Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Saturday, January 2, 2010
I screamed 'why are you so far away?' She said, 'won't you ever know that I'm in love with you? yeah, I'm in love with you.'
1. Do you know how to use bobby pins?
I do indeed.
2. Do you hate a friend’s boyfriend/girlfriend?
Well, there are probably a few I'm not 100% fond of.
3. What is your favorite movie?
Stand By Me.
5. Do most people like you?
Yeah, I'd say so. The rest probably super hate me.
8. What does your hair look like at the moment?
It looks shitty. It's not straightened or anything and it's kind of greasy and up in a bun.
9. What did you say last?
"Ehhhh." It was a sick and tired moan, more or less.
10. Are you mad right now?
Nope.
11. What are you listening to?
The television.
12. Who is your favorite person?
I don't have one favorite person.
15. Do you love your dad?
I absolutely adore my daddy!
16. Do you have any pets?
I do, one dog named Yuki.
17. What did you do today?
I woke up, ran to Dominic's room, slid under his blanket and let him wake up with his arms around me.
21. Do you have a printer?
There's one downstairs, but there isn't one hooked up to my computer.
22. Do you have a crush on anyone?
My boyfriend.
23. Do you know anyone famous?
I know myself. ;) Lol, no. I do not know anyone famous.
25. Dogs or cats?
Dogs and cats!
27. Do you prefer short or long hair on the opposite sex?
Don't care.
28. Favorite color?
Gray + Hot Pink.
30. Where is your phone?
On my left.
31. Who do you trust the most?
Fam and friends.
32. Where was your default picture taken?
My Room.
33. What’s your middle name?
Not Applicable
34. Your current relationship status
Taken.
35. Does your crush like you back?
Well, he is my boyfriend, so he must have a crush on me.
36. What is your current mood?
Bored.
37. What color shirt are you wearing
Blue.
38. Are you feeling romantic or frisky?
Not right now. If my boyfriend was here, I'd probably be feeling both. But he's not.
39. If you were with your crush right now, what would you do?
We'd be lying on the ground, cuddling and watching television. Mm, ah I miss him!
40. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Nope!
41. where was the last place out of town that you went to?
I don't know.
42. Ever had a near death experience?
Indeed, i did.
43. Something you do a lot?
Talk. Facebook.
45. Who can/do you tell anything to?
Mom, Sheila, Dominic.
46. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Maddy
47. when was the last time you cried?
Uhhhm, last Tuesday!
48. Where are you right now?
In my family room.
49. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Psychic! Like That's So Raven!
50. What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Style and sexiness. Yeeahh, Dominic has both of those.
51. Who is your favorite celebrity train wreck?
Amy Winehouse is pretty fucking amazing.
52. What is a saying that you believe?
"Everything happens for a reason!"
53. Favorite color(s)?
See Question 28.
54. What is one thing that annoys you on T.V?
Pointless reality television. Jersey Shore is pretty fucking hilarious though.
55. Do you still like kiddie movies?
No, not really.
56. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
I'm drinking water. I'm not eating anything at the moment.
57. Do you speak any other language?
Nope, not really. I can speak bits of Filipino and curse, but not enough to get me around. I've learned French, but it wasn't really my thing.I can count to six in Spanish and say yes and no.
58. Favorite Smell?
Vanilla, lemon, clean laundry and my boyfriend.
59. describe your life in one word?
Interesting.
60. Have any tattoos?
I do.
61. What are you looking forward to the most?
Nothing -_- school is starting again. FUCK.
62. What are you thinking about right now?
How much I miss my boyfriend and how fucking lame it is that school is starting up again this Monday.
63. what should you be doing right now?
Nothing. Gtfo.
64. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Meh, don't remember.
65. What are you listening to?
Friends on television.
66. Do you like working in the yard?
Nope.
67. What color are your nails?
They're the normal color of nails.
68. Do you act differently around the person you like?
No, I'm more myself around him than any boy I've ever liked.
69. What is your natural hair color?
Dark Brown.
70. Why did you cry the last time you did?
Doesn't matter anymore :)
I do indeed.
2. Do you hate a friend’s boyfriend/girlfriend?
Well, there are probably a few I'm not 100% fond of.
3. What is your favorite movie?
Stand By Me.
5. Do most people like you?
Yeah, I'd say so. The rest probably super hate me.
8. What does your hair look like at the moment?
It looks shitty. It's not straightened or anything and it's kind of greasy and up in a bun.
9. What did you say last?
"Ehhhh." It was a sick and tired moan, more or less.
10. Are you mad right now?
Nope.
11. What are you listening to?
The television.
12. Who is your favorite person?
I don't have one favorite person.
15. Do you love your dad?
I absolutely adore my daddy!
16. Do you have any pets?
I do, one dog named Yuki.
17. What did you do today?
I woke up, ran to Dominic's room, slid under his blanket and let him wake up with his arms around me.
21. Do you have a printer?
There's one downstairs, but there isn't one hooked up to my computer.
22. Do you have a crush on anyone?
My boyfriend.
23. Do you know anyone famous?
I know myself. ;) Lol, no. I do not know anyone famous.
25. Dogs or cats?
Dogs and cats!
27. Do you prefer short or long hair on the opposite sex?
Don't care.
28. Favorite color?
Gray + Hot Pink.
30. Where is your phone?
On my left.
31. Who do you trust the most?
Fam and friends.
32. Where was your default picture taken?
My Room.
33. What’s your middle name?
Not Applicable
34. Your current relationship status
Taken.
35. Does your crush like you back?
Well, he is my boyfriend, so he must have a crush on me.
36. What is your current mood?
Bored.
37. What color shirt are you wearing
Blue.
38. Are you feeling romantic or frisky?
Not right now. If my boyfriend was here, I'd probably be feeling both. But he's not.
39. If you were with your crush right now, what would you do?
We'd be lying on the ground, cuddling and watching television. Mm, ah I miss him!
40. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Nope!
41. where was the last place out of town that you went to?
I don't know.
42. Ever had a near death experience?
Indeed, i did.
43. Something you do a lot?
Talk. Facebook.
45. Who can/do you tell anything to?
Mom, Sheila, Dominic.
46. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Maddy
47. when was the last time you cried?
Uhhhm, last Tuesday!
48. Where are you right now?
In my family room.
49. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Psychic! Like That's So Raven!
50. What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Style and sexiness. Yeeahh, Dominic has both of those.
51. Who is your favorite celebrity train wreck?
Amy Winehouse is pretty fucking amazing.
52. What is a saying that you believe?
"Everything happens for a reason!"
53. Favorite color(s)?
See Question 28.
54. What is one thing that annoys you on T.V?
Pointless reality television. Jersey Shore is pretty fucking hilarious though.
55. Do you still like kiddie movies?
No, not really.
56. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
I'm drinking water. I'm not eating anything at the moment.
57. Do you speak any other language?
Nope, not really. I can speak bits of Filipino and curse, but not enough to get me around. I've learned French, but it wasn't really my thing.I can count to six in Spanish and say yes and no.
58. Favorite Smell?
Vanilla, lemon, clean laundry and my boyfriend.
59. describe your life in one word?
Interesting.
60. Have any tattoos?
I do.
61. What are you looking forward to the most?
Nothing -_- school is starting again. FUCK.
62. What are you thinking about right now?
How much I miss my boyfriend and how fucking lame it is that school is starting up again this Monday.
63. what should you be doing right now?
Nothing. Gtfo.
64. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Meh, don't remember.
65. What are you listening to?
Friends on television.
66. Do you like working in the yard?
Nope.
67. What color are your nails?
They're the normal color of nails.
68. Do you act differently around the person you like?
No, I'm more myself around him than any boy I've ever liked.
69. What is your natural hair color?
Dark Brown.
70. Why did you cry the last time you did?
Doesn't matter anymore :)
I'm never settling for anything less than electricity in my veins.
My New Years Resolutions for 2010
- Find a job.
- Get my permit.
- Try to do a good deed everyday.
- Try my best to "kick" at least one of my bad habits.
- Talk less shit / less gossiping.
- Be less picky.
- Be more proactive.
- Be a better friend / girlfriend / daughter / grand-daughter / sister.
- Graduate High School.
- Avoid arguments / be a better listener / more understanding.
- Eat healthier / exercise more frequently.
- Learn from all mistakes / no pining / less negative / less complaining / live days to their fullest.
- Find a job.
- Get my permit.
- Try to do a good deed everyday.
- Try my best to "kick" at least one of my bad habits.
- Talk less shit / less gossiping.
- Be less picky.
- Be more proactive.
- Be a better friend / girlfriend / daughter / grand-daughter / sister.
- Graduate High School.
- Avoid arguments / be a better listener / more understanding.
- Eat healthier / exercise more frequently.
- Learn from all mistakes / no pining / less negative / less complaining / live days to their fullest.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
I Want So Badly
to have the courage to actually confront you. Buuuuuut i can't. All my anger can easily be turned around with a kiss or a simple "i love you".I hate that. I completely lose my ground and fall for you even harder. There's clearly something wrong with me if i can't speak up to the person i love. I can tell anyone my problem, except for the person involved in it. Ughh. I'm afraid that if I tell you, you might think I'm trying to change you. Truth is, that's exactly what I'm trying to do. But i don't think you'd understand that I'm doing it for the better...
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
A Lot Like Love
I had a good weekend, but this week is going by dreadfully slow. I just want winter break to be here! I like new people, new things, good vibes. I like being over the past and being stoked on the future. I like plans, coffee and music. I like being happy and free. I like kissing and cuddling and feeling warm. I like that Christmas is in less than two weeks; the idea of ugly Christmas sweater parties and New Years parties, presents, and Christmas movies. Some of my family from Canada is coming to visit and it's going to be splendid. Boyfriend's spending a few days with me in my new house. I'm excited. Life is good. I feel sexy and confident. I want a passionate New Years kiss though! (hint hint Dominic)
p.s. Oh! And i got new glasses that make me look hot plus the female lead in Aida. Got the fucking reaaadddd on that one! I'm the shit. Admit it. JOKES >=]
p.s. Oh! And i got new glasses that make me look hot plus the female lead in Aida. Got the fucking reaaadddd on that one! I'm the shit. Admit it. JOKES >=]
30 Days
by Never Shout Never
30 days of Christmas and all I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show
One more month
And all I need is a sign from you that you think of me
If you don't
Then please just say so
Cause all I do
Is think of you
(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you
Who would have thought that someone like me
Could of fall in love so easily.
I know that you know that i know what i want
I know I cant have it but give it a thought.
I know that it sounds crazy baby
but all I do is think of you.
(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love everything you throw my way
I know it's hard to say
But it's a crying shame that I came all this way
With so much to say
But all that came out was “Happy Holiday”
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody to love
A place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and I'm gonna make ‘em count
Cause I cant call it Christmas without someone to smile about
30 days of Christmas and all I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show
One more month
And all I need is a sign from you that you think of me
If you don't
Then please just say so
Cause all I do
Is think of you
(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you
Who would have thought that someone like me
Could of fall in love so easily.
I know that you know that i know what i want
I know I cant have it but give it a thought.
I know that it sounds crazy baby
but all I do is think of you.
(Chorus)
And it's wearing me out
It's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift
You see
I'm making a list
Hell I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love everything you throw my way
I know it's hard to say
But it's a crying shame that I came all this way
With so much to say
But all that came out was “Happy Holiday”
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody to love
A place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and I'm gonna make ‘em count
Cause I cant call it Christmas without someone to smile about
Sunday, December 13, 2009
12/13/09
Thoughts:
- My eyes are swollen from all the crying i've done this past weekend, but i can honestly say that it was worth it.
- I still haven't tied all the loose ends, i'm still a hot mess, and i still don't know what's number one on my priority list. But for some reason, i feel a lot better now that i've talked about my teenage issues.
- I wish I had the courage to tell you how i REALLY feel about certain things. I don't know what i'm afraid of. Maybe that you'll leave?
- So, my parents aren't perfect. But I've realized that they eventually come around. I love how I have a better understanding with them now.
- Aida auditions are taking forever. The anxiety is killing me.
- I want this week to go by as fast as possible.
- Don't have a lot of thoughts, i'll probably update with a long rant tomorrow.
Goodnight <3
- My eyes are swollen from all the crying i've done this past weekend, but i can honestly say that it was worth it.
- I still haven't tied all the loose ends, i'm still a hot mess, and i still don't know what's number one on my priority list. But for some reason, i feel a lot better now that i've talked about my teenage issues.
- I wish I had the courage to tell you how i REALLY feel about certain things. I don't know what i'm afraid of. Maybe that you'll leave?
- So, my parents aren't perfect. But I've realized that they eventually come around. I love how I have a better understanding with them now.
- Aida auditions are taking forever. The anxiety is killing me.
- I want this week to go by as fast as possible.
- Don't have a lot of thoughts, i'll probably update with a long rant tomorrow.
Goodnight <3
Friday, November 20, 2009
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