Friday, February 12, 2010

The accuracy is amazing.


Name: Katherine
Date: 2/12/2010
Colorgenics Number: 45721063


You have a vivid imagination and this is good. Great inventors, explorers all had inventive, imaginative minds. Your friends and acquaintances may consider you over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. So what ? this is a part of your character and charm.

You want what you want and you need all that you want and, as they say in the movies, you are the sort of individual that 'By hook or by crook' you will, by fair means or foul, endeavour to get what you are looking for.

You are very demanding - and insisting on total involvement but you do not reciprocate with the same depth of feeling. However, it could well be that maybe an unprecedented surprise is awaiting you in the near future. For just as one whilst paddling in the sea, could flounder into a whirlpool, so you may be drawn into a loving situation that has high emotional demands - and you could well respond with a depth of emotion that you never even dreamed that you possessed.

There is considerable amount of stress present in your life at this time and this is perhaps due to some considerable mental and physical frustration. There are various physical needs that are necessary for your well-being but whatever the reasons - mostly of your own making - your needs are not being fulfilled. We wonder why? You are under the impression that nobody seems to care for you. This predicament is most uncomfortable and it is because of this that you are experiencing far more stress than you feel you can cope with. You need to find a soul mate - someone who truly understands you and whose standards are as high as your own. As matters stand you would like to break away from the vicious cycle that you find yourself entrapped but this is easier said than done. You refuse to compromise with your opinions and essentially you are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of the necessary decision. You are stubborn but this should be no deterrent experiencing a happy life.

You feel utterly wretched - worn out. The demands that other people have been making on you have depleted your strength and stamina. You feel powerless to try to remedy the situation on your own and you are looking for what is hopefully known as 'divine intervention'. But be assured your salvation lies in yourself - you have the ability so use it.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

**


<3 <3 <3

Dear _______

1. I miss you. You were one of the coolest and most down to earth chicks i knew in Canada. You helped me every single time I had a self-esteem problem and you still continue to do so. I know for a fact your AMAZING artistic talents will get you far in life. Keeep doing what you're doing and i hope you go to school in San Francisco like you said you would. hahaha.

2. Nevermind. fuck you.

3. YOU! You are most definitely the bestest friend I've ever had. Literally the one and only person I can be my complete self to. I got your back, you got mine, and i hope it stays that way. If i hadn't met you, I'd probably be dead right now. No lie. Please be my maid of honor at my wedding. K thanks mayo ;)

4. What the fuck have you become?! I'm glad I went out with the old you and not the Ed Hardy wearing, fist-pumping douchebag that you are now. Hahahaha, get your long shaggy hair back and put on some REAL fashionable clothes. Maybe then i wouldn't stop laughing every time i creeped your facebook.

5. We were super close and now you don't even say hi to me on msn. You're always "busy" and never reply. I'm starting to think you hate me :(

6. I love and respect what you do, but you need to realize how much of an LG you are. You're 18 and I swear you act like me when i was 15. The only time you talk to me is when you have bitchy high school girl drama. Reality check, you're not in high school anymore. Yeah, I'm happy you got your life together, I'm happy that you and your boyfriend are still going strong (even though i think he's a heartless douche), and I'm happy everything is just perfect for you. But I can't wait til the real world hits you because you won't think everything's sooo perfect then.

7. Get the fuck over yourself. Your act only works on an audience mmkay? Stop believing that i am SOOO in love with you. Please, I only talk to you because you get butt hurt if i don't. I've completely given up on trying to be a real friend because you aren't putting any effort either. Oh, and you're only half the man my boyfriend is. So don't talk shit, thanks.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

02/07/2010

Thoughts:

- From now on, independence is key.
- At this point, I'm so down to go to Monterey with my friends for the long weekend. My one chance to get away from everything and hang out with people i like.
- But i probably won't be able to go.
- Instead, i can just go dress shopping for prom with my mama in LA. I know it's early, but I'm excited.
- My eyes are puffy and I haven't taken a shower. I'm so attractive.
- I hate girls. We're so emotional and we're bitches. This is why i don't have many girl friends.
- I especially hate girls who ask for way too much sympathy or advice, but they don't listen to a word you say and become all emo and even MORE bitchy. Shit, like, what the fuck do you want me to say? Suck it up and get over it.
- Church today with mom and i don't mind it. Even though I don't believe in God.
- I surprisingly like Sundays because it's the day i get to stay at home and do the things i need to do. I like being by myself for a change.
- I feel like we're on an elevator. Enough said.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Why Am I Here?!

I'm at school and I didn't know I could go on blogger dot com until now!
I think I've just found something to do for the next 4 months during advisory.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

I secretly have a crush on country music.

Giddy On Up

V
erse 1

Baby, where've you been?
It's half past ten.
Oh, look you're late again.
Busy day, got a lot on your mind?
You should hear about mine.
A tall drink of water and a pretty little thing
were kissing on corner in the pouring rain.
Turned my head to get a better view
How in lord, help me it was you.

Chorus
Didn't love me
I ain't no fool
Didn't love me
No, no, no, no.
Love, love you let me down
Making this too easy
Love, Love you let me down
Think you should be leaving
Love, love you let me down
Let me down
No you wont string me along
You better be moving on
Giddy on up
Giddy on out


Talking:
(Oh I ain't finished sit back down.)

Verse 2
Been acting pretty strange, didn't want to talk.
Mmm, there's a pep in your walk
Smiling a lot when you look at your phone
Theres a change in your tone.
Ive been through your pockets and smelled your shirts
I don't wear bath and body works
Should've seen the signs you were sneakin around
She must be the number on the napkin i found

Chorus
Didn't love me
I ain't no fool
Didn't love me
No, no, no, no.
Love, love you let me down
Making this too easy
Love, Love you let me down
Think you should be leaving
Love, love you let me down
Let me down
Ooh you wont string me along
You better be moving on
Giddy on up
Giddy on out

Verse 3
Oh let me tell you
I guess you could say that I was blind
I was blinded by my love
I did everything for you
And now push has come to shove
So lets call the spade to spade
Was it worth the price you paid?
Now I am done, I'm the lucky one
And you can sleep in the bed you made.

Chorus
Didn't love me
I ain't no fool
Didn't love me
No, no, no, no.
Love, love you let me down
Making this too easy
Love, Love you let me down
Think you should be leaving
Love, love you let me down
Let me down
Ooh you wont string me along

Love, love you let me down
Making this too easy
Love, Love you let me down
Think you should be leaving
Love, love you let me down
Let me down
Ooh you wont string me along
You better be moving on
Giddy on up
Giddy on out

And won't you think I'm pretty when I'm standing top the bright lit city.

Today started boring, but got better throughout the day. I had practice from 9-6 (fuck my life) and then saw the boyfriend. I got to see some of his family too. I missed his parents. We got cupcakes and left for my home. When in Rome was surprisingly good. Super hilarious too! I realized that Josh Duhamel is a giant. A very sexy giant. Now I'm home in bed and my eyes are closing on me. Overall, pretty decent day. Tomorrow, I may go to church, or I might find something else to do.






p.s Fuck, i hate not having a single dollar in my wallet. It's depressing. K goodnight world.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Secret #22

I hate liars. Once you lie to me you lose my trust. It doesn't matter what you say, what you do, how you put it. You still lied.

Yeah, I'm bilingual

I speak bitch too.


Sunday, January 24, 2010

01/24/10

Thoughts:

- I think I'm over the stomach flu.
- Sadly, I wish I weren't so i wouldn't have to go to school tomorrow.
- PINK DS PINK DS PINK DS. I love my Lucas.
- I wish I were smarter. But then again I wouldn't be KCCCC!
- I gotta stop being such a creep!
- I want my nails done and my eyebrows waxed.
- You need stop stop trying to make your life a soap opera. You gossip and lie more than I do and you're a boy.
- Time to study for finals!
- I need some cash. I need a job!
- UTIs are a pain in my vagina. I suggest you never ever get one.
- Following in Kim Kardashian's footsteps is great. I LOVE HER.
- I'm trying REALLY hard not to complain too much. I just miss being giddy and excited to wake up in the morning and all.