Secret #26

fuck, I love Korean pop music.

From now on, I'm going to make you work for it.

1..2...3... small rant: It's come to my attention how little friends I have. I suppose I have a lot of acquaintances, but 1/2 of my best friends aren't close by, one lives in fucking CANADA, the other is always with the boyfriend, and the last one probably just hates my guts (for no fucking reason btw). I'm really stir-crazy and want to go fucking do something. I can't wait 'til college. I need people to do shit with, people to have fun with and people to flirt with. I have amazing friends when they're around, but apparently I'm a needy attention whore.
Fuck.

Another Quote Of The Day

"Drugs are a huge, huge deal breaker. Substance abuse. Lack of ambition. I can’t deal when someone dillydallies through life. You’ve got to have drive - that’s so sexy. I don’t care if someone farts or picks his nose, because that’s going to happen in the long run."

- Katy Perry, to Glamour magazine, on her relationship dos and don't

...i love her. Enough Said.

Quote Of The Day

"I am sensitive to Russell taking the Lord's name in vain and to Lady GaGa putting a rosary in her mouth. I think when you put sex and spirituality in the same bottle and shake it up, bad things happen. Yes, I said I kissed a girl. But I didn't say I kissed a girl while f-ing a crucifix."

- Katy Perry tells the new issue of Rolling Stone

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I'm sleepy. I want to cuddle. I hate when people say they've been in a two-year relationship when they've broken up with the person and dated others within those two years. I like rings. I like memories. I like texting. I like sexual innuendo. I hate over-analyzing. I hate when boys hit on me when they have girlfriends. I hate girlfriends. I like tea. I hate sore throats. I want kisses. I want comfort. I want reliability. I want changes. I like changes. I want college. I want the beach. I want to be pampered. I hate distance. I want the ocean. I like visits. I like dates. I want a date. I want to hold hands. I hate not knowing. I hate the difference between lust and feelings. I hate that what you say and do are two totally different things. I like lust. I like feelings. I like positivity. I hate boys. I hate lying. I hate liars. I miss high school. I want to meet people. I want to playfight. I want to explore the world with someone beautiful. I miss my best friends. I like desire. I like passion. I like fear. I miss you. I love you.

8/16/2010

Thoughts:

- I, uhh, still want my lip pierced
- I, uhh, also want my tattoo. (Picture below)
- 3 hours of Family Guy and a bowl of popcorn. My life is complete.
- Actually, scratch that. Fuck i have no life, nor do i have friends -__-
- I'm so glad I get my license in a week. Now all i need is a job.
- So, I didn't get the role of Marcy Park. But, this means I get to take on other challenges!
- American Idol auditions on Thursday! Wish me luck!
- I'm quite excited for my birthday on Friday. I hope it goes as planned.
- I hate when that 'time of the month' ISN'T ACTUALLY at the time of the month that it's supposed to be. Early or late.
- I wish I wasn't as good as I am at finding out things about people via the internet.
- I wish I was cool enough to write in a Tumblr. Alas, I've become to dependent on my blogspot baby.
- Katy Perry is my idol. She makes me want to be lesbian
-HAIRCUT THIS WEEEK. (Picture below)