I hate liars. Once you lie to me you lose my trust. It doesn't matter what you say, what you do, how you put it. You still lied.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
01/24/10
Thoughts:
- I think I'm over the stomach flu.
- Sadly, I wish I weren't so i wouldn't have to go to school tomorrow.
- PINK DS PINK DS PINK DS. I love my Lucas.
- I wish I were smarter. But then again I wouldn't be KCCCC!
- I gotta stop being such a creep!
- I want my nails done and my eyebrows waxed.
- You need stop stop trying to make your life a soap opera. You gossip and lie more than I do and you're a boy.
- Time to study for finals!
- I need some cash. I need a job!
- UTIs are a pain in my vagina. I suggest you never ever get one.
- Following in Kim Kardashian's footsteps is great. I LOVE HER.
- I'm trying REALLY hard not to complain too much. I just miss being giddy and excited to wake up in the morning and all.
- I think I'm over the stomach flu.
- Sadly, I wish I weren't so i wouldn't have to go to school tomorrow.
- PINK DS PINK DS PINK DS. I love my Lucas.
- I wish I were smarter. But then again I wouldn't be KCCCC!
- I gotta stop being such a creep!
- I want my nails done and my eyebrows waxed.
- You need stop stop trying to make your life a soap opera. You gossip and lie more than I do and you're a boy.
- Time to study for finals!
- I need some cash. I need a job!
- UTIs are a pain in my vagina. I suggest you never ever get one.
- Following in Kim Kardashian's footsteps is great. I LOVE HER.
- I'm trying REALLY hard not to complain too much. I just miss being giddy and excited to wake up in the morning and all.
Are you kidding?!
Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
I'm still with him :)
Burger King or Wendy's?
BURGER KING. Wendy's makes me sick.
Where are you right now?
Mama and Papa's room.
Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
Ooooh, PARIS!
In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Hoodies.
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
No.
How long can you go without your mobile phone?
6 hours.
Do you have anything of your exes?
Yeah, they're alll mine now >=]
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
Naww.
Apple bottom jeans or Hollister gift card?
Hollister, please.
What is/was your school mascot?
I'm gonna go with my old school. STMC KNIGHTTSSS!
At what age do you want to be married?
No specific age. Just when I'm ready.
Where is your mom right now?
Beside me.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
WARM!
Have you been kissed by someone who's name starts with a L?
No...
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yeaaah.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a M?
Yeeeaah.
What are you doing this summer?
Don't know yet.
Have you ever felt replaced?
Mos def
What do you think of when you hear the word "meow"?
Kitty!
Are you a jealous person?
Hahaha, yeah
how often do you drink energy drinks?
Not that often.
Who's your last missed call from?
My asshole sister <3
Are you wearing a ring?
Naww.
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yeeah.
Did a boy or a girl text you last?
Yeah, BUT HE DIDN'T CALL.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
o____O Come to think of it, no.
Do you drink enough water?
No :(
Is it easy for you to accept loss?
No :(
How do you feel when someone kisses you on your forehead?
Safe
Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
No
Could you ever be friends with the person who hurt you most in life?
I've done that many times.
Have you held hands with somebody in the past week?
Yeeeeeeah.
Have you dated the person you texted last?
I have not. If i were lesbian, i would.
Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?
Last three days? No.
Ever had your heart broken?
Stupid question.
Are you happier today or three months ago?
Hmm, I don't know.
Will you be up before 7 AM tomorrow?
If i decide to go to schoool.
What were you doing at 8am this morning?
Throwing up.
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
Definitely nottt!
Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
Yes.
Do you like anyone who's name starts with a A?
Allyyyy!
How bout a K?
Meee?
When is your birthday?
08/20
Is this year the best year of your life?
It sucks fuck so far.
Are you smiling?
No.
Have you ever kissed anyone whos name started with a J?
Uhmm, no.
What is irritating you now?
Everything.
Have you ever been camping?
Yesss.
Do you have any friends who are famous?
No.
What do you want?
No school
Do you like anyone?
Love
Can you play the piano?
Yeah. But not well
Do you ever throw up?
I did like 10 times this weekend.
Do you pee in public?
In public bathrooms
Taco Bell or McDonald's?
Euuugghh. Neither
Last thing you said?
Thank you.
What is the closest item near you that is black?
Remote.
Do your friends ever tell you to stop taking surveys?
No. I'm pretty sure some people think that though.
Who are you currently texting?
No one
Are you happy with where you are?
Fuuuuck no.
How many people do you currently "like"?
I like eveeryoneee :) I love one.
Who's the last person to piss you off? Are you still mad at them?
Damn, no one's pissed me off in the past few days.
Who was the last person to make fun of you?
Probably my dad.
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
hahahahah.
Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
Yeah, but some of them don't make an effort to find the good.
If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?
Yeah.
In the past week have you cried?
Yeah.
Your mood?
Tired.
If you could change one thing this year about your life, would you?
I'd change something from last year.
Would you rather dye your hair or go tanning?
Tanninggg! Not like fake n bake though. I mean lying on the beach under the sun reading my cosmo magazines.
Are you giving up on someone?
If they're gonna be an asshole again, yeah.
I'm still with him :)
Burger King or Wendy's?
BURGER KING. Wendy's makes me sick.
Where are you right now?
Mama and Papa's room.
Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
Ooooh, PARIS!
In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Hoodies.
Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
No.
How long can you go without your mobile phone?
6 hours.
Do you have anything of your exes?
Yeah, they're alll mine now >=]
Are you afraid of roller coasters?
Naww.
Apple bottom jeans or Hollister gift card?
Hollister, please.
What is/was your school mascot?
I'm gonna go with my old school. STMC KNIGHTTSSS!
At what age do you want to be married?
No specific age. Just when I'm ready.
Where is your mom right now?
Beside me.
Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
WARM!
Have you been kissed by someone who's name starts with a L?
No...
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yeaaah.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a M?
Yeeeaah.
What are you doing this summer?
Don't know yet.
Have you ever felt replaced?
Mos def
What do you think of when you hear the word "meow"?
Kitty!
Are you a jealous person?
Hahaha, yeah
how often do you drink energy drinks?
Not that often.
Who's your last missed call from?
My asshole sister <3
Are you wearing a ring?
Naww.
Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yeeah.
Did a boy or a girl text you last?
Yeah, BUT HE DIDN'T CALL.
Have you ever kissed in the rain?
o____O Come to think of it, no.
Do you drink enough water?
No :(
Is it easy for you to accept loss?
No :(
How do you feel when someone kisses you on your forehead?
Safe
Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
No
Could you ever be friends with the person who hurt you most in life?
I've done that many times.
Have you held hands with somebody in the past week?
Yeeeeeeah.
Have you dated the person you texted last?
I have not. If i were lesbian, i would.
Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?
Last three days? No.
Ever had your heart broken?
Stupid question.
Are you happier today or three months ago?
Hmm, I don't know.
Will you be up before 7 AM tomorrow?
If i decide to go to schoool.
What were you doing at 8am this morning?
Throwing up.
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
Definitely nottt!
Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
Yes.
Do you like anyone who's name starts with a A?
Allyyyy!
How bout a K?
Meee?
When is your birthday?
08/20
Is this year the best year of your life?
It sucks fuck so far.
Are you smiling?
No.
Have you ever kissed anyone whos name started with a J?
Uhmm, no.
What is irritating you now?
Everything.
Have you ever been camping?
Yesss.
Do you have any friends who are famous?
No.
What do you want?
No school
Do you like anyone?
Love
Can you play the piano?
Yeah. But not well
Do you ever throw up?
I did like 10 times this weekend.
Do you pee in public?
In public bathrooms
Taco Bell or McDonald's?
Euuugghh. Neither
Last thing you said?
Thank you.
What is the closest item near you that is black?
Remote.
Do your friends ever tell you to stop taking surveys?
No. I'm pretty sure some people think that though.
Who are you currently texting?
No one
Are you happy with where you are?
Fuuuuck no.
How many people do you currently "like"?
I like eveeryoneee :) I love one.
Who's the last person to piss you off? Are you still mad at them?
Damn, no one's pissed me off in the past few days.
Who was the last person to make fun of you?
Probably my dad.
Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
hahahahah.
Do you believe that there's good in everybody?
Yeah, but some of them don't make an effort to find the good.
If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type?
Yeah.
In the past week have you cried?
Yeah.
Your mood?
Tired.
If you could change one thing this year about your life, would you?
I'd change something from last year.
Would you rather dye your hair or go tanning?
Tanninggg! Not like fake n bake though. I mean lying on the beach under the sun reading my cosmo magazines.
Are you giving up on someone?
If they're gonna be an asshole again, yeah.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
**
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his cars cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his cars cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Tug Of War
You seem too good
Too good to be true
You're holding me stronger
Stronger than I'm used to
Don't go out
With the boys tonight
I won't sleep a wink
Wondering what you're doing
Don't go out
With the girls tonight
I will turn to drink
Wondering who you're screwing
You seem too good
Too good to be true
I'm loving you longer
Longer that I'm used to
Don't go out
With the boys tonight
I won't sleep a wink
Wondering what you're doing
Don't go out
With the girls tonight
I will turn to drink
Wondering who you're screwing
Tug of war
Sweet as sin
I let go
I fell in
Feel the pull
Call your name
I'm alone
Once again
Tug of war
Sweet as sin
I let go
I fell in
Feel the pull
Call your name
I'm alone
Once again
You seem too
You seem too good
Too good to be true
You're holding me stronger
Stronger than I'm used to
Don't go out
With the boys tonight
I won't sleep a wink
Wondering what you're doing
Don't go out
With the girls tonight
I will turn to drink
Wondering who you're screwing
Tug of war
Sweet as sin
I let go
I fell in
Feel the pull
Call your name
I'm alone
Once again
Saturday, January 9, 2010
01/09/10
Thoughts:
- BedRock is a sexy ass song.
- I miss him. I need a hot date with my hot boyfriend very soon!
- Gah, Sundays are the worst! I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. It consists of cleaning my room, doing my homework, and practicing piano.
- Where's the fun in that?
- I really wish I were around to see my niece grow up. It's weird seeing her after almost a year and finding out that she can talk in full sentences. gahh, she makes me happy :)
- After spending a whole day with Gabby, I know mos def that I want hella kids when i get older. just not now because I'm too self-centered, hahaha. If I have a kid I want to be able to give him/her my all.
- I have a craving for an omelette.
- All in all, it was a good day.
- BedRock is a sexy ass song.
- I miss him. I need a hot date with my hot boyfriend very soon!
- Gah, Sundays are the worst! I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. It consists of cleaning my room, doing my homework, and practicing piano.
- Where's the fun in that?
- I really wish I were around to see my niece grow up. It's weird seeing her after almost a year and finding out that she can talk in full sentences. gahh, she makes me happy :)
- After spending a whole day with Gabby, I know mos def that I want hella kids when i get older. just not now because I'm too self-centered, hahaha. If I have a kid I want to be able to give him/her my all.
- I have a craving for an omelette.
- All in all, it was a good day.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Negative Nancy
I'm frustrated with how angry I've been the past two days. I woke up Monday morning and was in a sluggish mood. I've had a total of 9 hours of sleep in the last two nights. I tried caffeine pills to keep me awake during the day. End result: awake as fuck but nauseous at the same time. I recommend that you don't take more than two a day like I did. To top it off, schools a bitch. If i don't get on top of things fast, I'm going to have a bitch fit every single day and completely tire myself out. My body totally died on me today and it was definitely not a good feeling. ughh, I'm angry at myself because I have the capability to propel hatred very easily. And when I do, I feel guilty. I feel like I'm getting an ulcer or something -_-
Anyways, I'm not even sad, or depressed. I'm content, just really spiteful and angry.
Hopefully next week will be a good, packed week full of optimism and good planning. I blame myself for being so stressed out now. I was too laid back and chill on winter break and never created a plan for stupid school and other upcoming events. I guess, for now, all i need to do is focus more on important things that are vital for my future and bear with the rest. I can't fix everything at once. Ha! Look at me, I'm so dramatic.Goosh, when am I gonna hit my groove and actually look forward to the next day?
On a lighter note :) I'm fucking stoked for Aida rehearsals. Starting next week, I'll be busting my ass off! Sure, I'll lose my social life for three months. But from what I remember, I was happy with where I was and how many people I got close with.
Anyways, I'm not even sad, or depressed. I'm content, just really spiteful and angry.
Hopefully next week will be a good, packed week full of optimism and good planning. I blame myself for being so stressed out now. I was too laid back and chill on winter break and never created a plan for stupid school and other upcoming events. I guess, for now, all i need to do is focus more on important things that are vital for my future and bear with the rest. I can't fix everything at once. Ha! Look at me, I'm so dramatic.Goosh, when am I gonna hit my groove and actually look forward to the next day?
On a lighter note :) I'm fucking stoked for Aida rehearsals. Starting next week, I'll be busting my ass off! Sure, I'll lose my social life for three months. But from what I remember, I was happy with where I was and how many people I got close with.
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