, I'm content with some stuff, but really resentful at others. If I accentuate my good qualities and lessen my negative ones, I think I'd feel a whole lot better with myself. I know for a fact better things would come too.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
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